April 2015. I met Rob completely by accident. We literally bumped into each other and in doing so, he accidentally spilt my glass of wine. He apologised immediately for his clumsiness and insisted on buying me another. His conduct and manners were impeccable, so I allowed this rather fit-looking gentleman to buy me a replacement drink. We got chatting. He was a year older than me and worked for a high street bank. He didn...

Summer was now over and school was in full session. I had reconnected with Sarah and now she was the only thing on my mind. She was so beautiful with her black hair, bright green eyes, and the glasses she would occasionally wear, slipping the contacts on when she felt self-conscious. She wore converse no matter the time or season and I loved it. We were so alike in so many ways. We liked many of the same shows and read ma...

I saw your picture the other dayIt made me think of you, of us, of whenIt was a long time agoWe were lovers then and every moment was excitingI belonged to you in so many waysYet you belonged to me tooI’ve spent time latelyReliving those moments through poems and storiesMine, of courseSince yours have ceased to exist hereNow they only live in my memoryAnd make me think of youSometimes we do the right thingFor all the righ...

Days come and go Time goes by I think of you and can only cry Remembering you, and all we were The memories now are just a blur. My heart still aches for what we had But everything now just makes me sad. Your warm embrace, your tender kiss The love we had is what I miss. Your eyes would shine when you'd see me dance Waiting patiently for my advance I'd step to you with a lustful strut And giggle when you'd pinch my butt O...

Long legs of paradise  Wrapped around my world  Trapped in a nightmare  Of a beautiful girl    Hips moving in dance Moans of ecstasy  My eyes can’t stop  I’m lost in misery    Where did time go How are we here  I can’t stop the pain  It’s like you don’t care   We bought these sheets When you moved in I remember the softness  Against my skin   Her moans are daggers Your grunts my poison  Will you noticed  How my eyes now m...

The drumming on the roofGrows from a whisper to a loud roarWash away everything Please God, wash it away The bed is chillyI am in it alone but there is someone in it with meBut our fire washed away long agoAnd I don’t want to sleep I want to think of you My mystery loverWe have never met, never spoken But we have written  And the things you’ve written Made me feel like I’ve always wanted to feelDesired, special, someone w...

I learned what “love” meant The first moment your eyes met mine, Their sweet chocolatey brown drew me in like a hungry child Until my very soul melted. Your warm angelic smile caused my heart to flutter While the whole of creation stood suspended in time, That moment I decided to ask both: your name and a date. You said your grandma would kill youIf you went out with somebodyShe hadn’t yet met, soFor an entire month we da...

I pray for a reason. As to why I continue to feel. I crave you, even still. I want a reason,  To all that we lost. How you held such power, owning my heart. You left without fighting. I guess you gave up, no longer needing me. An empty prayer cup. Others have tried, to reach where you owned. I tease and brush off, Not letting them know. Only you can heal, my shattered soul. No one else  Can warm this cold. I’m a broken an...

I can not breatheFor you have takenMy last  breathI am shaken  My love was pureUntouched by hateSpontaneously givenYet never a mistake  Worlds are collidingBeyond the Milky WayTo create a paradiseFor us I pray Nights are so longI crave so muchTo hear your voiceA simple touch  HeartbrokenTorn apartMy best friendWhy must you depart My world is emptyMy heart is shatteredMy soul is dyingI hate ever after  I need my loverMy on...

It started as a bit of fun Nothing serious or heavy A time to explore and enjoy At the end of the night, return to others   But you have got under my skin My lust and desires overwhelming me I hate that I want you And that I need you   I have a place in my heart for you I would never ask you outright I do not want to know the answer I fear what I would hear   I will go on watching from the sidelines Enjoying our time toge...

There is a battle raging inside you,It’s beating you down,Until you forget which side you’re on,You punish me with your internal war. The war,The constant tug-of-war,Causing endless battles,All between yourself,And I’m caught in the middle. The Middle,Tearing you apart,Tearing me down,Tearing us apart.The battle of do I stay or do I go? Go,Going, gone,Such a small but powerful word,It determines my life,Not just yours,Wha...