It started as a bit of fun
Nothing serious or heavy
A time to explore and enjoy
At the end of the night, return to others
But you have got under my skin
My lust and desires overwhelming me
I hate that I want you
And that I need you
I have a place in my heart for you
I would never ask you outright
I do not want to know the answer
I fear what I would hear
I will go on watching from the sidelines
Enjoying our time together when we can
But each time we meet, my heart will break
Until I am no more