Dear Diary, The sun sinks low, casting elongated shadows that dance across my bedroom wall. I observe the clock, its hands creeping toward the hour when I'll finally be alone with my thoughts and my flesh. The atmosphere is heavy with anticipation, each tick mirroring the thudding of my heart. Why does time drag when I'm yearning for this? It's as if the cosmos conspires to extend my torment. An electric charge courses ac...

Dear Diary, As I sit down to write this entry, I can't help but feel a sense of anticipation and excitement. Today has been one of those days where I've been consumed by my desires, my body aching for the touch of someone special. I've decided to document my evening, as it promises to be a night filled with filthy thoughts and desperate needs. As the day draws to a close, I find myself alone in my apartment, the silence h...

Dear Diary, It’s after midnight and I can’t sleep. I’ve become obsessed with Frank. He and I have been having sex almost every day. I know he uses me and he treats me like a whore. I love the danger of being caught when he fucks me. I only have two rules. First, he can’t come inside me. The last thing I need is to get pregnant. Two, no violence. A little spank is okay but, I don’t want to be assaulted. This past Saturday,...

Dear Diary, There's a fire inside that burns greater when I'm around him. Hotter and hotter until it reaches the center of my core. I want to purge myself of this beckoning heat that tells me I should just fling myself at him, but that wouldn't be ladylike at all. Only whores did things like that. Looking back on my life, I realized I've never done anything all that "naughty". It's too far outside of my comfort zone. The...

January 1st, 2023. Dear Diary, So, another year has gone. Looking back, 2022 was a weird year. There was the war and the prices and all that nonsense. But this year, it’ll be a good year. I am sure of it. My New Year Resolution is firm and absolute; this year, I will move out of home. I will get my own place. I will get a proper boyfriend (Between you and me, I hope to get at least some physical action sooner than that. I...