Dear Diary,
There's a fire inside that burns greater when I'm around him. Hotter and hotter until it reaches the center of my core. I want to purge myself of this beckoning heat that tells me I should just fling myself at him, but that wouldn't be ladylike at all. Only whores did things like that.
Looking back on my life, I realized I've never done anything all that "naughty". It's too far outside of my comfort zone. The men I dated had boring personalities which made things in the bedroom terribly dull. Sex was never satisfying. Fake orgasms were the only thing I learned and mastered from the monotonous activity.
Hell, I don't even own a vibrator like the rest of my girlfriends. All I have are my favorite two fingers, but I don't need anything or anyone else to give my body the electrifying pleasure I deserve.
Hm. Maybe I'm the boring one.
Ever since I met him, however, my thoughts have grown quite impure. All I can think about is his large hand clamped around my saturated sex. Perhaps, even a finger or two could slip into my velvet entrance and explore me deep and well. He'd toy with me until finally finding my G-spot, and then rub my tender walls until I keeled over in a fantastic orgasm.
Oh, dear. Fantasizing about such delicious sin made me wet.
His name is Kyle. His last name is irrelevant. In all honesty, I don't know it.
I saw him earlier today flirting with the corner store whore who works behind the cash register. There were a few grocery items I knew the corner store kept stock of, so I'd gone there instead of a proper market. Seeing the two share sexual tension not only made me envious, but it lit my core in an unusual way. If the cash register wasn't between them, I bet they'd fuck right then and there for everyone to see.
Though, I wouldn't mind witnessing a live fucking. Whenever I watch porn, I prefer webcam videos because they feel more authentic. Watching real people go at it easily skyrockets my libido.
After Kyle left the store, I wondered if the corner store whore's panties were soaked like mine. Stepping up to the register, I examined her flushed features and greeted her with a civil smile. Her shit-brown eyes didn't compare to my fluorescent blues, and her skin color was a bit uneven from a fake tan she must've gotten some weeks ago. Unlike her, my beige skin was naturally kissed by the sun. The only honest compliment I could offer was how gorgeous her glossy auburn hair looked cascading over her slender shoulders. Although, I still favored my wavy caramel locks.