Emptiness Stories

Nature abhors a vacuumYet this whole remained unfilledSapping the strength I musterTesting the endurance of my willA need long left unansweredReassurance continually soughtPersistent emptiness prevailedIn spite of all I had wroughtA certain caring unattendedIn unintentional neglectIn opposition of the needLove hoped it could correctOne heart found that healsCalming turbulent seasHer love is the warmthOf summer’s gentle br...

Once again I wake feeling numb Already hating the day that has come I plaster on a convincing smile A seemingly endless, torturous trial Desperate to be back at home To shut the door and to be alone There the facade can finally crumble And the tears, once again, down my cheek, they tumble Hugging my arms around myself tightly A comfort, a habit, I resort to it nightly Unsure how much longer I can endure this test This gap...

Oh how I will miss you, Your words, passion and ecstasy. I need to remind my body and soul, That I will never have you again. I must be wise and get it straight, My head and heart must get it right. My dreams are always scented of you. My desire for you has become an ordeal... I always crave to feel your touch, Strong arms long and firm, Like ivory tusk your sweat... Sweet musk, oh... how I miss you.! Hands so softly care...

When will it stop, this ache consuming me?All my familiar surroundings are gone. The relief I became accustomed to is no more. Though I search I find nothing to replace it. When will it stop, this emptiness growing in me?It leaves me feeling hollow and needy. I am cold all the way to the bone. The longer it continues the more discouraged I am. When will it stop, this want for the unattainable?So far away I will never be a...