In my dreams, I see you every night Every night is as sweet as the next You are always here with me This time is no diffferent. I feel you come up behind me while I look outside the window. Your arms around my waist, your lips hot upon my neck. My legs buckle a little at the first contact of flesh to flesh. Your kiss moves around my neck now, and suddenly I am facing you. Eye to eye, forehead to forehead Hips pressed hard...
My ache for you is real. I tried to let it go, but I crave the unknown. Will you take me softly as a lover would, or will it be a rough filled sexual need? I ache so much I need to find release with my slender fingers. Touching myself with the right amount of pressure. Driving me mad until I roughly bring myself to orgasm. Oh how I ache for you, yet you’ll never know. You’re my darkest secret, the reason I can’t sleep at...
Tell me what you want,Tell me what you long for,Use my body for the fantasies,That titillate your core. Tell me what you crave,That which makes you melt,Use the words I cannot hear,Words that are only felt. Run your fingers on my skin,Til I submit to your caress,And my chills will read like braille,Obscene stories from my flesh. Filthy tales of excitement,Inscribed by your lust,Setting forth a devotion,Simply built on tru...
In my slumber I feel you, As your hands roam my warmth. I didn't hear you get home,I was too lost in dreams of you.Your touch gets my attention. My body innately reacts to you.You know my entire body Intimately and unapologetically.There is a treasure map whichApparently only you posses.A map to the most hiddenOf my erogenous zones.The map exists onlyWithin your mind. Over and over,You never hesitate to use it. You have m...
Writing poems for you Was once so easy for meThe words pouring out Into black and white fontEmptying the contents Of my heart into stanzasHowever, now it feels like There are no words leftIn my simple vocabulary To adequately express How your selfless love has Transformed my worldCreating a world of our own Inside I once felt so emptyMy heartbeat echoed loudlyA sound both so foreign yetFamiliar in it’s alonenessI ached of...
True sexual freedom unrealizedGuarded and careful I existedApologizing to myself for being meBeautiful desires inside of meDesperately trying to find a voiceClawing as if to find a way outCravings and desires I had buriedSuppressed by my insecuritiesNow demanding my full attentionWith our first of many deep kissesI knew I could finally be unleashedAble to give my passion a voiceMy sexual voice gaining strengthDesires push...
You were born this way.You can try to outrun it,pointlessly deny the truthor make up excusesand mask the true nature.It is always present in youBut it remains indefinable. You cannot, however,change who you are.You were born this way,fiery desire echoing inside,a constant ache withinfelt deep in the core.Passion burns like fire,a blaze seemingly foreignyet consuming your soul.So, how can another understand if you can't na...
I found myself aloneBeautiful love storiesAre not immune From the laws of nature Not all meant to surviveNumb as my heartSpilled onto the floorA garbled heap of Puddles and pieces Unspoken wordsAnd broken promises Broken heart healingI realized I had needsAs a woman I craved The touch of a manBut knew I was not readyI could not seem to quiet The ache building in me Fueled by desire Threatening to ignite Devouring all that...
I thought I needed more. But what I lost, Was ten times greater. I thought that his needs, Would be worth the risk. My need was nothing, I learned, Compared to my despair. Thought I had conquered acceptance. But my heart is finding, I have no clue what it means. The depth of this pain, Has taken me to my knees. This throbbing emptiness. Worse than any I have ever known. The agony of this terrible ache, Will destroy my he...
I am so full of lovebut tonight my soul aches.It is twisted and contorted,tied up in boy scout knots.My love for him is a force of nature. The moons of our galaxies causing a gravitational pullnever meant to be understood.Holidays are dedicated to happy red childlike hearts.Country songs bellowing of broken hearts and dreams.But what about my aching soul?It is the core of my being,unseen by the human eye it defines me.I t...
I present to thee as ye to me, A history of form and function, A perfected him before perfect her, We both do dare this juncture of dance Where layers lay bare to caring stare and circumstance, And strum of digit, hum of lips, Sips from dripping honeyed hips, Our offered symbol, confident trust, Swaying thus a gentle thrust, As God intended, all is splendid… harmony. Freely spoken minds reveal our sensuality Near...
needing so to be held that physical ache muscles burncan't fight the tearsthat flowthe sob that won'tescapeturn, turn over againstifle that aching burneyes closeand breathe deepescapeinto that dreamlandembrace
My lonely heart lay heavy Upon the breast of my existence As the sickle moon rests softly In an orange Harvest sky. The black top of my life Roams like a coiling snake Searching, seeking Across the barren Landscape of my mind Where is my lonely heart? Adrift and forgotten Under a darkened star, Or hidden away in the depths of Long ago? Lost to what is new and real Crushed like an aluminium can Discarded Kicked into the gu...
Sometimes just Sometimes in the night In the hours that lay dormant and still When the darkness creeps Inside my room, Inside my heart I lay awake and wonder If the sunlight strikes your face If you turn your smile into the glow And think of me at the precise Moment I think of you And in that second Do we share a closeness that not Even the world can stop. I blink and the thought is gone Replaced again by the night And th...
Searching through the forum for his old posts.His av is gone but his words are like a ghost. I’m so happy for him and that still heavily lingers.But going to his profile that is no more, is automatic for my fingers. It’s like something is missing though they say he'll be back.I have to let go but I really hope we don't lose track. How bad I wish we could all just be friends.But the secrets I keep about him come to no end....
