Isolation Stories

The knife against my skin was both frightening and oddly thrilling. I guess I should tell you how I got into this predicament. Let me first introduce myself, my name is Vala, yes its short for something but having to explain my parents' fascination with oranges is not something I like going into, so it’s just Vala, Val for short. Physically I am un-remarkable. I mean average height, average weight, average shape, mousy-br...

I know the exact moment when the urge to totally dominate someone became my obsession. I was at home on a cold winter Friday night about four months ago. One of those nights where the wind and the rain keeps you from wanting to go out. I was cruising porn sites when I stumbled on to a hardcore S and M site. I was mesmerised. Women tied to crosses or shackled to roof beams and all sorts of sexual and semi violent things we...

Watching the seconds tick by on the clock. Isolation only comes in the dark. Loneliness and sadness fill me, cry out. Desolation seduces my weak mind. Mind blanking. Hands wandering. Heart racing. Clothing on the floor. My body aching. It becomes too much. I cannot resist. Desolation becomes my true master. Punished for every tug, rub, tear, sigh, moan. My screams grow louder with pain and pleasure. My body trembles, begg...