I am tryingbut three days in a carmake my progress seem very farThankfully the seahas come to my rescue again.Salt air and endless ocean views are friendsPatience you continue to showmile after mile day after dayEventually helping me find my wayI question again and againWhy am I so different, so bentMaybe that's why you were sentWhen others around me laughand enjoy good timesMy brain chemistry makes me hideYet you are alw...

Tossing and turningFighting for controlTrying to overcome the darknessThe self-doubt and insecurities. "Shh." you sayAs you sit downWrapping your arms around herAs you pull her on your lap. Placing soft kisses on her foreheadWhispering softly"Calm down, my beautiful angelI’m here and nothing will hurt you now." The tears subsideAs you softly kiss her neckShe squirms and gigglesAs you hold her tighter "Angel, I want youYou...

  It has been a long and tiring week Since she heard the heartbreaking news Which made her teenage nightmare Come to life in the here and now.   Her thoughts and emotions Shroud in darkness As fear tries it best to claim her Making her its unwilling fatality.   He takes her in his arms Pulling her against his chest Gently kissing her forehead As he whispers, “It's going to be alright.”   She looks up at him and softly smi...

Looking at the blank page in front of her She realizes that she could fill it a million times over With all her thoughts and emotions Currently running through her veins.   But what is it that she feels she really needs to say Is it thank you for the all the love and support? Or maybe that she’s sorry? No, it is all that and more…   You see as much as she is going to fight With all she believes and all the love she holds...

  Although all our real lives are separate and so very differentWe are drawn together onlineSharing stories about our dayOur hopes and dreams for the futureand insecurities from the pastthrough listening and encouragementwe make each other better peopleBut lately, it is like a fog has appearedAnd you’ve grown distant quiet and guardedAnd it is obvious you are strugglingWhy is unclear… But we want to understandSo now we st...

I am reaching out to only you,The sound of the wind. Feel my heart beatwithin my chest, please do not cry anymore.You are beautiful the way you are. Look up at the sky, my sweetest love.The sparkling blue drops trailing down your cheek,I catch them with my fingertip. They are the light toanother tomorrow and a new beginning. You're tearing will become like a guiding rainbow.If your trail runs cold, I'll be there to hold y...

I feel that happiness is perhaps not meant for meContented, stable, smiling, satisfied, maybe thoseIts meaning lost, I search but still can not seeLost in my reverie, to decide and define or to loseHappiness, sold to us, bought both lock and keyTouching, tangible, its price marked down each dayFork over my heart to its tag or forget and be freeAnswers I seek in friends, family, anyone who comes my wayAsking again, who hol...

Society tells us even when we're sad to fake a smile. But, even when I try tears still run down my cheek, the fact that I am sometimes sad is appropriate. It in no way means that I am a coward or weak.I have been blessed with true happiness and love, yet in the quiet of night these are real tears I cry. My hands sometimes shake, overcome with dark fear, I can't help but ask why.My relationships here are such a bright ligh...

On the darkest day, a day of uncertainty and confusion like no other, I was lost, no direction to be found. I was flying blind, no instrument to guide my way, no beacon to help me pass the rocks thrown in my path. *** I was grasping for answers, trying to find my lost angel. She lost her wings, flying too close to the sun, too close to the danger, too far from my reach, too far from my arms, flying into her destiny.*** Th...

Don't sigh Looking at your life While standing naked Bare Before mirrors Seeing your reflection Through his eyes Letting tears cloud Your own Someone Should have told you Long ago Should have taken your hand Touched your skin Sucked on your lips Whispered in your ear With heat Fueled by more than Passion's fire Now words are not enough Sounds die slowly In the face of pain's Ugliness This goes beyond thought It is the spi...

Looking up at the moon and starsAlways reminds me of you. Remembering conversations Moments of fun and laughter.Laying wrapped in your arms,In the back of your truck.You will always mean so much to me Because we were more than lovers We are best friends. You have stood by meAnd taught me so much. As you help me deal with my current events.Reminding me to have faith in myselfNo matter how low my moods get.You have been a r...