I couldn’t sleep. Elaine worried me. She has been able to tell me about her doctor sessions with conviction. She had listened to my statements about how her cheating with Mathew had hurt me, leaving me wondering how this woman, my wife, who professed she loved me with her whole being, could casually fuck another man for eight or nine hours, letting him dominate her in ways she had never allowed me to. But as I continued,...

Loving you I found  weakness of the heart, and my only weakness was loving you.    I didn't give my heart. That will always be mine. I gave you my love.   If you think I'm sad that you're gone, you're clearly wrong.  My heart remains happy and filled with love.   My heart will always be mine for someone else to love.    Remember this,  love is my strength. I chose to give my love, but kept my heart.   So if you think I mi...

Why God,  on this special day, why did you take  my only love away.   Our hearts were free  and so full of love. Why did you take my pure love from me?   It was love for all eternity, forever and meant to be.   My love for her in my heart, I will forever see.   So my dear God, Why take that from me?   I am now left to walk alone.   With only her memory, So dear God leave me  my heart filled with her love  on our special d...

Our heady daysof sex surpriseset us ablazebetween our thighsand masked the fearthat nothing moremade us adhereat thirty-four. The sweaty heatof burning lustmade Hope's conceitincongruous. Your desperate grasp,my frenzied kiss,our unveiled gasp,left us remiss. The Future gavethis to impart:"Though you've been brave,you’re best apart." Razed callously,we steeply fell.Now, wondrously,I wish you well. Yes, on Love’s Day,I wis...

Kansa flower Blooming in the sun Wisps of puffy clouds Dancing in July skies Song birds singing   Stopping at our stream Opening my saddle bags Weathered smile Finding your gift Flower and Love note   Calloused hands Slowly reading Savoring each word Smiling to yourself Feeling her love   As you crest The last hill Smoke curling skyward Reminding you You are home   As you come closer Watching her Her almond eyes Smiling F...

Like a river of blood, My heart flowed.  It gave you happiness.   You gave me love,   It never demanded, but always gave, its river of love.   Wanting to be free.   Being true to our love.   I gave my heart to you, My heart pumped, Its river of blood, and gave its love.   Being true to myself.   It had to be free, My heart will always be,  a river of love.   All I asked of you.   Was to let it breathe, My heart of love, W...

When you were down, and despaired at heart, God sent me to you.     A flawed angel.   An angel broken, fallen from heaven, battered and weak.   A perfect angel,   gives her life, that I have not. I've walked through hell.   This flawed angel,    With her damaged wings, and a sultry heart.  Needed your love, from the very start.    A perfect angel,    Can fly and flutter, while helping others. That I cannot.    My darling,...

I'm only happy, when I'm nearest you. It was your love, that guided me through.   During my long journey back, it was your love, that guided me home.  You were my map, sweetheart. I was your beautiful dove.   Fluttering my wings. They were damaged and weak. I knew I had to get back.   Through the darkness I flew often falling from flight, I struggled to lift myself up, for the long flight home,  and safety of your heart....

Maylin didn't know which gave her more pride. Graduating to her Master's (Craig exasperated her by continually calling it her 'Mistress's') or, three months later, her wedding to Craig. Craig, ten months older than Maylin, so already twenty-three, earned good money in a plush job that still promised him time 'for family'. He was what Aunt Emily, in her typical way, had called "a catch…you must court him." ("Thoroughly Aun...

I dream of you in colours from a spectrum that never existedI dream of you in a time and place that I can never reachSoft whispers fill my ears and leave my heart yearningFor something untouchable and floating away in spaceLike an astronaut released from their tetherAdriftThe stars look bright and swirl, leaving me feeling drunk and woozyI fade inI fade outI reach for a hand that melts away into my own little atmosphere o...

Roses are red,Violets are blueHow many red rosesShall I getThis Valentine’s Day. A single red rose,It was love at first sightFrom the first moment That I laid my eyes on you. Two single red roses,This goes to showHow madly and deeply In love I am with you. Three single red roses,Is the absolutely perfect Way to say those,Three little words“I love you” Four single red roses,Not one single thing Will ever come between us,No...

Lying here in my bed,Next to my lover.Whilst our legs get intertwined,With our arms around each other Whilst we hug and embrace.We had just made love.Combing my fingers,Through your soft and silky hair.Whilst I softly kisses youOn you’re forehead.Hearing you whisper something,On your breath.Not quite hearing What you had just said,Wanting you to say it again.You say it again,Those three sweet little words.“I love you”I sm...