I lay awake at night, thinking of youWhen I close my eyes, you're all I seeEvery moment of every day, I see you thereI know it's wrong, but I can't stop this feeling insideYou took me in, raised me as one of your ownA mother to watch over me, but not blood relatedYou married my father, a step-parent you've becomeBut I can't stop thinking of you as moreYou caught me one time, jerking off in my roomBrushed it aside as one o...

Words that you writeTo your keyboard loverCould it be a tad triteWhen you're together Love found on a screenBest to keep as a fantasyKeep it to a particular sceneYou must keep your sanity Do you share your lifeTo make it seem realLife of a real wifeMaybe best to conceal If in pain should you shareShould you just stay in the momentDo you think the other really caresDo you think this causes torment Cyber sex or a loving con...

I love that our life has shiftedThings are so much better hereAll the stress has been liftedNow there's happiness and no tears We laugh and enjoy each otherThis is now where I want to beYou're my mate and my loverI love you so much you see For a little while, I was sadThings are now on trackNo more feelings of feeling badIt's nice to have these feelings back Life is happier and funNo need to leave realityYou're my special...

Funny how true love prevailsEven after those dark daysBack to our life fairy-taleIn bad times, I did pray We're both in a better placeLove is back and here to stayWe now always touch baseWe can talk and have lots to say Laughter fills our rooms I feel I have my friend backNo more sadness or gloomOur love is back on track Seventeen years this SeptemberI've loved you each and every dayWe met one night in NovemberNear the ju...

I was feeling so sad when you leftBut today you came backThere's no more stressOur love can get back on track To see that you logged onKnowing your departure wasn't meYou're here now and not goneMy heart and soul filled with glee We're bound by a virtual connectionMy love for you is realI love to shower you with affectionOur love is surreal Cyber love by keystrokesDreams and fantasies are metOur love gives me hopeYou're m...

We met online and had a thing One day you just left We never ended our flingI'm really not impressed Emotions you let decideYour decision had no regard for meNo more sadness or tears criedI suppose we're both now free I loved you each and every dayToday perhaps a bit lessI wish you did it another wayI guess you were stressed Each day we chatted about lifeSweet words crafted to each otherYou were single and I was a wifeWe...

Twelve years you've lived with my friendHowever, we're still legally marriedThis is ongoing and not the endThis is a lot to be carried This broke me to have a break downWhile you and your whore play houseYou still always come aroundYou're technically my spouse You and your slut never go awayYou still help to pay our billsYou still cheat and you strayI think this gives you cheap thrills It's very hard for me to dateAs you...

When a relationship ends The healing can finally beginYou were once lovers and best friendsYou got underneath each other's skinThe love was once thereNow it's all goneYou lose faith and don't careThere's nothing left to hold onNo tears as this is bestA final goodbye is saidA dead relationship laid to restHappiness is now up aheadYou're now just a memoryTucked away neatly in a boxNo need to waste anymore energyNo more figh...

Like a wounded animalLimping through the dense forestI search for somewhere to fall downTo rest my weary soul, and painful heartThis once proud Lion that roaredBecomes a gentle animal that whimpersSuffering in silenceFrom pain I brought upon youWatching the suffering I causedFrom my own unforgiving reasonsFor my own cruel actionsOf acceptance in this worldThoughts never crossed my mindAs I watched the anger rise inside of...

Though time and distanceKeep us apartBecause of our loveYou are always in my heartWe both knowThis time will endWhen we can be togetherAs lovers, not just friendsWhen our heartsGreatest desireWill become an infernoOur own forever burning fireFor now that flameRemains just a sparkAn ever burning candleOur beacon in the dark

surfacing at random timesare these intense flames of minefleetingengulfingchurningkeeping me guessing, or perhaps learning.this spark often glows brightlike a single star at nightshiningflickeringbeamingguiding me to my higher being.sometimes it can be dulla gloomy sensation that lullsdauntingsmoulderingnaggingmagnifying all that is taxing. harnessing the power of an infernodoling agony you wish not to knowtryingobsessing...