Morgan awoke to a cold bed and fear in her heart. Having opened her eyes, she jolted upright and looked around the room. Christian was nowhere to be seen. He’d left. He had fucked her and he’d left her.Excruciating pain welled up inside her chest and tears filled her eyes. She pulled up the blanket to cover her naked body, feeling ashamed, stupid, and dirty, despite having anticipated that this could happen. Intense pain...
I want to be fuckedI want to let my gaurd downI want to be fuckedI want to be the man I always wanted to beI want to taste the freedomFrom what society says I amFreedom from what socitety says I should beFreedom of what society expects of meI want a thick hard dick in my assA rugged sweaty body on top of meWith one hand pulling my hairThe other grabbing my throat I whimper like a bitch in heatAs you punge into my wallsI w...
Feburary 24thDear Diary,A few more weeks have passed and I’m still not feeling very cheerful. I know that I promised a more pleasant entry so I will try to keep that promise.I’m still missing him in more ways than I can say. We talk now, more frequently, like we used to. That alone fills me with a joy so great that there are few words I can find to properly express it. I get lost in the bliss of hearing his voice and ever...
Dear Diary,I had a dream about him.A most shocking and painful dream. In it, we were so close to one another. I was coming to visit him, to see him and the excitement I had felt in this dream matched the excitement I once felt before. The love, the laughter and all the happiness and hope he brought me all tangled into one blissful feeling as I dreamt of riding in a cab to reach him. Of course, in the end, I was unable to...
January 17th Dear Diary, Another week has gone by now and today I read through his letters again. I cannot seem to stop myself from looking at all his mementos either. My mind is swimming with all the times we shared and how much fun we had. I still cannot understand why I was not good enough. I keep playing back through to see what it was that I did wrong and I could have given him more faith in me and in us. In his mo...
January 10th Dear Diary, I am missing him. Again.It has been a few weeks since I last heard his voice and my heart aches to hear it again right now. I feel a deep sadness and it has fully taken hold of me today. I feel almost desperate to hear his laughter and be the one to bring him joy. I want to hear all about his day and have long conversations on subjects we have discussed a million times before. I want to talk about...
It was a crisp autumn day and Morgan sat outside on her front porch. She sat in her old rocking chair wrapped in her favorite dark green cardigan feeling the wind blow through the porch and hitting her face softly. It was days like these that she would sit and remember an impossible dream that she once thought of all too often. She was much older now, not nearly as pretty with wrinkles on her face and long gray hair. Her...
The Liquid stream that fills your veinsBlood made from the water, from whence you and I came.The Blood that made our bond so deep bleeds from woundsI cannot staunch its flow; perhaps I do not wish it so.I loved you once, I still do.Although you left me with a bleeding heart, time won’t heal,I recall the hours and days, of unbridled passion that time can’t steal.On lonely days I wander my way, to the coastline.Not so many...
“I'm sorry ma'am, there’s truly nothing more we can do for him. It's all in God's hands now. In my professional experience I don't see him lasting more than a few more days. I know it’s hard, but we've done the best we can.”The doctor drones on, but I've heard it all before. It seems like a hundred doctors have come through this little room that smells of disinfectant, filling with the hissing sounds of life-support machi...
You may not know for I won’t telljust how muchyou've cast your spell Stolen momentsborrowed timeshared jokeshappy lines Thoughts of youmakes my heart raceawake and aloneI imagine your face With just your presencemakes me feel anewfor all I want isa moment with you Each word you sketcha perfect reflectionwho can blame thosethat steal your affection So this game we playyou lead and I followwhile with your absencemakes me fe...
She stares at me intent eyes pleading, question lingering and her very core hanging on my answer. Why her, she'd asked, her gaze unwavering reading my expression, looking for signs of truth? Of hope? In silence I search for words to capture the surge of bliss that rises within me because she asked. How do I describe such a visceral response I feel in her presence as my heart races and my mouth dries? When she is near only...
Sir, dare I say so much to you...The murmurs of my dreams a little crazythose that haunt my nights, dreams without taboos.In my room alone, I can imagineYour mouth stifling my cries and these ropes that bind me are your addition.Sir, dare I say so much to you...I want your shadow to sneak up my bedI want your long fingers to graze my skin in agreementGo down in recall vibrating my bodyMe, sacrificed on the altar, pulling...
Up before the dawn, again. Stirred from slumber by the immeasurable emptiness next to me. She flees from me, each time, without a sound, without warning. It’s who she is. A free spirit on an endless, timeless journey. A sleepy smile upon my hungry lips, her plea strums my heart, “Miss me; please miss me like no other.” I stroke my cock; reverence to the sin stained sheets. I grow harder; our mixed fragrance dizzies my min...
Autums last leaf fell Winters lies setting in Pretty white coat covering Lonely heart it's kin Burning embers lost spark Something lost in remission Spring trying to rekindle Pushing life in transition Distance between us covers More than just miles Talking brings no answers Distrust still causing trials Your loving touch has Turned into faded image Intimate boundaries wear thin Restore this final privilege Season's chang...
My love for you is simple Impossible to describe A single touch from you Ignites me deep inside Straight to my core Making me beg for more The lust in my eyes As your fingers brush my thighs No way to disguise The longing in my sighs If you be my deserving King I will be your rewarding Queen A whimpering plea Hands roaming free Our primal urgency Take me Baby, please As I fall to my knees You know what I need To taste you...
