I looked at my hand. This time it was only a small bunch of hair that pulled out, right from the crown of my head. Not as bad as yesterday. A text from Elaine. “I’ll pick U up at 10. Ready 2 party?” I had the urge to party as much as I had the urge to stick needles in my eyes. But this could be our last chance to have a good time together before my health continued its downward slide. “Ready 2 party!” I replied. Elaine ar...

A golden haze serenaded the lush green premises of the ashram as dusk approached across the hills. I walked with Marius, trying to shoo away a couple of young goats which had deviated from their group and were now engaged in intertwining with my legs. It was less than two hours since I had arrived at this spiritual community nestled discreetly amidst the rolling hills. And it was only now, while I walked attending Marius’...

A shaky, short, shallow breath could be heard in the darkness. What sounded like panting began to slow and become full breaths again in the night. A candle, sending the soft fragrance of chamomile throughout the room, which sits upon the dresser opposite the master bed, casts a beautiful illumination onto the bed, and even more impressive shadows on the wall behind the head of the bed. A deck of tarot cards sat beside the...

A deep melodious bell rang low throughout the caverns. Vana and Lala looked at each other and slowly rose out of the bath. "Come, Master Gar. The feast in your honor will commence soon." The women helped him into a long soft robe and then donned sweaters of white fleece that barely reached their bottoms. They led him up a long spiral staircase to a lavish chamber hung with tapestries and lit by warm glowing lanterns where...

At the ends of the tombs is Silence. It is spread above the fields. Chill winds blow making Silence in motion. Silence now moves further ahead, eyes staring at it. Only the throbbing of the leaves can be heard. Even wolves don’t dare to growl. They just join the eyes looking quietly at the Dance of Silence. It embraces the earth. The air, the water and fire. An erotic act with souls magnetized by the welcoming warmth of t...

Bless you for true friendship, Bless you for true love, Bless you for forgiveness, For eyes like stars above. For blue skies over mountains, For tall ships on the sea, For all you've freely given, So sweetly back to me. Bless you for the spirit, For a soul that understands, He who walked on water, Truly loves this man. Bless you for your guidance, And for your tenderness, For the light that SHINES so bright, So much BRIGH...

We are two women in Holy Communion with the feminine. We sit quietly on the couch. I am wrapped in a silk bath robe. The sensation of the fabric on my bare body arouses me. As I shift my posture the cloth rubs my nipples driving me to distraction. And you are so close I feel the heat of your body. Your demure eyes reflect the firelight in sparkles of green luster. Your scarlet hair falls like ocean waves. Your dimpled fac...

“Hey, Santa, how about letting me see your package?” I was stunned. This kind of thing never happened to me. There I was, at the office party dressed as Santa, and the sexiest woman on the floor was hitting on me in the supply room. It made no sense. I was the sweet, safe, innocuous nebbish, not the office Don Juan. I was twenty years her senior. I was the one they always called and ‘nice’ and ‘helpful.’ “How about I unwr...