Pushing away Stories

How I wanted to be there for you.It was all I could do to just hang on waiting.Never knowing when you’d be around.Over a month and I wondered.I’m just not that strong. Fighting between my heart and mind.I am a different person now I know what I need.I thought I could handle it.Even knowing it would likely all be the same.I’m just not that strong. It is deep inside me.I kept saying to myself let it be.Over and over let it...

I'm feeling off balance,I drink from the Chalice,On a Sunday afternoon. I repent for my sins,But the devil he wins,He brings me back to you.I pray there's a way,To keep my thoughts at bay,But yet they like to follow.A wild goose chase,My untied shoelace,Running I fall again.It's not due to the bird,Haven't you heard?I fell for a person again.Not just random things,My heart grew wings,This person won't stay at bay.I sit at...