Dissociation Stories

Holidays are awkward and surreal. There is all this expectation and hope, anxiety, and anticipation. Much like one’s first time. First time in love. First time having sex. It was probably why I chose this exact season to be deflowered. I had waited long enough for it, over thirty years. I was hoping to wait 'til marriage but learning I was polyamorous, that was probably not going to happen given the current laws only reco...