I’m not mad at you, just disappointed overall, To see our relationship more than stumble but fall, Thirty-eight years old, and I thought, “This was it,” Only to be disproven on some bullshit. Lost and confused, I should’ve known better, Thought we were locked, like a forecast of weather, Bad? Nah, good, sunny and bright, Sad? Blah mood, bummy and tight. The two-year mark we missed barely by a month, Now all I feel when I...

Man in the mirror staring back, Deep sorrow hollow reflects on those blacks. Your tender hands, your sweeten breaths, Now replaced with two moist paths. Soul’s empty, excitement to life ceased. Splashing water mixed with tears. Hanging up a laying crescent moon, Yesterday’s lie again resumes. “Hanging on, moving on,” The old sayings I once frown upon, They now guide me through the dawn. Knowing they are the only way, To h...

To the one who opened my heart With polished words, Then ripped it in two, Walking away as I bled. To the one who parted my legs With irresistible kisses, Stole my innocence, Then fucked another. To the one who returned With excuses on his lips, Thinking I'd forgive him, But weak, I was not. When you're six feet under With dirt on your face, Then I'll pay my respects, Forgive and forget. I'll be the one starting over With...

I wander around the store doing my weekly shopping Watching the men picking out that perfect Valentine’s Day gift. It may be candy, flowers, a card, a stuffed animal Or combination of all four. Those women do not know how lucky they are To have such loving men in their lives That take the time to show them they are loved My heart aches and I want to cry As I have no one to shower me With love and gifts on this Valentine’s...

Your voice did  things to me,  it made me tremble with need   But it was all just a lie,  to get what I had inside   My appetite for you was just a misstep, falling on my own trying to get up again   You made it seem like I was the only one,  but you fed that to everyone    I should have fucked your friends, since I knew this was going to end    Although you kept me on the low,  you couldn't  help yourself when you sinned...

So nice you say I glow at your words Eyes wide, heart so swollen, I give you all You take, you consume I smile and give more So nice you say My soul soars I give pleasure, I give support, I give me Giving all to fill you Giving all to grasp at love So special you say Then toss me away So nice, but not loved You chuckle, a smile and a hug to placate me You really are so nice Nice brings a fleeting mirage, but never a love...

You made me come back to you.  You pulled me back with lies of love.  You had me trapped waiting for your touch.  Every bleep on my phone was heartache when it wasn’t you.  But it was all revenge.  It was your way of hurting me back.  You successfully broke my heart.  You did what you set out to do.  I hope you will forever be proud of what you did.  The hurt you caused, the pain I feel.  As you smile happy to yourself at...

Goodbye to you. I know you left me awhile ago but now I need to leave you.  I need to let my feelings for you go.  To box them up and hope they never come out again.  I need to say goodbye.  I need this wait to end.  I can no longer wait for something that won’t come.  Even the friendship you promised me but you let die.  You won’t be able to contact me even if you tried.  Be happy.  Be loved.  Be you.  Bye.

The smile of an angel.The eyes of a demon.The voice of sweet harmony.The body of a seductress.The temptations that draw me near,are the same issues that push me away.Fighting internally with my spirit,about giving in to my body’s weakness.My mind struggles to remain clear.My heart wants to follow the Jesus in you.My body wants to ravish the Satan in you.My spirit wants to find some peace.My brain fights for control.The ri...