Bondage means different things to different people.  To some, it just means being tied up, but I always felt that true bondage means a lot more.  It can mean total surrender to the situation I find myself in and total embracing of the situation, knowing I can't do anything about it.When I looked more carefully at the machine that was in front of me, I realized that this was to be a special challenge.  It was pretty clear...

They let me finish my cigarette and glass of wine which I appreciated very much. I sat very still on the bed smoking and sipping the wine while they watched me intently. A few minutes earlier when he locked the motel room door and I heard the lock click, I felt just a little fear, but that now gave way to excitement. The guys remaining in the room of this cheap, motel had seen me perform for about an hour. They saw what I...

Everyone seemed to be talking at the same time at my table, and I was surprised by that. I must have zoned out for a while because when I looked around, suddenly I was wide awake. I was now suspicious of what they gave me to drink earlier. As I look back, there was probably some sedative in it that caused me to doze off, but whatever they put in it, when I came around I was more alive and alert than I remembered being in...

My day started around 2:00 a.m. with a phone call from a Black man I knew from an intense relationship that started in a video store theater several years before. After using me as he pleased for several months, he suddenly dropped me and just vanished until this morning when he called and gave me very specific instructions where to come, what to wear and when to arrive. That is why I now found myself inside a cheap motel...

Tony: My cock had been hard as a rock most of the afternoon. I wasn’t supposed to meet her today, it wasn’t in our plans, but I knew that if I called her she would come. She’d have to, because her obsession was as great as mine, perhaps worse. It was already late in the day so she’d make the weak, obligatory objections about her husband coming home and getting dinner ready for him and their two kids… But she’d be there. I...

It was just an overnight trip, a ninety-minute flight from home. Em hadn’t really wanted to go, but there was no one else on her team who could make it. So she had packed just an overnight bag, booked the best motel in town, and consoled herself that she’d be out of there first thing in the morning. The dinner was boring, as most such things are. It ended early, as mostly they did in two-and-a-half-horse towns. Most of th...

Em was feeling horny that weekend. Ambrose was not; at least, not for her. He was at home but not apparently interested. He said he had some work to do so Em told him she was going shopping. It was approaching several friends’ birthdays, a suitable excuse. She told Ambrose she would probably have something to eat in town after shopping and might be late back. Upstairs she showered and dressed to go out, in jeans, a little...