I gave you the best of me,And we were happy,For a moment in time.When our souls embraced,And we glimpsed a realityThat no one could understand.But I didn't care,Because all I ever wanted wasTo stay in that moment,For all eternity.With you.With your love.But along the way,Doubt crept inAnd seized me.Took hold of my emotions,And toyed with my heart.Made me question,Made me fear.It feasted on my insecurity,And scoffed at my...
I tried to research sourcesI could find no proof I tried to seek out referencesI guess they all had moved I thought up some trick questionsThey did seem answered right And who says "lie detector test"As a date some night? I wish there were a sure-fire wayTo leach out the truth Instead of just believingWhen you say "I love you."
I wasn't preparedTo love youI wasn't preparedTo stay I've tucked and I've rolledMyself throughThe lion's shareOf my days One foot out the doorPurse in my handKeeping all parts of me safe Watching for signsThat things have gone southReady to make my escape So let me stand At the thresholdStill inBut not far from out Accept I'm my bestClose to freedomRather than harnessedIn doubt.
Pecking, peckingAt my brainShe has a smile so pretty -Tapping, tappingIn my headI have to know: "who is she?"Searching, searchingOn the net -What is their connection?Scrolling, scrollingThrough the blogsTortured by the tension -Looking, lookingInstagramIs that his arm around her?Show me, show meFacebook friendsThe answer in a post there -Say it, say itPinterest pageWhat things is she planning?Help me, help meTwitter feedL...
LostSpeak and be Heard,I hide in Shame,The Death of Desire,And I am to Blame.A Voice is Silenced,It's Death screams out,My world torn apart,Left in Doubt.Hope and Despair,War from Within,When will it finish?Where does it Begin?Acceptance and love,Could have been mine,If I hadn't been Lost,In a Place out of Time.
When you gaze into my eyes Do you see the weight and the depths Of all that I don't say out loud? Holding the words in with bated breaths.The words I am not strong enough to say The questions I am too afraid to speak. I can feel my heart bursting with love But my fear of life without you makes me weak.The thoughts that I think silently The awe that I feel at the depth of my love. The way that I look at you and wonder If y...
A lifetime of unanswered questions Seeking answers while desperate Always the omnipresent seeds of doubt Rendering my thoughts incoherentWhy do we seek others’ approval so? Searching the expression on their faces The seeds of doubt lingering During even the warmest embracesHis gentle kisses like gifts of love Swarms of butterflies tickle me inside My heart is overcome with emotion Yet the seeds of doubt quietly hideSo man...
Is 500 miles very many? I couldn't even say It doesn't seem so far Yet still not a promise of a day Am I a fucking idiot? So caught up in a dream Unaware of reality Are things not what they seem? Will a promise be enough? And how long will we wait? Will this be my lifetime? Is this my fucking fate? What have I done to me? It's way to fucking late Love will never set me free No expiration date This is the fucking moment T...
It is not always easy But no good love should be. Love may not always feel right But would not exist without the question, Why do I love you? Is it your smile, the way you make me feel? Is it the way you look at me, sad and angry When I hurt you? Is it the way we both work harder Stronger Deeper Longer? Something is driving you To make this work No matter how impossible It may seem. We are still in love Always have been...
I hear his voice whisper, "I've met someone else, you see." And my heart gave a lurch and my body jerked, and tears fell like rain. It is always the same this sweet little stabbing pain. This twisted little knife that love welded. So he cut the tether that held us together, Set me adrift in a sea with no end, Where storm clouds of loneliness loom and the thunder of I wonder who. And the tidal wave of despair and self doub...
Why is it all so confusing?Can't some one please explain?My peace has turned to chaos,My life so turned around.My heart is aching and I don't know why.What shall I do with all my questions?Who would I even have to ask?Should I stay, or shall I leave?Please tell me what to do.Who could I ask, who can I believe?Why am I consumed with all these doubts?Am I cared for, I am no longer sure.Am I worthy, that I never felt.Am I ev...
Hi. Doc Johnson in the house... pull up a chair... take a deep breath... and listen... I’m talking to you. You know who you are. Yeah, YOU! What the hell did you think would happen when you consistently planned your private quiet time so that you could log onto a chat site? Did you think you were safe hiding behind a keyboard? That your fears and unhappiness and emotions wouldn't be sitting there with you? That you would...
My Love, when will you come back to me? Please say tonight and hold me in your arms, Keeping me safe from harm. Shield my fears as before, love my world as I do yours. Have you forgotten me so soon? My touch, my heat, my passion and desire that is solely yours, For you I have left it all behind now only misery remains near. Intense wild fire smothered, unconditional joy turned to tears. Do you not know how my heart weeps...
An Unknown commitment of life and love borders on the horizon, knowing and feeling how deep this love is, between this man and this woman. With love in your eyes, great passion in your touch upon my flushed skin and a wild fiery lust on your lips, I find myself in that place we long to be.Butterfly kisses that graze my trembling belly, loving, raking caressing fingers linger on ivory skin. A shiver of pleasure, a shudder...
Don’t tell me that you need me, And I’m the best you’ve found, Because if you really needed me, You at least would come around. Don’t talk to me on the phone, Saying words I want to hear, And giving me more excuses, Why you can’t be with me here. Don’t tell me that you love me, And how much you really care, But when I really need you, I can’t find you anywhere. Actions speak louder than words, And for all your fancy talk,...
