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mattmoreau

Best Friends Forever-Part Five of Thirteen

It is indeed darkest before the dawn.

CHAPTER 9: As I watched my ex-best friend across the room, he looked down, no, frustrated. If things worked the way I hoped, depending as I was on my own impromptu planning, I’d be changing that look he was wearing quite significantly. Oh yes, yes I would.I saw her come in. She was short, she was chunky, she was plain looking, and she was mine.“Okay, Jimmy, what’s all of this about? Why the tone of voice, the urgency,” sh...

mattmoreau

Best Friends Forever - Part Two of Thirteen

Dante wrote: . . . all hope abandon ye who enter here--but . . .

CHAPTER 3: Sammy was right; I did drink too much, but I didn’t give a damn. I needed to drink and to drink often. And why the hell not, John Daniels loved me. I wonder what they’d named the baby. I wondered if it were a boy or a girl. I guess it didn’t matter; I’d never be meeting it—him, her.It was strange it was. I couldn’t get the kid out of my mind. I couldn’t get the two of them out of my mind either. The way they’d...

Melissa999

The Shoreline

On Love and Loss

The Liquid stream that fills your veinsBlood made from the water, from whence you and I came.The Blood that made our bond so deep bleeds from woundsI cannot staunch its flow; perhaps I do not wish it so.I loved you once, I still do.Although you left me with a bleeding heart, time won’t heal,I recall the hours and days, of unbridled passion that time can’t steal.On lonely days I wander my way, to the coastline.Not so many...

loneleygirl68

Silence

The sound of silence...

The silence of your voice is deafening Its absence deeply felt is extreme Your thoughts are a jumbled mess I cannot decipher what you mean The haunted look within your eyes Fills me with a profound ache Your body shaking and the copious tears Are often more than I can take Your obvious dejected posture So heartbreaking to see I really wish that you would Unburden yourself to me Kept locked inside of you These feelings wil...

Annamagique

Anna and Sam Chapter 15

“Oh Anna, has it really come to this?” he whispered.

Although my eyes closed sleep did not find me. My head was pounding from a combination of hitting the door frame and the stress of what I had done. The room was dark and silent. I knew Philip was also not sleeping as I could not hear him breathe. I could sense more than feel his chest rising and falling but not like when he was asleep and it was occasionally interrupted by little jerks as he choked back sobs in an effort...

poppyx

My Black Heart

Is this what limbo feels like? I’ve often wondered, The indecision of my mind, Joining the pain in my heart. I’m his whore, his mistress, The bitch who would ruin a union, Never thought I would be that, Shame is under my skin now. It makes me unsure, Trying to step away, I’m almost there until he calls me, My mind forgets how much it hurts. Too scared to step away, I want him so badly, I’ve never known love, never, Addict...

SubmissiveAngel

Into the Distance

I gave you the best of me,And we were happy,For a moment in time.When our souls embraced,And we glimpsed a realityThat no one could understand.But I didn't care,Because all I ever wanted wasTo stay in that moment,For all eternity.With you.With your love.But along the way,Doubt crept inAnd seized me.Took hold of my emotions,And toyed with my heart.Made me question,Made me fear.It feasted on my insecurity,And scoffed at my...

Buz

American Cinderella aka Route 66 Heartbreak

You're not a true cowboy until your heart gets tossed into the desert.

Cinderella, oh Cinderella, I heard you went to the ball. You pranced and danced, twisted and shook your booty. In grand fashion, my Cinderella, you tripped the light fantastic. Dolled up, long legs and juicy red lips, you went grinding on the prince, twirling and parading in the spotlight. I saw you driving down Route 66 in an old Chevy, top down, wind in your hair, with a fancy cowboy sitting by your side, playing a funk...

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loneleygirl68

A Place Out of Time

someone else thought it good enough to be here, so here it is.

LostSpeak and be Heard,I hide in Shame,The Death of Desire,And I am to Blame.A Voice is Silenced,It's Death screams out,My world torn apart,Left in Doubt.Hope and Despair,War from Within,When will it finish?Where does it Begin?Acceptance and love,Could have been mine,If I hadn't been Lost,In a Place out of Time.

Green_Man

I Was Always Strong

No.Nothing is wrong.Go away. Go away. Please...don't stay.Is it time to get up.Is it that time again. To get up.It's dark inside.Is it time to get up.It's time for me to think. I need to think.I need to let my memories bathe me,and rush over me,until I feel nothing.Nothing is wrong, and I feel nothing,because it's not my time to care anymore.It doesn't matter. It isn't a problem.I'm fine.Nothing is wrong,just because thin...

prairiedogg

Into the Abyss--Chapter 8

Frank is lost in the abyss as his life implodes.

I stood there staring at the divorce papers which had been delivered by a courier. The words blurred on the pages as I heard Susan laughing from the spare bedroom. Just a few short minutes ago everything was coming together for me. I had the love of a good woman, a second woman as a plaything and I was on the verge of finally being freed from a marriage that had died a long time ago. In the brief time it took to read the...

Green_Man

Music Play On

Sing me a song before I sleep Love me again as once before I will not beg, will not implore That is the past, it's buried deep  Can you remember how we were And let me hear your vibrant voice Am I ignored, losing my choice Am I still left adrift, unsure  Your dreams were mine in times long past My thoughts still linger over you But never wanting to pass through A wistful, waning shadow cast  The music is the best you give...

Liz

One Thousand

A thousand times, one thousand more...

To say I was sorry, I really have tried, A thousand nights alone I've cried. A thousand times I've tried to be strong, A thousand rights, a thousand wrongs. I didn't mean those words I said, Now all alone, just me in our bed. A thousand glances at the door, Hoping, waiting, a thousand more. A thousand messages on your phone, Please warm for me your heart of stone. I sit and wait for you, cold and wet, Down on our beach, f...

Liz

Falling In Love

Brightest star in all of the sky...

When darkness fell around me, A blanket of despair and fear. I felt so lost, so scared and alone, All my love slipped away in a tear. When my strength had all but left me, And slowly I slipped away. It was you that came and saved me, A debt I can never repay. I laid my heart below your feet, Praying, for you to tread softly. For I have but just the one, It is yours should you wish it, gladly. For in the absence of hope, w...

iknowcence

My Pancake Man

There won't be any days off for pancakes.

It’s not often that I give my heart out to a man. Sex is easy to accomplish but when they start getting interested in me, I freeze up. I think to myself, “there is no way he wants to know me.” But this story is different. Slightly. This is the story about the man who it is still impossible for me to hate even though I should. This is the story of my Pancake Man. I admit I haven’t known him long but the things he could do...