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HeavenlyJinxedSouls

You

DarknessLonelinessAbandoned and wrecked,Lost in my own mind.Scars lace my skin like bracelets,Tears have stained my cheeks countless timesBitter and cold,That's what I was becoming.You were lost too,Like a lamb finding its way to GodOnly you couldn't find your wayAnd you became disoriented.Just as I hit the abyssal emptiness,I thought it was the endI thought I could no longer go on, I couldn't do itBut then I met you.Like...

Mysteria27

I Wonder What You Think

I often wonder what you think, Your actions are different then mine. We really are never quite in sync,You're always working never giving me time. There's more to life then just work,I'm needing more from you.When you're home, you act like a jerk,When I'm here, I sit and stew. I always try to reach out,Nothing is said it really hurts.I'm numb and mostly pout,You're stressed and always curt. It wasn't always this way,It's...

Mysteria27

Hopeful

Sad feelings

I was hopeful for a lovely day, But you just can't give me the time. I'm so miserable in so many ways,Loving you is really a crime. A simple 'hello' would be nice,Ask me how I'm doing.Your mood is as cold as ice,Your behavior is not even amusing. You never have anything to say,I find you an absolute bore.You act like you're miles away,I dream of walking out the door. I fantasize about running far away,To a house by the se...

Mysteria27

Exhausted

All kinds of feelings

I sit here and wonder what mood you'll be in today, It's exhausting trying to figure it out. Will it be a happy day? Or will it be gray?I try to be happy and not pout. I always feel so tense and always on defense,I give all myself to you.Of course, this is just my two cents,There is always two sides, but this is my view. A relationship that blossoms and grows,I love you with all my heart.Is this enough? I don't know,Somet...

prairiedogg

Saved by Love

Compassion triumphs over despair

I was spinning, spiraling, losing  control of all that was earthly.  The result of betrayal, of treacherous  plans, of schemers who prey on naivete.The darkness approaching, enveloping  me in its quiet seduction. Nothingness.  So easy to allow the blackness to take  over, to sleep the sleep of the defeated.I lay in the bosom of self-pity, lay there  awaiting madness, awaiting relief,  awaiting an eternity of pain, of not...

avrgblkgrl

Piddling With A Hainted Heart

Piddle: (Intransitive verb) to waste, to throw away, to abandon. [A Euphemism]

Just because she doesn't cry,Doesn't mean a thing.What she's piddling withIs a hainted heart.Sometimes tearsCan't cause a riverDeep enough for a womanTo dip her haint of a heart in--Not when she has lived too longIn such a short time.What is the purpose of a tearIf not to soothe?For her there is no soothing.A woman can grow dryInsideLike burnt leaves,Discarded among dead rootsOf hollow treesLeaning naked in the wind.Natur...

Mysteria27

Merry Go Round of Life

I am here for so many hours in a day, Why don't you reach out in some kind of way. A phone call or a text seem rather nice,You seem rather cold, your mood like ice. I am always doing nice things for you,I'm starting to get sad again and feeling blue. I know you are busy with your job,You come across like a total snob. I have feelings and often feel sad,I'm at my boiling point and now I am mad. I feel you feel very comfort...

HeavenlyJinxedSouls

Confliction of Emotion

I'm destroyed... Yet I'm living I'm weeping from endless torment... Yet all I want to do is smile I'm a rotting corpse... Yet I'm as alive as one can be I have so much pent up anger... Yet I'm as calm as a morning breeze I love you so much... It hurts to see you in so much pain My jaded gaze isn't enough to heal you, I know, But I can at least try to help with a hug My heart gives me violent pains every day, And I'm sure...

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Mysteria27

It's so complicated

I don't know what is wrong

I often get so sad and I'm not sure why, My husband asks me what is wrong and I just start to cry. All these feelings and emotions make me so sad,He wants to help me but instead he just gets mad. He keeps asking me what is wrong and I do not say,He makes it his mission to try and help make my day. But I am in this funk and I cannot come out,There really is no reason and I just seem to pout. Unfortunately, I am in this pla...

TXGirl

The Hurricane

A woman seeking to escape her life finds passion in the arms of a stranger.

Melissa cracked her knuckles, rolled her head from side to side, and twisted around in her chair to pop her back. She was starting to get a little tired after hours of sitting in the same position, but the breeze from the nearby ocean and the sound of the waves made working almost bearable. Melissa’s sanity had nearly reached the breaking point and she was desperate for this change of scenery. Not that it was her fault. T...

unicorn92

Sometimes

I really overthink things sometimes =/

Sometimes,I don't know what to feel.Is this a fantasy?Or could it be real?Sometimes,I feel loved,But like a baby bird,I need to be shoved.Sometimes,I feel hurt,And completely alone,Nothing more than dirt.Sometimes,The cloud has silver lining,A glimmer of hope,Forever shining.Sometimes,I mess thing up,Make it wrong,Maybe I should just shut up.Sometimes,I am stupid,Crazy in love,Struck by cupid.Sometimes,My heart breaks,It...

Bunny12

Emotional Roller Coaster

I feel so off never felt like this before. I’m wired all my emotions continue to soar. All in one week within just a few days.The news I have gotten has created this haze. On one hand I am just so very sad.Because my sister is ill and it’s very bad. But on the other is complete pure joy.That a man has grown out of my favorite boy. He’s expecting a new life with the one that he loves.He’ll be taken care of forever, my job...

Bunny12

Down In The Hollows

When everything seems lost and no one even cares.At first I’m so depressed but then I get pissed and start to swear. Anger is my defense it tries to protect my heart.Though I still cry tears when each rude lair departs. I spend so much time thinking and caring about others.It’s starting to feel like instead of their lover I’m their mother. I’m stressed out and tired and I just need a release.A sweet kinky lover who always...

Bunny12

Finding My Way

Climbing out of the depths of depression.

Looking up from these depths I wonder when I will see the light of day.When will that brightness illuminate this night and once again guide my way. When all is lost it always seems to appear out of nowhere. I never see it coming like it is created out of thin air. Always filling me back up with joy and hope.When I feel completely lost it is how I cope. It is much more than just a longing it is what I need.It is the warmth...

Art69

In the depths of dispair

A ray of hope

My first submission - hope you like Was it fear or trepidation? His tortured soul had never known love, but tonight. Tonight it may be different. Although he had never met Susan69, they had flirted over the chat rooms. He had bared his soul, told her secrets he had never told anyone else, including his therapist. Was Susan69 the person who could break him free of the maelstrom of despair? A beacon of hope to light up his...