It's a cold, rainy northern Iowa afternoon in 1973. Twenty-three-year-old Jerry Jansen sits in the living room of his parents' house. There was sad apprehension in the room as he sits there with his mom, dad, brothers and sisters. He was leaving soon to start a new life in Des Moines.
Jerry was discharged from the Army three months earlier. He planned to come back to his hometown and finally begin his life like everyone else did. After three months of unsuccessfully searching for a job, Jerry realized there was no future for him here. So he started searching the job market in the Des Moines newspaper. He saw an opening at the printing company he had worked at before joining the Army. He applied and was hired to start the following Monday.
The sadness in the room increases as the time grows near for him to leave. Knowing the longer he stayed, the sadder everyone would get, Jerry stands up and says, "Well, I think I better get going. January rainstorms have a way of turning into snowstorms, and I have to drive 100 miles tonight." After going around the room giving everyone a hug, he picks up a small suitcase with some clothes for the week and walks to the door followed by his mom and dad. A handshake from his dad, a final hug and kiss from his teary-eyed mom and he is out the door.
Starting the car engine, he knows he is beginning the next chapter of his life, a chapter into a future he has no idea where it would go. He is leaving his family which he loves, but more importantly, he is leaving that town, which he hates. The town has never been good to him.
Growing up, he was always a weak, skinny kid. He has a massive burn scar covering most of his left arm from a terrible accident when he was a baby. He was so young at the time he never had a conscious recollection of the event. The scar was the subject of constant ridicule from the other kids, and being a weakling on top of it, he was always the victim of intense bullying most of his childhood and his self-esteem was nonexistent by the time he graduated from high school.
He hoped things would be different when he returned from the Army, but it was clear they never would be; people seldom change in small towns. In that town, he had been branded a loser and a wimp at an early age, and that would never change. He isn't sad to be leaving that town.
As he puts the car in gear and heads down the road, his mind turns to the happy last two years he had spent stationed in California. How he misses California on this dreary night in Iowa. It has been an escape from the dismal days of his childhood. He enlisted instead of waiting to be drafted, so he was able to choose what his Army job would be and where he would be stationed. He learned how to play the drums in a youth band growing up and was elated when the recruiter told him he could play in an Army band rather than fight in a combat unit. He chose to be stationed in California. It was a great choice.
For the first time in his life, he was able to make some great friends. His new friends introduced him to the world of getting high. Mostly marijuana, and a few times, they played with psychedelic drugs like acid (LSD) and mescaline. The drugs opened his mind to a whole new level of consciousness he had never known. He learned to relax with his friends and they enjoyed a lot of great times getting high and listening to music together. He still kept in touch by mail with a couple of his friends who lived in California. God, he misses California on this dreary night. He misses the friends he had made, and he really misses getting high.
His mind stops wandering when the sound of rain on the windshield gets louder and he realizes the rain has turned to sleet. His attention focuses on the deteriorating road conditions. He is relieved when he sees the next road sign that says Des Moines is only 10 miles ahead. He has to decide where he is going to stay for the night. Not having a lot of cash, he decides a hotel in the downtown area would be cheaper than a motel. He finds a section downtown with several older hotel buildings close together so he randomly picks one and finds a spot to park the car. Walking thru the cold and windy sleet he opens the door to the hotel.
The warm air feels good as he walks to the desk clerk to check in. He pays for five nights, hoping he'll be able to find an apartment before the week is over. The musty smell of carpet that should have been replaced twenty years ago filled his nostrils as he walks down the hall to his room. A gush of cold air hits his face as he opens the door to his room. "It's cold as shit in here," he thinks. "Where's the fucking thermostat?" He goes over to the heating unit by the window and turns the temperature up to high. He looks around the dingy room.
There isn't much to see. Besides the bed, there is a small dresser with a small TV sitting on it, a chair, a lamp, and a small bathroom area with a shower. It isn't much but it's only going to be for a week, so it would have to do for now. It is going to be a while before the room warmed up so he turns on the TV, takes off his clothes and gets under the covers of the bed, hoping the room warms up soon.
As he lays under the covers, his mind is not on the TV. Walking down the hallway to his room triggered a memory from Jerry's first job as a bellhop in a hotel almost as run down as the one he is in now.
A salesman had just checked in at the front desk. Jerry grabbed his suitcase and escorted the older gentleman to his room. After putting the suitcase on the luggage rack, Jerry handed the key to him, expecting to get his tip.
The salesman smiled and said, "How old are you?"
"Seventeen"
"Man, I bet you're fucking every girl in school, aren't you?" the man said as he reached out and ran his finger in between Jerry's crotch up along his zipper.
Taken a bit back by this Jerry shyly replied, "Um... no, not really"
"Then I bet you're jacking off every day, aren't you?"
He started rubbing harder along Jerry's growing bulge.
"Why, when I was your age, when I wasn't jacking off, I was thinking about jacking off"
Jerry just stood there frozen, not knowing what to say or do, realizing his cock was getting hard inside his tight jeans. Before he knew it, the man had his zipper down and running his thumb against Jerry's hardening cock, only the cloth of his underwear stood in the way.
"Have you ever used a rubber?" The man said as he pulled Jerry's cock out and held it in his bare hand.
"No, Ummm... I've never seen a rubber."
Hearing that, the man reached in his suit coat pocket and handed Jerry a condom, which he eagerly accepted and put in his own pocket.
"Oh man, you've got a nice cock. I bet it's bigger than mine," he said as he unzipped his own pants and pulled out his hard cock.
"What do you think? Is mine as big as yours?"
Jerry didn't know what to do. "Ummm... I dunno"
The man took Jerry's hand and put it around his cock.
"How does that feel? I think your cock is bigger than mine, but I've got some big balls. Feel 'em."
He pulled Jerry's hand inside his pants until he was holding the guy's scrotum in his hand. The man then started stroking Jerry's rock hard cock and asks him,
"You should come down to my room when you get off work tonight."
Jerry didn't say no, but replied, "Well, not in THIS hotel, but I better get back to the desk before the desk clerk starts wondering what I'm doing."
With that, the man nodded in agreement and released Jerry's cock.
Jerry somehow got his hard cock back in his pants and left the room. He hoped the desk clerk wouldn't notice the huge bulge that wouldn't go away. If she noticed it, she didn't say anything. Jerry couldn't get the picture of what had just happened out of his mind.
When his break time came, he ran into a bathroom and locked the door. He took out the condom he had been given and slipped it over his hard cock. The feeling of latex rubber over his cock for the first time and the image of the cock he had held earlier made him stroke his cock and in less than a minute erupted his load and he watched the cum filling up the condom. His release calmed him down and he was able walk back from his break without the huge bulge in his pants.
He never saw that man again, and he had forgotten all about it until just now. Walking down the hotel hallway has triggered that memory. Jerry is stroking his cock as he recalls the experience and his mind comes back to the present when he shoots a load of cum all over his tummy. The room has now warmed up and it is getting late, so he sets his alarm clock and rolls over to get some sleep.
Jerry wakes up the next morning, eager to start working at his old job again and find an apartment before the week is up. He doesn't want to stay in that dingy hotel any longer than he has to. The first day at work goes ok, meeting his new workmates and getting into a new routine. The day goes by quickly as he anticipates quitting time so he can begin his search for an apartment. After work, he buys a copy of the day's paper, grabs a quick burger and heads to the hotel to relax and search the want ads for apartments.