Selina awoke with a start. She was in a dark room, warm blankets across her body. She fumbled with the light on the nightstand next to her. The small knob seemed to resist her fingers trying to turn it. After several attempts, the light clicked on.  

She was in a small room with a single bed along one wall. Near the foot of the bed was a desk with a small laptop. There were papers scattered across the desk. She also noticed a black plastic bag in the middle of her desk. A dresser was along the wall near the head of the bed. Opposite the bed was a single door with a set of locks on it. There was another door next to the desk.  

Selina sat up and swung her legs off the side of the bed. It was then that she noticed she was wearing a pair of short, loose-fitting shorts, and a loose T-shirt. Her body ached. Every muscle felt used and abused. She groaned. Her arms hurt. Her chest hurt. The muscles across her stomach ached. Her thighs burned with every move she made. Her calves felt tight and stiff. She groaned again as she realized there were places inside her that she could not even describe that ached. Her pussy felt stretched, dry, and burned. Her ass felt like someone had used sandpaper on her. She wanted to lie back down and die.  

As she sat there, trying to breathe without hurting, and failing, the events of the weekend started to come back to her. It all seemed like some wild dream. She shook her head. Why had she seduced her childhood friend on the beach? The sex though, had been amazing. She had been a virgin before that, but not anymore. She wanted to ask someone if the aches and pains she felt were normal.  

There were women in her classes, but none she felt comfortable asking these questions to. None of them were more than acquaintances. She had met some for lunch one day and sometimes saw them in the halls of her dorm. Selina felt embarrassed. This kind of thing had never come up. She did not talk about sex. She felt grossly underprepared for this situation. Her parents had always been so “proper.” They had never talked about sex beyond that it was a thing married people did. She had done her research online. She had watched a few pornographic videos. She knew how it worked. She had never realized how good it would feel, or how much it might hurt later.   

Selina pulled herself to her feet. Her legs shook beneath her. She leaned against the dresser, bracing herself, waiting for the shaking to stop. After a minute, the quivering in her muscles subsided. She walked carefully to the closet and grabbed a towel. A glance at the clock reminded her that she would normally have been headed to class. She had told her professors she would be out of town. Selina did not want to go to class. Her mind reeled at the thought of trying to sit still for an hour with her body in the condition it was currently in. She wanted to lay back down and sleep. A shower would feel good though. She slipped some shower shoes onto her feet, grabbed her key, and her bag of toiletries, and walked carefully to her door.   

Selina paused and leaned against her door. She heard voices in the hall outside. She was not ready to deal with other people yet. She felt like she had been marked. Her body surely must have some mark upon it that everyone would see. She was no longer a virgin. Everyone would know immediately. She had let her childhood friend fuck every hole she had. He had pumped her full of cum until she coughed it all over him, until it leaked out of her, dripping from every place it could. She felt dirty. Deliciously dirty. Sumptuously dirty. She was a fucking whore, and she loved it. She wanted more of it. She wanted to feel that big dick pumping in and out of her body until she exploded.   

Selina thumped her head against the door hard enough to rattle the hinges. Her thoughts cleared for a moment. What was wrong with her? Sex had never been something she had wanted before. She wanted to be an engineer. She wanted to design buildings, build computers, and fix electronics. She was a nerd, and that was her joy. She could not skip classes, she had so much to learn. There was so much she could accomplish if she had the chance. She did not care if those were predominantly jobs done by men. She wanted to do them, and she knew she could.   

Marshaling her reserves, Selina grabbed the doorknob and turned it. She leaned back and pulled the door open. The muscles in her arms and back protested. She groaned in pain, then staggered into the hall beyond, letting the door close behind her. She stood in the hall, leaning against the door, looking at the floor. She heard people walking past her but ignored them. She pretended they did not see her because she did not want to be seen. She knew this was folly but could not get past it. She felt like she had a searing brand on her skin proclaiming that she was a whore, a slut, a woman who would do anything for another chance to get fucked. The thought of that monstrous dick in her hands, in her mouth, between her legs, made her pulse race.   

Selina paused and leaned against the wall. She had taken two shaky steps, her legs refusing to extend to her full stride. Two staggering, painful steps. She leaned against the wall, resting her shoulder there against the cool concrete wall. She refused to look up as people walked by, refusing to meet their eyes. She was afraid of what she might see there.  

Nobody spoke to her. Nobody paid her any mind. Still, she knew they would see right through her if they did. Selina found the strength to push herself off the wall, stood up straight, and continued walking. The first couple of steps were agonizingly painful. As she continued, each step got easier. The muscles in her legs started to loosen. Her back ached a bit less. Selina looked up at the symbol on the door, doubting for a moment that she was in the right place. She brushed her fingertips across the female symbol on the door, then pushed it open and walked in.   

Selina paused inside the room, listening for other people as she stared at the floor. Her legs shook, the muscles of her thighs trembling slightly. Her stomach ached. Not hearing anyone immediately nearby, she headed for the showers. She set her towel and toiletries on a bench as she stripped. She paused for a moment, to look down at her chest. She saw the fingerprint-sized bruises on her right breast and a shiver ran down her back. The memory of that encounter was still fresh in her mind. She felt herself growing damp, and the heat rising in her face. Selina grabbed her towel and staggered into a shower stall, pulling the curtain shut behind her.   

Inside the stall, she hung her towel, then turned on the water, leaning against the cold wall while she waited for it to heat up. When the water was so hot it burned her skin, Selina stepped underneath it. She gasped, feeling the heat burning her skin. She gritted her teeth and stood her ground, letting the heat beat into her tired muscles. She felt like it burned away all the things she had done. Burned her down to the core of who she was.   

She grabbed a bar of soap and lathered up her hands. Starting with her armpits and arms, she worked the soap into her skin. Then her chest and stomach. She paused here, groaning slightly as she kneaded her muscles. Then she worked her way down her legs. Once done with that she paused, letting her head hang as the water beat upon her neck, the water running down her back. She heaved a big breath, steeling herself for what would come next.   

Selina lathered up her hands again, then ran them through her groin. She grimaced and groaned as she ran her fingers through the lips of her pussy. Her flesh was tender, and the soap stung. Then she ran a hand between her ass cheeks and soaped up her ass. This hurt even more. She paused, taking deep breaths to try to overcome the pain. She turned and let the water run down her chest, across her stomach, and through her groin. The water rinsed the soap from her pussy. The relief was instant, but a new kind of pain started to rise. She gritted her teeth and turned her back to the water. She reached back and spread her cheeks, letting the water run over her ass. Selina bit her lip, choking back a cry as the water ran over her tender flesh.   

Selina grabbed the shampoo and worked it into her hair. Her ass still hurt. Her pussy ached. The pain made her think twice about wanting sex. Was that pleasure worth all this pain? Yet, even as this thought passed through her mind, she knew that if he had been there, she would have begged him to fuck her. The thought made her feel dirty. But it was the kind of dirty she desperately wanted. She could not deny that.   

Selina stomped her foot on the floor. The pain shot up through her leg. Her tired muscles protested the abuse. She was stronger than this. She did not need him, or any other man. She was a strong, independent woman. Selina leaned back into the hot water, letting it rinse her hair clean. She stood in the water for another minute, relishing the feel of the heat beating against her skin.   

She turned off the water and grabbed her towel. She dried her hair first. Then her arms, chest, abdomen, and legs. She paused for a moment, looking at the bruises on her breasts before wrapping the towel around herself.   

‘Even a strong woman needs a good dick from time to time,’ a voice whispered in the back of her head. Selina shook her head. She tried to deny it. She could remember the taste of his dick, the feel of his cum bursting down her throat. She licked her lips. The thought did not make her angry. She slumped her shoulders in resignation. The aches, the pains, the burning muscles. All of it was more than she had ever realized she would have to deal with. But she could not deny she wanted it again. She had a hunger that she knew only one remedy for.   

Selina pulled back the curtain and walked over to her clothes. As she slipped them back on, she recalled the events of the night before. No, that clerk had not been as satisfying to fuck as Ragden. It was a pale imitation at best. It had only mildly reduced her desire for him. Better to wait for the best, than to go around campus fucking any guy she could get into her bed.  

‘Are you sure you don’t want to at least... try?’ that voice whispered in her mind. She shook her head. No. She would bide her time. She had a perfect toy she could use to satisfy her needs until she could get him again.  

As Selina walked to her room, she felt, once more, like herself. One thing still puzzled her though. How had she gotten home? She remembered the toy shop. That wonderful giant metal monstrosity sitting on her desk waiting for her. Everything after that was a blur. What had happened? She could not recall. There was a grey veil over her memory. A fog that hid the details.  

Just before she got to her door, Selina stumbled. Her left leg gave out, and she fell against the wall. She tried to catch herself and wound up dropping everything she was carrying to keep from slamming into the wall. Her legs shaking, Selina sat heavily on the ground.  

“Selina,” a concerned voice asked from behind her, “Are you alright?”  

Selina looked up to see an attractive young woman walking up to her. Selina felt a hot flush on her cheeks as she tried to gather up her stuff quickly. The other woman bent over and picked up Selina’s small bag of bathroom supplies. Selina grabbed the rest of her stuff and tried to stand, but her legs would not move.  

“I’m fine,” Selina choked out, “Really. I’m fine.”  

“You don’t look fine,” she said as she took Selina’s arm and helped her to her feet. Selina leaned against the wall, her legs shaking, trying not to look the woman in the face.  

“Please, I’m fine,” Selina repeated.  

“Let me walk you to your room,” the woman said as she took Selina’s arm and held her steady. Selina groaned and leaned against her, letting her weight lean against the woman as they moved to the door.  

“I’m Jessica, by the way,” the woman said as she took Selina’s keys and unlocked the door, “We sat together in Calc last semester.”  

“I’m sorry, I don’t recall,” Selina answered as Jessica helped her to her bed. Selina sat heavily, dropping her stuff to the floor. Jessica grabbed the chair from the desk and pulled it over beside the bed. She pushed Selina back, lifted the covers, and tucked her in.  

“Boring class anyway. What happened to you? Rough weekend, or what?”  

“I...” A sudden cramp hit her midsection and Selina curled into a little ball, burying her face in her pillow as she waited for her muscles to release.  

“Geezus,” Jessica breathed softly. She rested a hand on Selina’s shoulder, comforting her as she started to breathe again. Selina pulled the pillow out of her face and looked up at Jessica. She saw the concern on her face and felt hot tears spring to her eyes. She tried to pull back, but Jessica leaned into her and wrapped her arms around her. Selina sobbed on Jessica’s shoulder. Jessica moved from the chair to the bed and held her while she cried.  

“Is this a sex thing?” Jessica asked quietly. Selina’s heart stopped. She blinked and started to pull back, but Jessica pulled her closer and continued to rub her back as she spoke, “With a body like yours, it must be. Did someone force themselves on you?”  

Selina started to pull back again, shaking her head, “No,” she said softly, “he did not... but, how...”  

Jessica laughed, “Please girl. With looks like yours? Every guy that sees you wants you. Hell, if I didn’t love dick as much as I did, I’d consider switching teams to be with you as well.”  

Selina pulled back from Jessica and stared at her in shock. Jessica blinked, then laughed a little harder.  

“You didn’t know? How can you be that naive?” Jessica stared at Selina for a moment. Selina blushed and looked away. Jessica took a sudden breath, “Oh, you’re a virgin.”  

“Was...” Selina breathed, then clapped her hands over her mouth and fell back into her pillow.  

Jessica was overcome by a sudden fit of anger. “Who took advantage of you?” she demanded fiercely. Selina looked up at Jessica and felt a surge of warmth for the other woman. This stranger who barely knew her was ready to take up arms to punish whoever had made her so miserable. Selina giggled and put her trembling hand on top of Jessica's.  

“He did not force me,” she said softly, “I was just... I’m not, uh, prepared for...”  

“Oh shit,” Jessica said softly, “First time can be a bit rough. I remember those pains. Oh, you poor thing.”  

Jessica pulled Selina into a warm embrace and rubbed her back affectionately. Selina pulled herself a little tighter against Jessica, sinking into the other woman’s embrace.  

“I know what you need,” Jessica said affectionately, “Ibuprofen and comfort food. Have you had breakfast yet?”  

Selina shook her head.  

“Okay, let's get you dressed and go get you taken care of.”  

Jessica stood up and pulled the covers off the bed. Selina lay there in shock, her pulse pounding for a moment, trying to decide what to do. Jessica snickered, then walked over to the closet and pulled the door open. She reached in and grabbed a pair of sweatpants and a fluffy long-sleeved shirt.  

Selina sat up as Jessica tossed the clothes into her lap. Then Jessica turned her back on Selina. Selina stood and slipped her shorts off. She opened a drawer in the dresser and pulled a fresh pair of panties out. She winced slightly as she slid them into place. She took a deep breath, then pulled her shirt off and slipped a bra on, then the fluffy shirt Jessica had handed her. Finally, she pulled the sweatpants on. Feeling comfortable and cared for, Selina put a hand on Jessica’s shoulder. Jessica turned and smiled at her. Then she took Selina’s hand and turned towards the door.  

“Let’s go get some food...”  

As Selina followed Jessica towards the door, she caught a glimpse of her reflection in the mirror. She admired the way her sweatpants hugged her shapely legs. The sweatshirt concealed some of the swell of her chest, but it was still noticeable. Then a chill went down her back. One eye was green. Her hand slipped from Jessica’s as she stared at her reflection.  

“No.” She whispered taking a step back from the mirror. “No. That didn’t happen. That wasn’t real. No.”  

Jessica stopped and turned back to Selina, “Are you okay?”  

Selina’s legs shook, and started to give out as her memories of the previous night came rushing back. The dildo. The table. The clerk. Jessica rushed forward and caught Selina as she stumbled and almost fell. Selina’s reflection smiled back at her and blew her a kiss. Selina squeezed her eyes shut as tears started to leak forth.   

Jessica held Selina and gently sank to the floor, holding her as she sobbed.   

“I’m a monster,” Selina choked out between sobs.  

“What?” Jessica said in shock, “No. So you had some sex. That doesn’t make you a monster. Just a sinner, according to some religions.”  

“You don’t understand,” Selina sobbed, “I... I did things...”  

“Shh,” Jessica said soothingly, “Tell me about it later. Let's get you some food first.”  

Jessica stood and pulled Selina to her feet. Selina leaned heavily against Jessica not sure her legs would hold her. Jessica slipped an arm around Selina’s waist and walked her to the door. Jessica opened the door and walked through with Selina.  

As they walked down the hell, Selina’s confidence started to grow. The shaking in her legs started to subside. Her stride got longer, and she stood on her own. Jessica slipped her arm from Selina’s waist and held her hand instead. Selina continued to let herself be led.   

They exited the building and headed into the parking lot. Once in the parking lot, they made their way to a beat-up old Ford Escort. Jessica unlocked it and they climbed in. Selina noted that the inside of the car was clean, even though the outside had seen better days.   

“She’s old, but she works,” Jessica remarked as Selina looked around, “There is some ibuprofen in the glove compartment. Grab a few.”  

Selina nodded, opened the glove compartment, and pulled out the bottle of pills. She poured three into her hand and swallowed them, then put the bottle back. Once their seatbelts were fastened, Jessica started the car and drove out of the parking lot.   

“You know what sounds good to me?” Jessica asked. Selina shook her head. “Pancakes.”  

Selina smiled and nodded in agreement. Jessica grinned and drove them through town to the nearest International House of Pancakes. As they walked into the lobby, Jessica held up two fingers and whispered to the hostess, “Can we get a table in a corner? We need to have some girl talk.”  

“Of course.”  

The hostess grabbed two menus and walked them towards the back of the dining area. She placed the two menus on the table and took a step back so they could get seated.  

“I hope you two ladies have a lovely meal, and a nice chat.”  

“Thanks,” Jessice said with a wink. The hostess turned and went back to the front of the room. Turning to Selina, Jessice shrugged, “It won’t be as good as homemade, but this’ll do. My dad used to make killer pancakes on the weekends.” Jessice licked her lips and laughed.  

Selina grinned as she pulled the menu open and started going through the selections. A waiter came over and asked about drinks. Jessica asked for water for them both, as well as a hot chocolate for Selina, and an iced tea for herself. The waiter came back a couple minutes later with their drinks and asked if they were ready to order.  

“Yes, I’d like to get the Cinn-A-Stack Pancakes with a side of sausage and a scrambled egg, please,” Jessica said.   

“Oh, that sounds good,” Selina sighed, “Can I get the Strawberry Banana Pancakes, please?”  

“Of course,” the waiter responded, “Did you want anything else with that?”  

“She wants sausage with that.” Jessica piped up.  

“No,” Selina said, “That’s okay.”  

“You need the meat. Get it. You’ll love it,” Jessica insisted.  

“Fine. A side of sausage, please.”  

“Certainly,” the waiter said, “Anything else ladies?”  

“No, thanks,” Jessica said.  

“No, thank you,” Selina said. The waiter collected the menus and walked off. Jessica reached across the table and grabbed Selinas hands. She gently squeezed them as she stared into Selina’s eyes. Selina blushed under that intense stare. She saw concern and kindness in those eyes.   

“Tell me everything,” Jessica said softly. Selina started to pull back, but Jessica held her hands firmly. Jessica smiled softly, her eyes sparking with mirth and curiosity. Selina shook her head.  

“I... I can’t,” Selina mumbled. Jessica smiled and gently squeezed Selina’s hands.  

“Of course you can. It’s just sex. It’s not the apocalypse. The world isn’t going to end because you aren't a virgin anymore. Who was the lucky guy?”  

Selina closed her eyes, remembering Ragden from her childhood, “An old friend. Our families have been close since Kindergarten.”  

“Oh wow. So, how long have you wanted to fuck him?”  

Shocked, Selina started to pull back again, but Jessica held her hands firmly. She looked at Jessica’s face and saw the intensity of her stare. The curiosity. Selina sighed.  

“It... Our friendship wasn’t like that. I never thought of him that way. He was the next-door neighbor I played with in grade school, until we moved away. I had not seen him, or even thought about him in years.”  

“What changed? What happened?”  

“Our families were vacationing together at the beach. I was swimming in the ocean when I saw him sunbathing. When I came out of the water and approached him, I noticed... his... arousal, and I had to see it,” Selina felt the heat on her cheeks and looked down at the table. She saw Jessica’s hands holding hers. They were warm and soft.  

“What happened next?” Jessica prodded. Selina shook her head, still looking down at the table, “Did you walk up and proposition him?”  

Selina shook her head.  

“You went down on him, right there, on the beach?”  

Selina felt her blush darken. She looked and met Jessica’s eyes for a moment, then looked away. Jessica giggled.  

“Oh shit, you did.” Jessica laughed softly but held Selina’s hands firmly. Her thumbs rubbed across Selina’s knuckles. Selina sighed softly. The caress on her skin sent shivers down her back. She closed her eyes and nodded, remembering the feel of that big cock in her hands, the way it tasted, the texture of it hitting the back of her throat. Selina licked her lips, remembering how it had tasted to have his cum on her lips and tongue. Another shiver ran down her back.  

“Did you fuck him right there, on the beach, for anyone to see?” Jessica asked softly, awe in her voice. Continuing to look down at the table, Selina nodded once.  

“Damn, girl,” Jessica sighed. Her voice was soft and sounded far away. Selina looked up and saw that Jessica’s gaze was slightly out of focus. Jessica blinked and sighed, refocusing her gaze, she met Selina’s eyes.  

“Did you use protection?”  

“No, he came in my ass.”  

“Wait, what?” Jessica’s eyes were wide in surprise. Then she laughed again, “You are either crazy, brave, or both. How was that?”  

Selina blushed harder. She felt that hunger starting to build deep inside her. The desire to be filled like she had been that day. The way her inside had been stretched and contorted with that massive meat inside her. The feeling of being so full of HIM. She felt the heat on her face.   

“It... It hurt. But,” Selina paused as she looked at Jessica. She saw no judgement there, only curiosity. She spoke softly, her voice only a whisper, “It felt so good. It was heavenly. I felt so loved, and desired. He made me feel like the most important woman to ever exist. Having him inside me was, the most amazing experience I've ever had.”  

Selina looked up at Jessica, saw a look of concern on her face, but she rushed on, “I had to have him again. After dinner, he fucked me in the theatre. Then again, the next morning, before breakfast. He fucked me until I had his cum dripping from my ass. Then he took a shower and did it again.”   

Jessica raised an eyebrow, chuckled softly, then shook her head. “What is he, some kind of sex-god or something? Nobody gets off that quickly and goes again.”  

Selina shrugged. She closed her eyes and shivered again. Selina felt that incredible hunger, that desire to be filled. She wanted him inside her again. If he had been there, she was not sure she would be able to stop herself from pouncing on him, ripping his clothes off and taking him right there in the middle of the restaurant. She did not care who saw them. She wanted him, needed him inside her. Selina could feel her panties soaking through with her sudden arousal. She blushed and looked up at Jessica again.  

Jessica whistled softly again, “Wow, you have it bad for this guy. This sounds too good to be real. What are you doing here with me? Why aren’t you ... wherever he is?”  

Selina sighed, his shoulders sinking. “If I didn’t hurt so bad, I’d have thought it was all some kind of crazy dream.”  

“How is that? Is the ibuprofen helping?”  

“Oh. Yeah. I do feel quite a bit better. Thanks.”  

“So, why aren’t you still with mister crazy-sex-man?”  

“He had to get back to school and his girlfriends.”  

“Girlfriends? Plural?”  

“Uh... Yeah. He has three girlfriends. An open arrangement? It doesn't make sense to me. He told me he loves me, but that he loves them too and if I’m okay with that, then he will see me again. But I don’t know. I don't want to imagine him sleeping with anyone else. But if I get to have him too, maybe that will be enough?”  

Selina sighed, her heart sinking. Then she remembered his smile. The way he looked at her, she knew he loved her. She frowned. This was too confusing. She looked up at Jessica and saw a strange look on her face. Her brows were furrowed, her eyes slightly distant.  

“Would he take me into his harem?” Jessica asked softly, “Sex like that would be life changing.”  

“Hey!” Selina exclaimed, jerking her hands back. Jessica's eyes came back into focus, and she looked apologetic.  

“Sorry, sorry. I was only kidding. Mostly.”  

“How do I go back to my life like this never happened? I cannot get it out of my head.”  

“Oh, that's easy. You don’t.”  

“What?!”  

Right then the waiter came to their table with steaming plates of food. He placed the food in front of them and smiled. Selina looked up at him, and really saw him for the first time. The waiter was slightly older than her. His frame was thin, with lightly defined muscles. He was in shape and had a nice square jaw. His eyes were deeply set and brown. His sandy blonde hair was slightly out of place, making him look just a hair boyish. His clothes were neat. She could not help but wonder how much meat he packed.  

The waiter smiled at her, then turned and left. She watched him walk away, then blinked and looked at the pile of food. Jessica snickered, then picked up her fork and dug into her food. Selina picked up her fork and tried a bite of her pancakes. They were delicious. She moaned in pleasure.   

“I know, right?” Jessica said around a mouthful of food. Then she shook her head as she swallowed, “There is no going back. Once you’ve had a good dick, you never see the world the same again. Get used to it. Just... try not looking at every guy like you want to devour them.”  

Selina blushed again. “Was I that obvious?”  

"Yes!” Jessica laughed, "Just try to reign yourself in a little bit. Focus on... everything else. Try not to think about it so much.”  

“Easy for you to say.”  

“Yes, it is,” Jessica laughed, “Eat your pancakes.”  

Selina giggled and used her fork to cut out another bite of pancake. She had to admit, they were quite good. Before she knew it, her plate was empty, and she was eyeing the sausage. Jessica laughed.  

“Pour some syrup on your plate and dip the sausage in it.”  

“Oh,” Selina did as instructed and took a healthy bite. She marveled at the combination of salty and sweet. “Oh, this is good!”  

“Told ya,” Jessica grinned, around a bite of sausage. They finished the rest of their meal in silence, relishing their food. After she had finished her meal, Selina slumped back against the seat, happy and content. Her belly felt stuffed, but she felt amazing. She giggled as she watched Jessica finish up her food. When the waiter came back, Jessica handed him a credit card. He took it with a smile and walked off.   

“What about you?” Selina asked quietly, “Do you have a boyfriend? I know you aren’t a virgin. Does he...”  

Jessica laughed, “Yes. His name is Roger. He doesn’t sound as amazing as your friend, but he takes care of me. I’ve never let him fuck me in the ass though. Maybe I will though, after how you described it.”  

Selina blushed. Just then the waiter came back with the tab. He smiled at Selina, who blushed harder and hid her face behind her hands. Jessica laughed as she signed the check. The waiter thanked them and then left. Jessica stood, took Selina’s hand, and pulled her to her feet.   

“Hey princess, he left his number on the check,” Jessica said quietly pushing the paper into Selina’s hand. Selina gasped and shoved the paper into her pocket. Jessica took her hand and started walking to the door. Selina looked over her shoulder and saw the waiter watching her. She felt his eyes on her ass and blushed. He was kind of cute. Maybe she would give him a call.  

As they slid into the car and fastened their seatbelts, Selina turned to Jessica, “How... How big is big?”  

Jessica raised an eyebrow. “Oh, you want to talk about dick size?”  

Selina nodded, blushing slightly.   

“Size doesn’t really matter. As long as he knows what to do with it,” Jessica mused. “My last boyfriend was like eight inches, and in the right position, he would slam that thing into my cervix. I would ache for days. No thanks. He always wanted to do that too. Every time we had sex, he would keep moving until he could slam that meat into my cervix.”  

Jessica shuddered. “It was a nice dick. But I got tired of aching like that. So I dumped his ass. Roger is only four and a half to five inches. That is average. He does not hurt me, and he knows how to use it. How big was your friend?”  

Selina shrugged, “I didn’t have a tape measure or any point of reference. I have no idea. But the longer he fucked me, the bigger he got.”  

Jessica peered at Selina quizzically. “Did he hit your cervix?”  

Selina blushed and nodded. “Every time. It didn’t matter what position we were in.”  

Jessica whistled. “He must be bigger than eight inches then. And you let him put that thing up your ass? That must have hurt. Did you bleed?”  

“Yes. I... No,” Selina stammered, trying to answer Jessica’s questions. “Yes, it hurt when it went in. But it started to feel so good that I forgot about the pain. I wanted more; I never wanted it to stop.”  

Selina blushed and tried to shrink into the seat. Jessica watched her, then started laughing. “Either his junk is tiny, or you are full of shit.”  

Selina smiled shyly and shrugged. She could not find the words to explain what she had gone through.  

Jessica started the car and pulled out of the parking lot. As she drove, she continued talking, “I wouldn’t be walking if I had been fucked by a dick that big. And up your ass too? I’d be in the damn hospital.”  

Not sure how to respond, Selina just shrugged and listened to Jessica ramble. Jessica pulled up the car next to the entrance to the dorms.   

“I’ve got to get to class. Go back to your room. Get some rest. I’ll check on you later, okay?”  

Selina got out of the car, “Okay. Thanks for breakfast and for... being there for me.”  

“Of course. Your story is too crazy to be real. Were you on shrooms or something?”  

Selina shook her head. “Straight as an arrow.”  

Jessica sighed, “If you say so. I’ll see you in a couple of hours.”  

“Thanks.”  

Selina shut the door and watched Jessica drive away. Then she turned and headed inside. She went into her room and closed the door. She stripped off her sweatshirt and sweatpants. She stood in front of the mirror in her bra and panties for a moment. Then she took those off too and stood before the mirror naked.   

Selina’s eyes found the fingerprints on her breasts. They were still dark in color but already looked to be healing. Her stomach was the normal flat stretch of perfect skin it always had been. Her thighs trembled slightly, but she could see no mark on them. When she closed her eyes, she could feel his hands on her thighs, squeezing, pulling her against him. She sighed, wishing it were so.   

She pulled out a mirror and sat on her chair. She leaned back and positioned the mirror between her legs so she could see her pussy. The lips of her pussy looked slightly red and tender. She licked one finger, then ran it through her pussy. She moaned softly and winced. She was still tender to the touch. Then she put her legs in the air and moved the mirror lower so she could see her ass. Her asshole looked red and angry, but there was no blood. No torn skin. Just a slight bit of pink around her sphincter.   

Satisfied, she put the mirror away. She would heal. In a day or two, she might be ready for action. She sighed, wishing it were that simple. Selina went into the closet and grabbed a towel. She draped it across her bed. Then she went to her desk and opened the plastic bag. Inside was the heavy box. She flipped the two latches and opened it up.   

Inside lay the massive dildo she had purchased the night before. Just the sight of her made her legs tremble. She felt her arousal growing. Her pussy started to grow damp. She bit her lip and nodded to herself. She grasped the cold metal in one hand and hefted it from the box. The weight of it shocked her, and she nearly dropped it. She reached into the bag and grabbed the bottle of lube, then walked over to her bed.   

Selina repositioned the towel on her bed and then crawled on it, her legs spread. She lay the dildo on the bed between her legs and opened the bottle of lube. She poured a small amount on her fingertips and ran them through her pussy lips. Selina moaned softly, feeling the cool liquid against her skin. Then she dipped two fingers into her vagina and stroked herself.   

“Fuck,” she moaned softly to herself, feeling how tight her pussy was. She picked up the dildo and poured a small amount of lube on the head of it. She closed the lube and set it on her nightstand. Then she took the dildo in both hands and slid the head of it through her labia. She moaned softly, feeling the cold metal against her skin.   

Selina lay back, trying to find the best position. She dropped the dildo between her legs, then moved several pillows under her lower back. Then she picked it up again and pushed it against her opening. She moaned loudly as she pushed it against herself. She felt her pussy starting to stretch open and winced at the pain. She stopped, took several deep breaths, then gently applied more pressure. Selina gasped loudly as the head slipped into her vagina. She could feel the hard metal knob inside her.   

Gripping the shaft more firmly, she slid more of it up inside her. She winced, feeling her labia stretch around its size and her insides being pushed open by its size. She laid the other end down on the bed and grabbed the bottle of lube. Popping it open, she squirted a small amount of it on her labia and rubbed it around the hard length of the shaft. Then she closed the lube again and set it back on the nightstand.  

Selina reached down and grabbed the shaft of the dildo again and started to slide it deeper into her body. She groaned as she felt it slipping deeper and deeper into her. Selina moaned in pleasure as she felt herself being spread open. A muscle in her arm twitched, and she inadvertently pushed it deeper into her. The tip of it hit her cervix and a sharp jolt of pain shot through her body.   

Selina cried out and rolled over onto her side as all the muscles in her abdomen clenched. Tears sprang to her eyes, and she curled into a ball. Selina pressed her hands to her face, waiting for the waves of agony to stop pulsing through her body. Selina lay there for several minutes trying to catch her breath.   

As the spasms passed, and she was able to catch her breath, Selina rolled back over onto her back. She spread her legs and reached down to grasp the large dildo. She grasped it lightly and slowly pulled it from inside her. She groaned loudly as it slipped from her folds. For a moment, she contemplated putting it back inside her. She paused; not sure she could manage it without hurting herself again. While the pain had been intense, her urge to get off was climbing. Now that she knew what an orgasm felt like, she needed another one.   

Selina lay on her back with her legs spread. She reached between her legs and grasped the large metal dildo. Moving tenderly, she moved the end of it and pressed it against her mound. She moaned softly as she felt the pressure and weight of it pushing through her lips. She lifted the back of it, sliding it straight down through her lips, grazing across the opening into her vagina. Selina moaned softly in pleasure. She slid one hand across her mound, parted her lips, and ran a finger along her clitoris.   

She bucked her hips in response as she moaned at the pressure between her legs. Selina adjusted the position of the dildo and pressed the head of it against her ass. It was wet and slick from being inside her already. The pressure against her ass sent a thrilling shiver down her spine. Another moan slipped from between her lips as she increased the pressure. She felt her ass starting to stretch around its head. The cold, hard metal began to slip inside her.   

Selina bit her lip, stifling another moan of pleasure as the head slipped inside her body. She gasped, her back arching in response. She pressed harder against her clitoris, rubbing vigorously as she slid more of the dildo deeper into her bowels.   

“Oh, God,” she gasped as she slid more of the hard length into her body. She felt that fullness in her bowels that she loved so much. She grabbed the head of it and slid it back and forth, gently fucking her ass with it while she fingered her clitoris harder. Her climax built rapidly, her body thrumming with desire.   

Selina rubbed her clitoris feverishly as she continued to stroke the hard metal length in and out of her ass. She squeezed her eyes shut as she involuntarily rocked her hips with each thrust. Her mind drifted as her climax built. Just as she felt her climax about to hit its peak, she slammed the hard metal end of the dildo as deep into her bowels as it would go, leaving only the hard knob at the end pressed against her ass. The sudden invasion into her bowels caused her to gasp in surprise. Her climax exploded, and her body jerked, her hips rocking against her bed. Her legs snapped shut, her knees bent as she rolled over onto her side, gasping.   

Selina lay on her side, gasping for several minutes while her body calmed down. She felt tears on her face from the intensity of her climax. Fresh tears trickled down her face. She wanted someone to hold her. To comfort her. To plant soft kisses on her face, neck, and chest. Someone to tell her that they loved her. She sobbed for a few moments, then started to regain her composure. The fullness in her bowels was comforting. She lay there, enjoying that incredible feeling. Then she got a curious thought.   

Carefully, Selina moved to the edge of the bed and sat up. Slowly, she raised herself until she was sitting on the edge of the bed. Her weight kept the dildo deep in her bowels. She moaned softly as it shifted inside her. She clenched her ass and flexed her thighs, raising herself slowly off the bed.  

Selina moaned in pleasure as the dildo slipped slowly through her clenched muscles until it pressed down into the bed below her. As she started to feel it sliding out of her, she lowered herself, pushing it back up into her ass.  

“Fuck,” she cursed softly as she sat on it again. She rolled her hips back and forth, relishing the feel of it deep inside her. Then she clenched her ass again and tried to stand keeping it inside her. Again, it started to slip from her. She sat down on it again moaning softly.   

Selina closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Then she clenched her ass as hard as she could and started to raise herself from the bed. The dildo stayed put. She stood up straight. The hard length filled her, and she giggled. The giggles caused her muscles to relax, and the dildo slipped from her ass and hit the floor with a heavy thud.  

Selina cursed loudly as she knelt and picked up the dildo. She ran her fingers down the hard length of it. She marveled that she had fit the entire thing inside her and held it there as long as she had. She grinned. That was a nice trick and something she could practice. Her ass ached slightly, but she was giddy with the idea of training her body to hold that thing inside her.  

Selina stood and carried the dildo over to her desk. She grabbed a paper towel and wiped it down before she put it back in the box. She closed the box with a snap and giggled to herself. Then she picked up the box and slid it under her bed. That was something she could play with later.   

Going back to her dresser, Selina got out a fresh bra and a pair of panties. She gingerly slipped them onto her body. She found she was no longer aching as badly as she had been that morning. Opening a different drawer, she retrieved a pair of comfortable shorts. Then she went into her closet and picked out a blouse. As she stepped back from the closet, she caught her reflection in the mirror.   

Selina stood in front of the mirror and struck a pose. She admired her figure. The sweep of her legs, the roundness of her hips. Her large breasts. Her dark hair. She was a striking figure. She thought about what she might have looked like with that giant dildo falling out of her ass and giggled. She was hot. She could see it.   

Then she noticed one eye was glowing slightly green. The figure in the mirror changed position and shook a finger at her. Selina stood there in shock. Its lips moved and a voice whispered in her head, ‘I have so much to teach you. Just tell me when you are ready...’  

A shiver ran down Selina’s back. She vaguely recalled the bargain she had made. The trade for knowledge about things she yearned to learn more about. The possibilities were amazing. There were so many things she could delve into. Her reflection smiled, and there was something slightly predatory about the look on its face, but she was too caught up in the thought of what was offered to notice as she walked over to her desk and sank into her chair.   

Selina went through her desk and found a pad of paper. She grabbed a mechanical pencil out of her bag and started sketching a diagram. She bent over the paper, scribbling madly, trying to capture everything she had seen.  

A soft knock on the door disturbed Selina’s process. She grumbled and slid her chair back and walked over to the door. Grabbing the door, she threw it open. Jessica stared at her wide-eyed in surprise.   

“Where are your clothes?” she asked in a hushed voice. Jessica walked in, pushed Selina back, and shut the door. Selina blinked in confusion and looked down. She was standing there in just her bra and panties still. She had dark smudges on her chest, stomach, and thighs. She looked at her hands and saw her fingers were smudged with something dark.   

Selina turned back to her desk and saw papers scattered everywhere. Hundreds of pages lay scattered around the room. Some were incredibly detailed drawings with shading and intricate designs. Others were architectural diagrams with careful lines and measurements on them. Selina blinked in confusion.   

“What have you been doing?” Jessica demanded, concern in her voice.  

“Drawing,” Selina answered, scratching her head in confusion, “Apparently.”  

“These are incredible,” Jessica said, holding a page up with an intricate drawing of a stone tower, with lightning dancing around it, forming a bridge. A beautiful woman stood at the bridge, her hair whipping around her face. “Did you draw these?”  

"I think so,” Selina said, looking at the picture. It looked familiar, but she did not recall drawing it. The details of the picture did though. She remembered the woman’s dress being green, not grey as in the image.  

“Are you feeling alright?”  

“I feel amazing!” Selina proclaimed loudly. All her aches and pains were gone. She felt wonderful, although slightly confused. “What time is it?”  

Jessica looked at her watch and said, “Three o’clock. You’ve been here for over six hours. Have you been doing this the entire time?”  

Selina blushed, “Not the whole time...”  

“Would you like to join me for dinner?” Jessica asked with a wink.   

Selina smiled and nodded. She went to her desk, grabbed her purse, and slung it over her shoulder. Jessica stared.   

“You can’t go dressed like that,” she exclaimed. “Go take a shower, get some fresh clothes on.”  

Selina looked down at herself and realized she was still in her bra and panties. She blushed as she put her purse back on her desk.   

“Are you sure you’re okay?” Jessica asked. Selina nodded as she reached into her closet and grabbed a towel. She wrapped the towel around herself, slipped on some shower shoes, grabbed her toiletries, and opened the door.  

“Back soon...” she said. Jessica nodded and sat down at Selina’s desk. Selina walked briskly down the hall, whistling to herself as she did. She noticed a few curious stares but ignored them. Selina found an empty stall, tossed her stuff aside, stripped, and turned on the water.  

Selina showered quickly, rinsing the sweat and graphite from her body. Then she soaped herself up and rinsed off. Then she washed her hair. Happy and feeling clean, she turned off the water, dried herself, and wrapped the towel around herself. She quickly realized she had not brought a change of clothes and would have to walk the hall with nothing on but a towel. The thought gave her pause. She took a deep breath, grabbed her stuff, and left the locker room.  

Walking down the hall, she noticed a few appreciative glances, but nothing more than that. Once she got back into her room, she heaved a sigh of relief. She was not sure what she had expected, but having only the towel around her had made her feel exposed and vulnerable.   

Selina noticed that Jessica was sitting at her desk, organizing her papers. She had sorted three stacks of pages. Selina opened her closet, hung up her towel, strode to her dresser, and picked out clean clothes. Jessica glanced over her shoulder at Selina once, then resumed what she was doing. As Selina finished getting dressed, she came up behind Jessica.  

“What are you doing?”  

“Organizing. You left quite a mess. This first pile is all the pictures you drew. The second is architectural diagrams and schematics. This third stack, I do not know what you were doing. They look like mathematical equations, but I’ve never seen symbols like these. What is all of this?”  

Selina leaned against the chair Jessica was sitting in and looked over her shoulder. The page in question had equations written across it that were using characters that looked familiar. It reminded her of something she had seen in a dream once.   

“I’m not sure,” Selina said softly, staring at the page. She felt that if she stared at it long enough, it would make sense. Jessica turned in her chair and looked up at her.   

“Ready to get some food?”  

“I... Yes.”  

Selina set the page back on her desk and backed up so Jessica could stand. Jessica smiled and took Selina’s hand as she walked towards the door. Selina’s skin tingled at the touch of the other woman, and she smiled as she let herself be led.   

“Jessica,” Selina said as they made their way out to the car, “Didn’t your class end hours ago? What took you so long to get here?”  

As they put their seatbelts on, Jessica grinned devilishly, “Your story about your weekend got me a little... hot. So, I tracked Roger down and fucked his brains out. I feel much better now.”  

Selina laughed, though she felt a little jealous.  

“I didn’t let him fuck me in the ass though... Not yet. I’m saving that for a special occasion,” Jessica giggled as they pulled out of the parking lot. “How did you prepare yourself for... that?”  

Selina blushed and bit her lip. She felt that gnawing ache deep inside her, an emptiness that needed to be filled.   

“I... I didn’t,” Selina answered softly.   

“Look at me, getting you all hot and bothered again,” Jessica said apologetically, “Sorry. Let’s talk about something else.”  

“Okay,” Selina said. Her heart thumped heavily in her chest. She tried to push the memories of her weekend out of her head, but they kept creeping back in. She took a deep breath and let it out slowly.  

“How do burgers sound for dinner?”  

“Sure.”  

Jessica turned left at the next light, drove halfway down the block, and pulled into a Five Guys restaurant parking lot.   

“I cannot wait to stuff that big, juicy meat into my mouth, and get all that delicious juice running down over my chin...”  

“Are we still talking about hamburgers?” Selina asked with a snicker.  

“Maybe,” Jessica answered with a wink. Selina laughed. As Jessica reached for the handle on the door, Selina saw her reflection glaring back at her. The eyes glowed green, her hair dancing in a wind she did not feel. The grin was haunting and hungry, showing too many teeth. Selina tried to grab Jessica, to stop her from touching that ghostly figure, but she was unable to. Jessica pulled the door open and turned to Selina, holding it open for her.  

“Are you okay?” Jessica said, the smile slipping from her face, “You look like you just saw a ghost.”  

“I’m... I’m fine.” Selina said, stepping inside. She looked at the inside of the door and saw her normal reflection gazing back at her. A shiver ran down her back as Jessica stepped in next to her. Jessica pranced up to the counter and locked gazes with the young man standing there.  

“I need you to stuff all of your meat down my throat.” She said sultrily and licked her lips.  

“Excuse me?” He gulped as he looked at Jessica. His eyes took in her bushy brown hair, the tender skin of her neck, the swell of her bosom in her tight T-shirt. The shorts that clung to her ass.   

“I mean... I’d like a single patty with cheese and all the toppings. Please.” Jessica turned and leaned against the counter, looking at Selina. She looked over Selina, from head to toe and licked her lips. Another shiver ran down Selina’s back, even though she knew Jessica was only teasing her. Selina stepped up to the counter, next to Jessica and looked over the menu. Then she looked at the young man behind the register who was sweating, his eyes darting from Jessica to Selina.   

“I’ll have, uh, the same thing. Thanks.”  

The man nodded and pressed a few buttons on the register, then turned and yelled over his shoulder, “Two singles!”  

Jessica turned, pulled out her wallet, and handed the man some cash. Then she grabbed Selina’s hand and pulled her over to a table. Selina sank into a chair on the opposite side of the table.  

Selina leaned forward and whispered, “Why did you tease that guy like that?”  

Jessica looked over her shoulder towards the counter. The young man was watching them. She waved. He blushed and turned his back on them. Jessica giggled. Then she turned back to Selina.  

“Two reasons. One, I could. It was fun. He works a shit job, stares at fat people eating expensive shit all day, and probably gets yelled at more often than not. And here comes two beautiful young women, us. I flirted a little bit to make his day better. Two, it wasn’t a tease if I meant it.”  

“Wait, what?” Selina looked over at the man behind the counter. He was watching them again. When he caught Selina’s gaze, he blushed and turned away again. “Him? You’d go down on him?”  

Jessica looked over her shoulder and nodded. She looked back at Selina, “Hell yeah. I bet he has a nice, fat cock in those pants of his. I’d slurp that shit down, then let him rail me over that counter in any hole he wanted.”  

Jessica licked her lips and grinned.  

Selina laughed watching Jessica bite her lip. “What about Roger, your boyfriend?”  

Jessica winked, “He can watch. Then reclaim me after.”  

Selina gasped in surprise. “You are...”  

“Shameless,” Jessica interrupted. Just then, the young man from behind the register came walking up to their table carrying a tray with two wrapped sandwiches on it. There were fries as well.  

“Oh goody!” Jessica exclaimed as he set the food down. Then she turned to him and said huskily, “But we didn’t order any fries...”  

“I know,” the young man said. He looked from Selina to Jessica and gulped audibly, “I thought you might like some.”  

Jessica picked up a fry, and rolled it around her lips, then slipped it into her mouth and sucked on it softly, then slid it out. Watching the young man the entire time. She whispered huskily, “How will I ever repay you?”  

“I... Uh...” the man stammered. Then he turned and dashed back to the register. Jessica laughed, watching him run back.   

“You are terrible,” Selina said softly.  

“I know.”  

They ate the rest of their meal in silence. Selina had to admit, it was a delicious burger. They shared the fries. Once they were done, they picked up their tray, tossed the garbage, and headed for the door. On their way out, Jessica turned and waved to the man behind the counter. He blushed darkly as Jessica blew him a kiss. Jessica was still laughing as they got back in the car.  

Jessica pulled the car out of the parking lot and started the drive back to the dorms.  

“What classes do you have tomorrow?” Jessica asked.  

“Psych-101 and Calc.”  

“Oof. That sounds nasty. Is that going to take your entire day?”  

Selina shook her head. “No, I’ll be done after lunch. Then I’ll be heading to the library to figure out the calc homework and do a little research.”  

“Would you like to meet up when you are done?”  

“Sure.”  

As they walked back to the dorm from the parked car, Jessica hugged Selina, who stood shocked, then hugged her back. Jessica slipped some more ibuprofen into Selina’s hand.   

“Take those and get some rest. I’ll see you tomorrow?”  

“Yes. Thanks!”  

Selina hugged Jessica again, then they parted ways. Selina went back to her room and went inside. She locked the door behind her, walked over, and sat on her bed. She lay back on her bed, her hands across her stomach. She was happy, and content. She felt that ache in her loins. It was a hunger to be filled. She shrugged it off. Today had been a good day, she thought, as she drifted off to sleep.