Yet another day in this socially distancing world: wear a mask, stay six-feet apart, and stay home. Since February, I've cheated twice and that’s because I’m a mess and swingers parties don't exist. Now, my favorite parts of a day are working in the garden or walking my dog.  More often than normal, usually late at night, I’m frequenting websites looking for hookups. There are tons of men, women, and couples out there but...

Fuck this quarantined social distancing world we live in! Believe me, I’m mad and I'm depressed. Truth is, much as I love my man and great as husband sex is, there’s one important thing lacking: Loveless sex! My guy can’t bring himself to do things to me that others would — he hasn't throat-fucked me or rough sexed me in years. But sometimes you need it! Am I right?My guy and I thought about seeking out one of the lifesty...

Life is so routine and boring during this stay at home business. I tell you, I’m going stir crazy. I’ve cleaned the house top to bottom and back again and rearranged everything around my husband’s asshole sixteen-year-old son who wants to play video games day and night.  It’s well over two weeks since my last non-husband coitus. I miss Dan — but even he now tells me “Stay home.” So, we text back and forth stuff but I'm re...

This whole Coronavirus thing sucks. Working mostly from home means I see my husband way too much. I mean, we’re having awesome married couple sex — but that’s like eating pizza every day. I love it but I need variety. As readers know, I’ve also been seeing Dan too often recently. We have our adventures and we text all the time. Yesterday, I even told my guy I was going into work in the morning — but that was a huge lie as...

February was getting rather boring. I guess after an awesome trip to Hedonism, everything would seem dull for a while, but I couldn't wait to see Dan and let him have me. I feel love for him — but I really don't want it to develop. So, we meet a few times a month when I can get away and I've accepted him as my Dom. I love his big cock and how he uses me.  A few decent swingers' parties brightened me up as I got to talk ab...

Shortly before Christmas, I had an awesome experience. It all started when friends from the lifestyle, Jackie and her guy, were at the same party in Providence. As we normally do, we played with them and also two other couples who were okay but nothing worth writing about.As I’ve stated before, I hate condoms but it’s a rule and an important one. Anyway, my vagina probably tasted like Nonoxynol-9 by the time Jackie and I...

The weekend turned out to be decent, getting better as each day passed. On Friday we went to a swingers party in Providence and hit it off with a new couple. My guy got along so well with Steve we decided to play. Tina seemed to be about half of Steve’s age and it was my first time with an East Indian or Persian woman and her pussy tasted unlike any other I’d experienced. My husband and I gave it a lot of attention.Steve...

I’ve been holding off writing about this because you probably think a gang bang is hot or cool or fun. But, in reality, it’s not like a porn movie — it doesn't last as long, and it’s awkward and clumsy. Yes, some bits are fun -- but other times it’s rough and painful.Meeting Dan for over a month or so, we became friends and fuck buddies. I mean, he hits the right spot.We’ve talked about fantasies and desires and the topic...

This happened today and it shouldn't have but I’ve been feeling free and feisty recently. I was at work when my boss — the lesbian that isn't interested in me, or so she says — asked me to run an errand and I instantly thought it was a way to get out of the office. So I said yes, even though it was beneath my work status. I had to go into Boston to pick up some piece for a machine they use to work on teeth. Salem is chaos...

September turned out just fine. With my sex life and love life both great, all was okay, but good things come to an end — like the seasons — and my husband got ill twice. First, it was kidney stones and then something else, so October has been sexless so far.  It seems I was going to work and then staying in the hospital or home. It was kind of depressing. As he improved, I guess I thought his recuperation would be quicke...

August contained some swingers parties and a few other nights worthy of putting in my journal. Truthfully, I’d been sort of depressed but I managed to have some fun.We met an awesome black couple at a party and had a blast with them for a few nights until they went South. We haven't heard back from them yet. On the personal playing front, I had a few that I will remember or revisit. Dan is a guy I chat with on AAF. He is...

Throughout July I’d been extremely horny — and I mean more than normal. I was pleased to have a Saturday swinger’s party on the horizon but, before that, I had quite an amazing night.I was invited out to dinner with a new woman at work who is, technically, my boss — one of many bosses in the firm. We’d been talking and emailing a lot, and I guessed she liked me more than the rest. She's of similar age to me but more educa...

July is my favorite month as it’s beach weather in New England and I love the beach — and, of course, sex!  The month had started with a few great swingers' parties but nothing worth recording as it was my husband and I who had fun together. But I also had fun on my own. I met the gym boys for a threesome, but it ended faster then it started. I love those guys, but it’s becoming routine and I hate routine. Then there was...

Game 4  Monday is never a good day for me but I knew in advance that there would be at least games four and five ahead. That was good because I faced reduced adventure opportunities in the summer and I hoped I wouldn't still be sore. But I was.  I felt like I needed a vacation or something nice.  Anyway, I got a text saying that he would be driving to the game early and I replied, Going to the gym then calling it a night....

To some, the NHL playoffs are a welcome event, especially if they involve their favorite team. Me? I couldn’t give a rat's ass because — as you may have read in my earlier journal entries — I do not like sports.  For my awesome husband, however… well, his favorites, the Boston Bruins are in the Stanley Cup playoffs. For me, the best thing about that is knowing that, along with other season ticket holders, he’ll be busy fo...