Pam sat in her plane seat, lost in thought. Visions of her time with Ted and Kate flashed through her mind. After all that had happened between the three of them, she realized their actions had been outside society's norms and laws. She questioned herself and her morality. They'd had sex in every possible configuration three people could avail themselves of. For Christ's sake, even though Kate was her mother.
I had heard her mother describe herself as a whore for her relationship with my now-defunct stepfather. I had pimped my mother to Ted, my ex-lover lover. All this was done consciously and planned and scripted step by step. Was I also a whore like my mother? Or was I just a slut with an insatiable sexual appetite who needed her dose of sex regardless of circumstances?
Despite all of the above, the past week had been the most exquisite sexual experience of my life. I realized that I needed to find a lover or lovers with which I could feel the same sentiments of love and lust and, most of all, that sense of belonging I felt with Kate and Ted. Lovers who accepted me as I am and delighted in both their and my sexuality.
I had not told Kate and Ted the whole truth about my position with Wilson and Decker, my employers. Both partners wanted to get into my panties when they learned about my lingerie modeling sideline. I had caught them scouring the internet for images of me scantily clad. They made innuendos about how letting them have their way with me would advance my career with their firm.
That, of course, demonstrated that I was not a whore as I rebuffed all their advances. My mother's characterization of herself as one was also inaccurate. Unfortunately, my mother did not have the options I had.
I had talked to my friend Jeanie, who was pursuing meteoric success in Hollywood and told me to quit and go work full-time for Stella as a lingerie model. I would make as much as I made in my present job and possibly more. Jeanie would, when appropriate, put my name forward to the people who mattered in film to arrange a screen test for me. Jeanie had cautioned me not to approach Hollywood without those introductions, or I would be treated like just another piece of meat by the lower-level schmucks in the film industry.
I trusted Jeanie even though we had not known each other that long. That memorable weekend when we had shared Ted and each other had much to do with that. I was going back to Dallas to quit my job and would move to Atlanta, where I already had a modeling contract in two weeks and was sure Stella would do what she could to help me.
oOo
When I got home, my plan was made. I got on the phone and called Stella.
"Hey, Pam, how's my baby girl?" she said when she answered.
"Is that how you see me as your baby girl?"
"Absolutely! You are as cute and cuddly as can be."
I giggled at the thought and, visualizing Stella, realized she was about the same age as my mother. Stella also had a way about her that was reminiscent of Kate. I had a sharp visual image of both of us making love. Jeanie had told me that she and Stella had a sexual relationship when she was modeling.
I returned to earth when Stella queried, "Pam, are you there?"
"Sorry, Stella, I lost my concentration there for a second. You're calling me baby girl caught me by surprise. I'm calling to tell you I'm quitting my day job and moving to Atlanta."
"How wonderful. I'll have to get you additional contracts. That should not prove difficult as that last shoot you did brought you to the attention of many of my clients. When will you get here?"
"I'm resigning today and don't know how much notice they will require. But, mind you, they might bounce me out on my keister, which will precipitate my arrival."
"OK. Keep me in the loop."
"In any case, it will take me a few days to find lodgings and settle in. So worst case scenario, I'll be available to you in about two and a half weeks."
"Baby girl, would you consider moving into my place till you get your feet on the ground?"
"You don't have to do that."
"I know, but I want to. At my age, I only have to stay alive and pay my taxes. I live alone in this mausoleum with my maid Estelle; the other six bedrooms are empty. That means there will certainly be enough room to receive you if you want your own room, or we could share both a room and Estelle's services. With your looks, poise, and confidence, you are not slated to be a model for long. I know you will have other opportunities, probably in Hollywood. So, what do you say?"
I felt as if my pussy had developed a leak. What Stella proposed made me horny. It brought back the vision of both Kate and Jeanie making love to me.
"Cat got your tongue, Pam?"
"Stella, this hit me from out of left field. I had not expected you to make this offer."
"Well, now that you've had thirty seconds to consider what you think?"
"Thank you, Stella, I accept."
"That makes me very happy, Baby Girl. We will take good care of you. Call me when you know your timetable."
oOo
The die was cast. Was I lesbian or bi or just a slut who needed her fix. Time would tell. For now, I felt as if a weight had been lifted off my shoulders.
All that was left was to face the wolves in their den.
I had asked to meet with both partners. Wilson and Decker were together when I walked into the conference room.
"Morning, Pam. Did you have a good Christmas holiday?" Wilson asked.
"Excellent, thank you. I requested to meet with you today to give you this." I said, handing over a sealed envelope.
"What is it?"
"My resignation."
"You're quitting. After we gave you a chance. Why?"
"After you found out I did lingerie modeling, both of you seemed to think I was fair game for your advances. I truly despise men who feel entitled to judge a woman by her personal life and her outside interests. The not-so-subtle comments you made to me and the touchy-feely stuff you did even after I told you I was uninterested were disgusting. Consider yourselves lucky I am not bringing charges against you for sexual harassment and molestation."
"You would have lost in court. It would be one of those, she said, they said."
"I don't think so. Listen to this," I said, pulling out my cell phone.
Decker's voice came over the speaker. 'Hey sexy, why don't you stay after work and model your lingerie for us.' In the background, Wilson's voice could be heard saying. ‘Yes, babe. Show us your ass and tits.'
"Still think I would lose my case if I put in a complaint? That is just one of my recordings over several months."
"So, what do you want from us?" Wilson asked.
"One-month severance pay, a year of medical benefits paid up front, and the liberty to leave immediately. That will tide me over till I find new employment."
"You realize that we could make it difficult for you to get hired in this industry."
"Listen, you two. If I ever hear that you are talking about me to anyone. I will sue you and send copies of the recordings to your wives. Is that clear? On that note, I will bid you adios," I said and stormed out of the conference room, the building, and into my new life.
I headed to my home to pack and dispose of my meager belongings. I called the airline and made a reservation for Atlanta for the day after tomorrow.
I texted Stella with the date and time of arrival and flight number. She answered with a series of emojis and the words 'will pick you up at the airport.' She signed it with many happy smiles and hearts.
The pressure off, I sat back and poured myself some wine, and the butterflies I had had in my stomach since my return dissipated.
About an hour later, my cell phone rang, and I looked at the screen and saw it was Wild Bill.
"Wild Bill! To what do I owe this honor?"
"Hi, beautiful. I hear you have made a momentous decision today."
"How the hell did you hear about that?"
"Stella called Jeanie, who called me."
"I see a girl can't have any secrets around you guys."
"Not a one. Jeanie told me you also have set your eyes on an acting career."
"True."
"I'll do what I can to help. I can't make you an actress, but I can open some doors for you."
"What will that cost me?"
"Pam, you are so naughty."
"How about you, Bill?"
"I have never denied my nature. I'm just a dirty old man."
"I know Jeanie has told me all about you."
"Was that the weekend she came over and made love to you and Ted?"
"You know about that?"
"Of course, Jeanie asked me if she could. I told her to go for it."
"Maybe I should ask Ted if I am allowed to seduce you," I said with my most seductive voice.
"Go for it. I am very seducible by a woman like you. But please understand I am not inviting you to a casting couch audition. However, if you are willing, I would not say no. You are an exquisite woman."
"Bill, your flattery will get you places with me."
"Just ensure Ted knows, as I will not go behind his back."
"I will. Thank you, you have done this poor girl a lot of good. I needed to be flirted with by a real man today."
"Call Ted and tell him all that has taken place today. He deserves to hear it from you. And give your delicious mom my regards."
"Will do, Bye for now."
I got off the phone, blushing and feeling flutters all over. To hear that Bill also desired me did a lot of good for my ego.
I called Mom and Ted and told them all that had happened. Ted sounded worried, while Mom was delighted. I even told them about my call with Bill. Ted didn't sound like he was worried if I hooked up with Bill, I think he realized that whatever happened I would always be his. The sound of his voice sent me to bed for a date with my rabbit.
Having relieved that itch, I fell into a deep sleep.
oOo
Arriving at Hartsfield Jackson International Airport in Atlanta, I searched frantically for Stella as I exited from arrivals. But, unfortunately, she was nowhere in sight. I searched my purse for my cell phone to call her when a young beauty approached me and scrutinized my face. "Pam, I'm Estelle, Stella's factotum. Welcome to Atlanta. Stella is parked outside. If you give me your tags, I'll retrieve your luggage."
"Thank you, Estelle," I said, smiling at her use of the title factotum. I handed her my tags and watched as she dashed to the carousel.
She was absolutely adorable. Her tight tush encased in skin-tight short shorts and a crop top shirt were not what I expected from Stella's live-in or whatever she was. But, as she scampered toward the carousel on her long legs, obviously unfettered tits, and that stunning caramel complexion, men's heads turned to follow her progress. I seriously thought that some of them would need physiotherapy for the damage they did to their necks.
She emerged from the scrum at the carousel dragging my two suitcases. Despite her objections, I took over one of them and proceeded to the exit. Stella's SUV was parked in a no-parking lane at the door with two airport cops looking at it. One of them was at the window talking to Stella, but it seemed from the smiles both wore that she had him wrapped around her little finger.
Estelle opened the trunk, and we dumped my suitcases before. I climbed into the front passenger seat, where Stella leaned over from the driver's seat to hug me as Estelle climbed in the back.
"I'm so happy to see you, baby girl. I'm also happy that cutting the umbilical cord with your old bosses did not prove traumatic."
"I'm happy to be here, Stella. I feel freer than I have been in a long time. As a matter of fact, since I left Ted."
"Does he know what you are doing?"
"Yes. It worries him. However, he trusts my judgment. His last words to me were, 'Remember that if it does not work out, you have a home here.'"
"What about your mother? I thought she was with Ted now?"
"Well, things have changed in that regard. It is now understood that she is his full-time lover. However, we can share him when I am there. Ted is also ready to share her with me." I said, blushing.
"Oh, my. Things have changed for you, haven't they? And here I thought I would be seducing a lesbian virgin."
"Stella, that train has left the station. I love the thought of being seduced, but the virginity thing has flown the coop."
You hear that, Estelle," she said over her shoulder, "Baby Girl is not as innocent as we thought. I think the three of us will have a blast."
"That certainly is good news for me. I'll admit it was lust at first sight," Estelle said as she leaned over the seat and kissed the nape of my neck.
"So, Estelle is part of the package? I asked.
"She most certainly is. Her mission in life is to take care of me and now also of you while you are with us."
"We're here," Stella said, pulling up to a lovely antebellum three-story house surrounded by a magnificent garden.
We exited the SUV, and Estelle and I hauled the suitcases in. Stella opened the door, and we entered the foyer. I saw a living room behind lovely French doors on my left and, to my right, a library with floor-to-ceiling bookshelves. There were other rooms beyond, but I couldn't distinguish what was behind their doors as my attention was riveted by a magnificent staircase leading to the upper floors.
"Let's get you settled in," Stella said, climbing the stairs ahead of us.
I followed her up with Estelle, and she took us to an adorable bedroom on the second floor. "This is yours," she told me. "The door on that wall communicates with my bedroom in case you are lonely and need Mama to cuddle you at night. Estelle is in the room beyond mine. Now I suggest after you unpack. You might enjoy a soak in the tub and maybe a massage to relieve the jet lag before we decide what to do for supper. How does that sound?"
"Sensational. I'd love it."
"The bathroom is across the hall. I'll have Estelle draw you a bath. While I go upstairs. My offices and workrooms are on the third floor. I have some work to do, but I'll join you later."
I unpacked my luggage into the closet and into an antique dresser that faced the king-size bed and got out of my travel clothes. Donning a bathrobe, I followed the sound of running water and entered the bathroom. My eyes popped when I saw the enormous sunken therapeutic bath along one side of the wall.
Estelle was there adjusting the temperature and adding bath crystals that foamed and gave off an extraordinary odor of Jasmin. "Hop in, Pam. It's all ready for you."
I shyly removed my robe as she stood grinning at me and hid beneath the foam. Estelle stood there as if she wanted to say something but was afraid of saying anything.
"What is it, Estelle?" I asked.
"Would it be alright with you if I shared your bath?" she asked.
"Hop right in, sweetie. There's enough room in here for four people."
I watched as she shimmied out of her shorts and slipped off the crop top, and hopped in so that she was sitting across from me. She gave a huge sigh of satisfaction as the suds enveloped her. For my part, I almost groaned at my deception of not being able to get more than a glimpse of her nubile body.
We lay there luxuriating quietly for a few minutes before I broke the silence. "How long have you been with Stella?" I asked.
"Since the age of six. For years I was her model for kids' undergarments. I did preteen work and teen work as I grew older."
"And now, do you still model?"
"Only rarely, as my body type is not what her clients seek. My features do not lend themselves to doing teen work anymore, and as you can see, I don't look like the typical adult model."
"And now you take care of Stella."
"Pam, taking care of Stella is my hobby," she giggled. "I am studying law at Emory with a minor in arts management. I plan to be an agent and business manager for the modeling and acting communities. Stella and I became lovers after I ended my modeling career. She had always taken care of me and my earnings. If that had been left to my parents, I would have ended up on the street. In fact, I did end up on the street when I told my parents I was no longer modeling and they would have to look elsewhere for money."