Crossing 45th Street with Eva. We’re friends. Close friends. Like me, Eva bats from both sides of the plate. Her words. Not mine.  Eva’s a baseball nut. Unlike me, she’s hot. Early 20s. Looks younger. Pert and pixie. Eyes follow her tight little ass wherever we go. Tonight it's our favorite hangout.  “Oh, my, God!” Eva stops in her tracks. I see what she means. A beautiful man. Six feet four. Probably more. Sculpted. Fine...

Years ago, I registered for a weekend workshop called “Tantric Yoga for Women” at an Ashram in the Catskills. It’s the kind of silly thing a single academic sometimes does with her spare time. Only it wasn’t so silly, after all. There were about a dozen of us from across the bell-curve of feminine adulthood. Two or three, including myself, were in our twenties. Most had a touch of grey, a few gathering wrinkles, and the s...

By my 17th Birthday, I was on the verge of outgrowing my C-cup. When people thought I was out of ear-shot, I heard words like "well-endowed," "nubile" and "voluptuous." But appearances, as they say, can be deceiving. Between sports, a part-time job and honors-track classes, I didn't have time, or energy, or much in the way of sexual experimentation. For one thing, I was nervous around guys. And guys were pretty much every...

The summer I turned 17, my family moved to a McMansion development called Quail Run. My new neighbor Henry -- whose window faced mine across a narrow strip of grass -- was legendary for his resemblance to a young Brad Pitt. Unfortunately for me, Henry was now attending college in Northern California. No one was more obsessed with Henry than Amber -- my goth friend whose only known talent was for drawing spurting cartoon p...

By High School I had developed more curves than Mulholland Drive, while Sarah never wore bra--or needed one. I was the one that all the boys hit on, but Sarah was the sexual  adventurer. She was the first to let a boy reach third base--and reciprocate with a hand job. I was green with envy when I learned she'd slept with Charlie Hansen, the football team captain and legendary campus hunk. She was also the first to get a c...