Rachel decided it was time for me to come out to others more than I ever had. She did some research and found that a meeting for trannies was taking place at a motel just outside the city. She took a room and checked us in, then we had dinner and went to the meeting room. The room was in a large motel suite. We arrived early. Rachel had dressed me and I was definitely 'out'. I was wearing open-toe wedge sandals, my toes polished pink, a thin sundress with a short skirt mid-thigh, a soft white cami top under it, along with silky white panties. My hair, though not long, was permed and curly, my fingernails polished to match my toes, and she had made me up just a little with light lip gloss the main feature. I was feeling very girly!
There were a dozen chairs set in a circle in the middle of the large room, with some couches and chairs behind them, against the wall. Rachel sat on one of the couches and I took a seat on the opposite side of the circle so I could see her. Gradually the circle filled in until there were eight chairs occupied. Some of the men came in with women, and those women also took seats on the couches. One of the women took a seat just behind 'her man'. The men were in various stages of girly dress. The ages ranged from twenties to what looked like forties, the oldest perhaps fifty or so. They all looked pretty fit, though two were also chubs. The youngest one was in tight jeans and a top showing midriff, my usual femme outfit when I wasn't all girly. One was in full lady mode, complete with dress, heels, wig, Another was 'lady at the office', in a business suit, also stockings and heels. Others were inbetween, with mostly boy clothes but also a bracelet or other small signifier of their genderbent aspiration or status.
There was no official facilitator, it seemed. So when the start time arrived and folks seemed settled, I decided to start. "Hi, everyone," I said. "This is my first time here. So if I'm not supposed to talk first, just let me know and I'm glad to wait." No one said anything but I had their attention. I got a few smiles and one wave that said 'go on'. "My name - the one I like - is Jenny or Jennifer. And aside from being girly, I'm very submissive. So sometimes I'm 'little Jenny' or 'jennypout'. And I'm also bi. So I'm actually here with my boss or mommy, who's over there. I smiled and nodded at Rachel, who smiled back. Everyone turned to at least glance at her, then back to me.
I went on. I was nervous but also excited. I had started to have an erection from the time we arrived at the motel, just from contemplating the meeting and being open about my true nature. Every moment since, my arousal had deepened. Already, at this point, I could feel myself hard inside my panties. So I continued.
"I also have a strong thing for a woman's bare feet. When I'm around women and I can see their bare feet, even just toes in an open-toe shoe, or if she dangles a shoe off her foot, or especially if she's barefoot, I have to look, and I get aroused. What gets me really excited is the thought that somehow she would know this about me and deliberately tease me with her bare feet. That's how Rachel and I met, acrtually. She somehow knew that about me and used it to capture me." I smiled at her and she nodded.
"Not just looking," I said, "but imagining she touches me with her feet, on my body, or toes in my mouth, or at my groin. I imagine her making me come that way, and me spurting on her foot, and then me licking my cum off her foot. That's a really big turn-on for me. And even more exciting," I said, "is if she knows that I'm a little girly submissive. If she calls me Jenny, if she dresses me in girly clothes, like today. So if you can't tell already, I'm really hot right now!"
"I love to play with other sissies," I said. "And my foot thing is still a turn-on, then, for a nice sissy foot, touching me. If I'm with another sissy, I still like to be the sub one, thinking of myself as a fuckable cocksucking little slut." I looked around at the group. A few of the guys had their hands down between their legs, touching themselves through their clothes. Seeing this excited me more - I loved the effect I was having on them.