Driving on the Kambah Pool Road, Phil’s thoughts were the same every time he made this trip: how his life had gone off the rails when a drunk driver took his beautiful wife, Sandra, from him so unexpectedly. A day didn’t go by that he didn’t think of her and picture her beautiful face, blonde hair, and blue eyes. Today, that face had a dominating appearance, a preamble to Phil having his pants taken down for good, hard paddling.
A willing participant in her dominant scenarios, he was spanked regularly as both foreplay and punishment, depending on the situation. He enjoyed one and endured the other as Sandra made sure every swat hurt every time. He tried his best to make every spanking one they both enjoyed both during and after, and when it was for fun, the ‘after’ was truly incredible as he gave everything he had to someone who’d given him so much!
As his car came to a stop, he remembered the last time, once again, in his favorite position, bent over the arm of the sofa. She’d used the most brutal paddle, the one made of clear Lexan, the one in the backpack on the seat next to him, the one he’d use on himself shortly. It was the one thing he could do to feel like she was with him once again, and he came to one of their favorite spots to do it.
Though this one was foreplay, she’d come awfully close to punishment intensity, and while the paddle was large enough to get both cheeks with each swat, she’d apply the full force to one cheek at a time.
“Yeow! Sandra, please!?”
“What’s the matter, Phil? You’ve been a naughty boy and deserve to get spanked, don’t you?”
“Yes, Miss … ow-ow-ow-OWW!” he cried as one side received several increasingly hard swats in quick succession.
“That’s it! Good boy!” she said as he raised his bottom and turned to smile at her, begging for more.
They were well past the halfway point when he trained his eye on her body, twisting one way with the wind-up and the other with the release of the spring that brought the painful impact to his proffered arse. His eyes closed briefly as the pain penetrated but opened to stare at her leather-clad legs and tight undies, anticipating their removal and burying his face in her freshly shaved snatch, offering his gratitude for all she gave him.
“Owww! Holy shit!” he screamed.
“Ooo, that one really hurt, didn’t it!? Careful, sweetie! The windows are open. You don’t want the neighbors to know how you get spanked like a naughty boy, do you?” He thought of their next-door neighbor, Maddy, who always seemed to have a telling gleam in her eye when they’d occasionally meet during outside chores.
“Okay. Three more! Hard ones on both cheeks! Ready?”
“Ye … Ow! Oww! OWW!” he yelped but knew it wasn’t over yet, anticipating the cane that would surely be next, and the ‘whoosh’ through the air confirmed his suspicion.
“That was a bit more paddling than you’re used to, so only three tonight, okay?”
“Please?” he said with a look that said he wanted more.
“Okay. Six, but no more! I can’t wait to feel my Honeybear’s tongue lapping up my honey! Why don’t I take these off,” she said, slipping her undies off and kicking them away. “Just keep your eye right here on my honeypot!” she added with her finger briefly in her slit as she wound up the first stroke.
“Ah!” he cried as the hook-ended cane felt like it sliced right through him.
Five more, plus an extra for rubbing when he shouldn’t, bit into his bottom, and seconds later, his gorgeous wife was directing his tongue this way and that as he lapped up her sweet nectar. And paddling his sexy bum always produced her delicious honey in abundance.
He was glad the carpark was empty, though that would likely change on such a beautiful Spring day. He got out of the car, his backpack slung over his shoulder, and started on the trail, taking the turn on the less traveled animal trail when he came to it.
He didn’t worry about discovery in this park, which they’d frequently used for recreation and sexy outdoor play. A small section of the park was ‘nudist-friendly,’ and while he and Sandra never shared that state of dress with others, the atmosphere was one of ‘live and let live.’ Nobody cared what you got up to there as long as you kept to yourself.
The anticipation built as he walked the less-used trail to the spot that seemed tailor-made for his self-spanking ritual. He wished he had someone to do it for him, to him, but ever the introvert, he had not gone out of his way much to find that unique person, and so, relegated to spanking himself, it was better than no spanking at all.
He secretly wished his ever-attentive sister-in-law, Tracy, would take over for her sister, and she’d dropped a few hints of a kinky nature, so today he’d left a note in his kitchen for her, should she show up, telling her where he was and what he was up to. The risky action could result in either an awkward conversation or her showing up at the river ready to beat his ass.
He could hear the rushing of the Murrumbidgee River waters as he neared their favorite spot by a pool on the river’s edge. His excitement and trepidation grew with every step. It had been too long since he’d done this, and he looked forward to the pain/pleasure of a well-spanked bottom, but there was still some risk of an embarrassing discovery.
Arriving at the site, he looked around, up and down river to see if anybody was within earshot and was satisfied that he was truly alone this early morning. Playing his submissive role, despite being a solo performance, he stripped naked as though ordered to by his imaginary punisher. Feeling some of the natural apprehension about being nude and what he’s about to do, his excitement grew.
Opening his backpack, he took several items out and began preparations, his butt just itching to feel a good hard smack. First and foremost, the Lexan paddle, and he couldn’t resist the temptation to give himself a few swats before putting it down. The blanket, cuffs, locks, and chains were all brought to the large fallen tree that served as a natural spanking horse, one of the many attractions of this locale.
After laying the blanket over the log to cushion against the rough surface and putting the cuffs on his wrists and ankles, he grabbed the paddle and bent over the log, squirming a bit to find the proper position and balance. He waited a minute or two as Sandra never just started spanking him as soon as he was in position; rather, she might be scolding, teasing, or threatening him before the spanking began, depending on the mood and setting.
Finally ready, he got a good grip on the paddle, placed it on his bum to aim, drew his arm back, and let the first swat fly. It didn’t land quite right, as the first few swats usually don’t, but several more followed that landed just right, imparting the pain he desired.
He pictured his beautiful Sandra behind him, her body’s inertia and arm’s arcing swing flowing into the impact of each painful swat. He knew he couldn’t hit himself as hard as she did simply because of his limited swing. He’d heard it said that whether voluntary or not, one would hold back on spanks you gave yourself. He didn’t feel like he was holding back; he tried to put everything he had into it, but still, it didn’t hurt the way hers did. He often doubled the number of strikes as a means of compensating for the reduced force.
He tried to leave the physics and motivation behind and concentrate on paddling his bum as hard as he could, and after twenty or thirty swats, the pain was building fast. Each stroke advanced the story and soon he was gasping and crying out, especially on those swats that landed just right.
He continued using only his dominant hand as the other wouldn’t be able to deliver even that diminished intensity, and it needed to hurt. Alternating sides gave way to several swats on a single cheek, the force increasing with each swat, groaning in pain after only three or four well-placed swats. A few repetitions of this pattern left his bum seriously sore, and a finale of a dozen more, trying to make them the hardest yet was close to the feel, if not the atmosphere, of a good hard paddling from Sandra.
Putting the paddle down, he rubbed his aching cheeks, remembering how she used to love watching him groaning, rubbing his bottom, and sometimes complaining if it was a punishment that he’d been spanked good and hard for.
He’d perfected this routine over time, adding to it in an attempt to make it more authentic, but he’d also expanded it to include something Sandra never did: bondage. However, he was sure they would have gotten to it had their life together not been cut short unexpectedly.
He threaded the heavier of three chains under the log, threading the lighter chains through the ends of it before affixing those to his ankle and wrist cuffs using a special kind of lock. It wouldn’t be realistic bondage if he were able to remove his bonds, so he employed a pair of Bluetooth-enabled magnetic locks controlled by an app on his phone.
With a couple of feet of chain between ankles, he bent over the log and fastened the wrist chains as well. With the lighter chains threaded through the heavy chain that passed under the log, he was bound to the log and picked up his phone to activate the locks. Once set, his only options were to wait out the original set time or increase it.
Once the timer was started, the locks could not be opened by anyone. There was a safeguard wherein if the phone or lock batteries died, the magnetic catch would release automatically. He employed a secondary failsafe using a timed email sent to someone after a set timespan, who could cut the locks with boltcutters he kept in his pack, the ‘someone’ in this case, his sister-in-law, Tracy — another indirect attempt to get her involved in his secret game.
He set the locks for ten minutes, activated it, and settled in for the wait, his bottom throbbing with the stinging, self-inflicted pain. In his mind’s eye, he saw Sandra wielding the cane, tawse, or one of the other more severe implements she saved for special occasions. He knew she’d delight in his predicament, that even as submissive as he was, in this position, he’d have no recourse but to take whatever she dished out.