My first sexual experiences short of intercourse were with Cary. Rather than continuing what should have been a fulfilling relationship, I abandoned her for greener pastures. Well, they were not greener, I can assure you. Part of the activities planned for the reunion in November was a hike up a local mountain trail. At the summit was what was once a private Victorian tower. It was now a tourist attraction. Cary asked me...

After our erotic reconnection, we decided not to share phone numbers or social media contacts. If we were to meet, it would have to be serendipitous. We didn't want to force things. I was at my son's house working on another project. Because of the gas prices and the distance between our homes, they let me stay at their house for the few days the project would take. On the third day, I was tired of painting and decided th...

I abhor reunions of any type. We had a milestone reunion approaching. When the notice arrived, I shredded it without a reply. Aside from sports, my high school experience was forgettable. In part because of whom I chose as friends and having ADHD.(even though there was no diagnosis at that time) Being impulsive and loquacious got me into more trouble than I will share here. Also, a quick temper only added to my misery. Th...

A deep azure sky accompanied by a light cool breeze is the recipe for a nice summer day. Temperatures were in the 80's with no trace of humidity.  Sloane had dropped by my home to say good morning. She was letting Siobahn sleep late. She knew my wife was kayaking, so her visit was safe. I was in the garage tuning up my hybrid bicycle. "Oh, I see you like to cycle," she said. "Yes, a friend and I cycle every Friday. We rid...

We ended our last encounter sharing a shower. Nothing of any consequence occurred because we were exhausted. Sloane excused herself to go to sleep. Siobahn asked if we could talk a bit before I left.She poured us each a Jameson and repaired to the den. "I genuinely like our situation. We have a special trust and enjoy mutual respect without baggage. There are boundaries that we are very comfortable which makes our relatio...

Chapter 1 There are many sayings about patience. Patience is a virtue; good things come to those who wait; absence makes the heart grow fonder; and things of that nature. As you can imagine, someone offering even to try an FFM exerts a great deal of pressure on your patience. You want something like that to happen yesterday, but there was no rushing this potential erotic adventure. Siobahn and I have a great deal of trust...

Siobahn appeared eager to pursue the porn connection we established but was conspicuous by her silence. You can imagine my trepidation.  Did I push too far? After watching, was she offended, embarrassed, angry, ambivalent? I had been contemplating several reasons why she might not be in contact for some time. As I was having my morning coffee, my phone buzzed, indicating an incoming text. It was from Siobahn. She knew I w...

If you recall, the last tryst we had ended in a very provocative query from Siobahn, "What kind of porn do you like?" Siobahn knew I used porn to fill in the spaces when we couldn't see each other. She wasn't offended by it because she knew my wife hated sex, and it was an outlet for me. My wife caught me looking at porn a couple of times and read me the riot act. I am careful to use incognito pages to peruse and download...

Between the virus and my schedule, Siobahn and I have only been able to enjoy each other's company on one occasion. We got together in the fall, which was the topic of my last story.  Since then, we have been texting in addition to a couple of well-placed phone calls. Fantasizing what we would do has been my only sexual outlet. Self-gratification is my only alternative at the moment. It's not as fulfilling, but it serves...

Not being in control has its merits! The summer before we left for college had been filled with sexual experimentation.  I had been masturbating, as all healthy males do, for some time.  It was gratifying but was still only a solo experience. We would do some heavy petting, some touchy-feely, but that was as far as it went.  In the privacy of my room, I would relive our experiences and perfect my technique. Sometimes just...

As I arrived at work on Monday, I found an envelope resting against my computer monitor. April was across from me hard at work, or so it seemed. I opened the envelope to find an invitation to dinner at her place.  As I turned I found her looking at me eagerly awaiting an answer. I said, “Of course, wouldn’t miss it.” The dinner was on Thursday evening. I asked if I could bring anything and she assured me that she had ever...

April and I had dated for a few weeks and things were going smoothly. We were getting proficient at not mixing work with our interest in each other, April was still wearing stylish outfits to work which were having the now desired effect. In our private encounters, April soon realized that French kissing was indeed not a cause of pregnancy and learned quickly that I enjoyed it.  One evening I picked her up and rather than...

Having sex outdoors on a warm day, in a secluded hamlet is by far one of the best experiences one can have. This is exactly what I had planned for April. I love hiking and try to hike once or twice a week. It’s a relief to get out of the city and breathe fresh air. So, at lunch I asked April if we could meet at the park to talk about my “outdoor” proposition. I was proactive and was prepared for both a negative or an affi...