I was lost. Wandering aimlessly. Then I met you. You took my hand and guided me. Walked me out of the darkness. Helped me find myself. We discovered Samantha. I fell in love. For the first time. The only time. You were there in my most troubled times. You were there for the happy times. You were there. Always there. Until you were not. I am empty. I am lost.

I walk down the busy street; my heart is pounding with nervousness and excitement. It is pride month, and I usually would be going to an event or a celebration, but today I had a date. I stumble and trip on my open-toed sandals. I glance down to make sure my red-nail polished pedicure is still intact. I arrive at a famous coffee shop in downtown, a little early. I look at my reflection in the window. I worked hard on my h...

I had just left a horrible living situation and was moving into my new accommodations. I honestly didn’t know what to expect. I had only met Aya two days ago, and I was moving in with her and her four roommates.  The house was amazing! It was a large house on a hill, and it had six bedrooms, two full bathrooms, and two large living areas and a large modern kitchen. I was told it was a rooming house in the 1920s, but it wa...

I arrived in Washington State, mid-summer for university. I did not know one person. The closest “friend” I had was Max, who lived three hours away. If you haven’t read my other stories, Max is my benefactor, my occasional lover, and my Sugar Daddy. My relationship with him may sound strange to an outsider, and it is complicated to explain. I met Max online, and he was the first person to call me and treat me as a “she,”...

I am a geek at heart! A game nerd if you like. I like video games, board games and tabletop games with friends. I love fantasy and science fiction, mainly. I am not ashamed. I was playing Dungeon and Dragons at my local games store. They have an area in the back that is just for my fellow geeks to get together. It was me, another girl and four guys and the Dungeon Master, Rick. I was a new addition to their game, only my...

My name is Samantha, my best friend, Greg, and I were driving across the country heading to my new school, my new life in fact. Greg and I have a special relationship. We have known each other since we were kids, we have never fought, and most importantly, he knows I am a trans girl. It hasn’t always been easy for us, and it has been a bumpy road sometimes, but he always ends up giving me his full support. Now we are frie...

I was safe in a home of people, that genuinely cared about me. Beverly and her husband, Carlos, had taken me in when I literally had no place else to go. I was relatively happy, I was having regular sex with both Carlos and Beverly, I had a place to sleep and eat, and I didn’t have any worries. Something was missing; I didn’t have a direction, I didn’t have any goals for the future. The first thing was my transition. I wa...

Kate, my girlfriend, had just found out that I was just out having sex with Max and Beverly. I resisted mentioning the fact that she was looking at my private email, and she saw the private pictures that Max had innocently sent. I sheepishly knocked on our bedroom door and begged to tale to her, maybe try to explain. The conversation from both sides was fluctuating from tears and anger: tears from me and anger from Kate....

I am a trans girl, meaning, I dress and act like a girl, but I still have my cock and balls and my girlfriend Kate, is a lesbian.  I had never been in a long committed relationship with anyone before, and we were thrilled. Kate was a few years older than me and very much the dominant person in our relationship, which was perfect, as I was always very submissive. Most of our friends were her friends, and we would mainly en...

From the very first night with Kate, I knew I wanted to be with her every day. She accepted me from the very beginning for who I was. Kate was a lesbian, so I knew that she thought of me as a girl, a girl with the benefits of a permanent strap-on dildo. We lived in a very conservative state, but there are a few gay and lesbian bars in the area, and Kate was well known in every single one.  ----- A little bit more about Ka...

I was in a daze. My boyfriend Luke had just walked out on me at the bar. He was ashamed and afraid to be with me as a trans girl. I was devasted, sad, angry and defeated. Kate, the beautiful waitress at the bar, sat down beside me and handed me a large glass of red wine. I realized just then that I was at Kate’s apartment. I glanced around the room. It was charming and eclectic, albeit a bit cluttered. I looked back at Ka...

What is dating like for a young trans, femboy? One word: Difficult. It is tough to meet people in real life. Firstly, the internet is not real life. I learned that the hard way with trolls and online bullying. Now, I found some great people on the internet; Max, James, Brian, Jasmine, Trixie, Tasha, Reese. I have only met a few actually in person, and they all went very well, but again, not real life. Dating apps go like...

I had been corresponding with Max for over eight months now and he was coming to my city to meet with me.   When the day finally arrived, the butterflies were making me nauseous. I told Beverly, my best friend's mother, about the meeting and she insisted on driving me, meeting Max, and checking the situation out for my safety. Beverly helped me pick out a dress and it took me forever to decide. I must have tried on everyt...

Hello. I was born a Samuel, and now I go by Samantha or Sam, to make things easier for my friends. For anyone that hasn't read the first two parts of my story, I would encourage you to take a look at them. I was living at my best friend, Greg's house for three weeks now. Every day, I was dressed as and lived life as a girl. I was accepted by his entire family, even Greg's father who was in the military. Beverly, Greg's mo...

Like most people, they find the internet is a way to explore their sexual desires in private and with anonymity.  I had no one to talk to about my need to wear women’s clothing. I didn’t know how to explore my sexual feelings and desires other than the web. I was still deep in the closet, and my parents wished I stayed in there forever. Luckily my family wasn’t very clingy, and they left me alone in my room for the most p...