It had been a long day at school. I was eighteen years old and I hadn't had sex yet. This made me absolutely miserable because all of my friends had sex already with someone. I constantly felt unwanted and undesirable. Every night I would masturbate in my room. No one knew about it and it was just one of those things that I did. Hours had passed. I had done my homework, fed the dog, talked to my friend Anna on the phone,...