This morning started off a little differently than our normal routine. Normally Greg gets up and takes a shower before heading out and my day begins as it has for years, by fixing breakfast for everyone…only now it’s just Greg. This morning, however, I was eager to find out the result of last nights events. Perhaps I should take a step back and explain what happened last night?I found it difficult to sleep but not for the...

September 13th My Dad went to work today without even so much as a 'hello'. I woke up so horny, so turned on and expecting to see Daddy in my room. All these times he has come in to watch me dress, all these times we could have been touching, playing with each other and now, the morning when I’m laying here with nothing but a little tee on, he leaves! No ride today so I’m just going to stay home and pout. Mama just poked...

The loss of Nick has been difficult these past few months. You think that you’ll get over something like this, that somehow the nights will become less lonely, less empty but it isn’t true. It isn’t true at all. The bed is too large for just one person and there are times when I wake up and I can still smell him, feel him in the bed next to me. Do you know how lonely that feeling is? It’s worse than a nightmare to wake up...