I've enjoyed crossdressing as long as I can remember, and I've always been a sissy at heart, but outwardly I'm a regular looking and acting older guy. I'm very submissive, and willing to submit to both males or females. I don't mind a spanking and other "punishments" now and then, but nothing too severe. I'm married to a wonderful woman (forever) who likes me to wear panties, but she doesn't like me to get fully feminized, so I have to do that privately, or with understanding others. I enjoy the opportunities provided by the Lush community to further explore my sissy side and meet like-minded and/or understanding people. My stories are fantasies, and so far they all feature a sissy named "Steffie". She is sort of my alter ego, the sissy I'd like to be if I had the freedom to become her. Her story lines vary, kind of like she exists in parallel universes, but she's a perpetual sissy no matter which universe she finds herself in. So I've updated my name on here to Steffie.
Interests Crossdressing (M to F), sissies, FemDom, and Alpha males and other men or even sissies who let sissies service them without reciprocation.
Favorite Books Crime and Punishment, The World According to Garp
Favorite Authors Dostoevsky, John Irving, Ram Dass
Favorite Movies Dr. Zhivago, Once Upon a Time in the West, Unforgiven
Favorite TV Shows Big Bang, any Star Trek shows
Favorite Music Folk rock, Alternative, Rock, Oldies