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RoseOfDesires
Over 90 days ago
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Canada

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That I'll do then, doctor here I come. It just seemed odd how it was only lubrication that made me burn, and not anything else, so I never thought it could have been a cut until just recently. And I have a psychologist, it is a requirement and I can't get any further on my path without one.
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A few years ago a popcorn seed shell gave me a gash on the inside of my ass and still hasn't healed. Ever since then I haven't been able to use lubrication because it burns with an intense pain. I've been able to use anal toys dry to an extent with water, but I still find myself bleeding at the end of it and I'm very certain it isn't safe or healthy by any standards. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to heal it up somehow?
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Quote by CaseyGrae

I have had 2 nightmares repeatedly throughout my life, sometimes they will happen two or three times in one night if I wake up. I couldn't describe them no matter how hard I tried! They're very strange and from what I remember about them in the morning they aren't actually scary. They just panic me for some reason. All I remember from one of the nightmares is simply a featureless face moving back and forth. I've dreamed of that since I was very little.


Your nightmares that you can't remember are called "Night Terrors" or Sleep Terror Disorder. What happens is something that you are visualizing in deep sleep instigates your instinctual fight or flight response involuntarily and you become scared and panic trying to get away from whatever you saw. Some of the potential causes that I can figure out are ... genetic, too much caffeine, fevers, lack of sleep, medication and/or drugs, anxiety, phobias, post-traumatic stress disorder, stimulants before bed, jet lag, sleeping somewhere new, stressful life events or changes (like marriage) and something touching you in while you are in the deepest part of your sleep, non-REM sleep (rem=rapid eye movement). Apparently the longer you stay in non-rem sleep the more terror you feel during the episode.

While most children outgrow it by the age 10, it is still possible for adults to experience them.

Some remedies are ... unwinding before sleep, like a warm bath or a nice book. Cool down, a high room and body temperature just exacerbates the event. Fall asleep listening to soothing music. Herbal remedies, like chamomile and finally essential oils like lavender, but make sure the scent stays around till morning.

Hope that helps even if the help wasn't necessary, the remedies can still be used for everyone with nightmares, so please abuse them!


As for me, I don't dream often. In childhood however, I dreamed of "The Shadow", a walking shadow of a man who would come and try to suffocate me ... I think. Maybe it was just him keeping me quiet for some reason or both, but he occurred numerous times a night for many years. The other nightmares were of my stuffies coming alive and attacking me, the never ending hallway that seemed to stretch forever and blast with impassible wind and where my mothers door would always remain locked or blocked. The worst part of them was I thought they were real every time, I never actually remember laying down in bed to go asleep. I could also tell when a dream would occur, as before I went to sleep my vision was accompanied by what I called at the time as "a million little arrows flying across my face" where now I think of it as "old school t.v. static". I can even remember the night my nightmares started happening, I was going to go to sleep on the couch in the living room when I decided to eat some Bugles. The moment I did I had a vision or a hallucination of two "beings" fighting above me in the air. My memory fails me on whether or not they were good and bad beings or whether or not one of them won. I keep thinking to this day that the bad being won but that could be just a false memory and it feels more plausible that they just disappeared in the midst of their fight.

I don't record my dreams, but I know that it is a training process for lucid dreaming, where you can control your dreams to a certain extent and it feels vividly real.
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Am I one of the only ones who actually enjoys the feel of tight thongs or g-string rubbing against my butt-hole? It's an added bonus to watching the eyes of men follow the sway of my hips.
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Why would any girl want to have a cock? Cocks are noisy in the morning.
Your lace panties will get torn, I've given up on wearing them, all of mine have cock-holes.
Thongs and g-string will be difficult to wear in public, they won't keep your cock in place.
Only form-fitting and control panties really work, and it gets REALLY hot, sweaty and itchy down there. You won't be able to concentrate on anything.
With skinny jeans, it'll be hard to relieve any itch or change the position of your cock once it gets hard.
No more prancing at the beach in a bikini!
No more wearing really tight or short dresses, or loose skirts that cling.
Why would we unleash a load of cum on someone else when we want the cum to ourselves?
I've been a firm believer that a girl's pussy grants her more pleasure than a man's cock does. I mean, a higher chance of multiple orgasms and the ability to take in multiple cocks at once? Damn my trans-sexuality ... why couldn't I be born female?

I will say this though, men are lucky. A pussy is a pussy and one pussy is as good as any other. For us girls, we have to find that one cock between the endless reign of fugly cocks.

Unless you're lesbian.
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I haven't played a board game in a long time ... though my favourite was either Risk or Sharp Shooters. Sharp Shooters was a game with dice sort of like Yahtzee, you never actually shoot anything.

In terms of other games ...

I enjoy Magic the Gathering the trading card game a lot, though the amount I have to spend on the cards to make decks win at the Friday Night tournaments easily overcomes the accumulative price on all of the clothes I have bought. A single deck can easily be worth $200-$700.

I was always a childhood fan of solitaire and its many forms. I can complete a single game of Montana in about 5 minutes.

I enjoy the occasional game of Texas Hod'em, though it's been ages since I last played.

Played a lot of video games and there was never really anything that I hated, besides maybe going online with Call of Duty and having to listen to all the whiny brats on there. That and I won't play sports games. Other than those I can pretty much play anything.
Here is a "small" list of "some" of my favourites.

Blaz Blue (series)
Kingdom Hearts (series)
Ratchet and Clank (series)
Disgaea (series)
Fire Emblem (series)
Smash Bros (series)
Warlords Battlecry (series)
Earth 2150 (series)
Chrono Trigger
Batman Gotham City Impostors
Evil Genius
Team Fortress 2
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Dad's Goodie Rings, chewy chocolate covered coconut, raisin and oatmeal cookies. Never before has a cookie tasted soo good.
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I personally believe a large contribution to this is mainly because of the intimacy during . You can't capture the intimate relationships between family in a porn movie as well as you can on story. An important component to in my opinion is the characters feelings towards the situation, and you can't really capture that during a movie or a quick video. Another thing is because a majority of the actors aren't even related, so even if they try and act it out, it won't feel like the same thing. It'll be a rare day when parent and child or a couple of siblings both agree to go through a porn route, and one that will be popular.
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Thank you nicola, I think I will go see a doctor for this, no reason to risk a massive infection in the mouth.
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I certainly agree that it is a general nature to try and want what we can't have or is frowned against, similar to what She said. But you have to consider people with things like Paraphobia, the fear of sexual perversion. Or asexual people, voluntarily or involuntarily. Look at the one House episode where an asexual couple came in, the man actually had a disease that caused erectile dysfunction, but still made him completely fearful of having sex in any way. Even if it was a character on a show, it's a good example of what can happen. Not everyone is naturally kinky.
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I have a massive one, shaped in a flap of a semi-circle, rubbing against my upper teeth and it is really starting to hurt when I eat. It developed about a week ago, just appeared out of nowhere.

Any idea how to get it removed?
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I opened one of the books, I think it was the first one, read one sentence closed the book and never touched it again.

" 'Your quite the disciplinarian,' she hiss"

I can't stand a book with errors like that, takes me out of the story for a long portion of the book. Considering how popular it was, how could she not have gotten an editor to fix it? All I know was that it was a Twilight fan-fiction, which evolved to a trilogy.

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If anyone could explain to me why this crap has such a huge commercial success?


The only reason I can think of for it to be this popular is because it had the right publisher, advertisement, title, and cover art/photo. Similar reasons why Harry Potter and Twilight become really popular.