I had started to grow into what my new sex life has become. I had stopped even thinking about seeing women. Sam's weekly visits to my apartment had become normal. Afternoons were spent on my back with his balls dragging across my chin after finishing him off, me trying to tease him hard again while he lubes my ass, and waiting and hoping for my next fucking. I was lost in a way that I never expected. When Sam is ready, he...

True and ongoing. I should have expected what would happen soon after the sudden death of Sam. That he dropped dead wasn't as m of a surprise as how it happened. Sam was on his knees in the clubhouse showers. Pants around his feet and taking a shit, which he promptly fell back into. This would immortalize this poor wealthy fuck in Clubhouse legend forever. The poor guy just drank himself to death and his body surrendered...

This story is told as it happened. It began with our neighbors Tina and her husband Sam becoming friendly during the shutdown. First, it was outdoor chats over the fence. Then barbeque traded back and forth on platters. And when the vaccines became available, we began to spend actual time together outdoors. Tina was a great guest and hostess, just like Emma. Sam and I were both a bit reserved and grumpy. As quickly as thi...

I began to understand that I had crossed into a different and undiscovered place. What came into focus was how I thought about what just happened. After meeting Tommy, and now knowing who he was, I let myself dive into the deep end, so to speak. Tommy was the assistant to the President of the Company that I had been working so hard to close a deal that would make my job finally secure. He was, as I was to learn, somewhat...

Fresh out of Business School, I was recruited to work for a company that required a lot of travel. Having basically ruined my life and relationships with the idea of a corporate master of "getting ahead," I was completely adrift I hadn't settled anywhere, and my grad school girlfriend went across the country for an unpaid internship and a new life in the banking world of lightless cubicles and endless days. Though I misse...