I'd rather be lonely alone, than lonely with somebody else... I've decided over time and mishaps just the same that although I ache for companionship I can be alone if and when the time came Like an unattended orchid my emotions are left to die As if I had crawled in a blackened hole I feel alone and didn't know why As if I’m a used toy doll I’m tossed away and never once caught Broken and shattered my heart lay abused as...

I see you when you look at me, I see it in your stare. All the hours of silence between us, it's as if something still lingers there. Nervous and intimidated, as this story from my lips is told. Each and every time I feel you near, more so now than ever before. Sheepish and yet anxious, just to look up and see you there. I keep my mouth shut tight, not to say anything you don't want to hear. You had wanted and had cherish...