I'd rather be lonely alone, than lonely with somebody else... I've decided over time and mishaps just the same that although I ache for companionship I can be alone if and when the time came Like an unattended orchid my emotions are left to die As if I had crawled in a blackened hole I feel alone and didn't know why As if I’m a used toy doll I’m tossed away and never once caught Broken and shattered my heart lay abused as...