First Things first…

I am just your ordinary girl from germany. I have only recently become a single mum. But that is a story for another time...

And yes, I am real, pretty honest and far from fake...

The avatar isn't me but you might find a pic here and there of me I my public folder.

I became a member almost a year ago with just one statement at first:

I don't know what I am looking for but I am looking forward to it...

This phrase is still accurate while at the same time it doesn't really apply to me anymore.

Let me elaborate....

I came here first and foremost to get off on reading stories. That's what I always did, starting with my first romance novel with a little bit of sexy back when I was 13. I still read a lot, if not on lush, I would finish more than 1 book a week. I also got into writing around that age but never thought I was any good or just didn't have any audience. 

That is one thing I found while being here: my love for the written word. It just makes me happy to read but more so I love to write, to think about new scenarios and find ways to describe them to an invisible audience. 

I also found a new path to myself, to my innermost feelings. I was always good with expressing them, I am a woman after all, but I kinda learned to suppress them for the greater good, for the harmony of the group. So I am looking forward to finding out more things about myself and hopefully can transport them into my real life.

Another thing I found here and didn't know I was looking for, are deep conversations with others. The chat didn't appeal to me when I first became a member. But since there are some pretty beautiful minds on this platform I became more open and got rewarded. 

Towards some I feel a very deep and genuine connection, a connection which is hard to find even in real life. Something I never would have thought possible.

So for all of you who just want to get off…feel free doing that while reading my stories. But I for myself don’t want to play or do cyber with anyone right now.

And as I said in my older bio text, PLEASE don’t send me your dick pics, not interested!

But if you are into conversations regarding anything really, feel free to contact me.

So as you can see, although I didn’t look for anything, I found a lot more than I bargained for. And I also got a feeling for what I am looking for, in real life mostly.

Btw I don't really understand why there is a difference made between real life and cyber.

We all have feelings and inhibitions…doesn’t matter if we are meeting in real life or in cyber. The only difference is that one can ghost the other much more easily in cyber than in real life.

So please, stay honest and try to be nice, whoever you are talking to.