She turns as she hears me Smiles, her eyes sparkling And turns away again Looking back as I approach Admiring her form As I draw closer Moving more slowly now Seeing the blush Of anticipation On her cheeks Standing so close Her breathing changes As I place a hand On each hip The tender warmth Of my kiss on her neck The sound of my whisper  "I've missed you" As my hands Squeeze her gently My breath warm On her neck now She...

I often wonder How it would be To have our worlds  Intersect for a while Your world and mine This world and real life And to be with you To have us be as one Just once We'd initially meet In a public place Such a better idea, At least at first The conversation Of much more than strangers Somewhat awkward, As we introduce ourselves In a very different way Each searching The other's eyes For any sign Of disappointment Each...

In the shadows  For 16 months A secret we kept, Even from friends In this other world Who was to know That your comment On my story Would see us Move so quickly To create our own The conversation Was so natural The curiosity,  Subtle at first, Words unspoken Building anticipation, Filling the space Between our words And so began Our gentle dance Of mutual seduction Holding you close A gentle touch, Words to caress, Liftin...

I wake up This Christmas morningYou're beside meIn my parallel world Still asleepYour hair tousledOver your bare shoulderYour breathing softA slight glow on your faceFrom our night before I smile at the memory Of who we were, At the warm comfort Of who we areAnd at the promiseOf who we can beAs I watch you sleep You're waking nowYour eyes twinklingYour mouth openingTo a gentle smileThat lights up this room I reach for you...

It's been a few days nowA busy time of yearAnd I've missed youI signed onHoping to say helloTo catch upTo smileTo laugh Perhaps more? Passing a little time Reading some stories Thinking of our own Our first time The sharing Of secrets Shifting boundaries Over time New adventures That sometimes  Surprise us The comfort  Of sameness But each time  Still special  In its difference Wishing You were here  Now, if only For a wh...

To Stand With You In The Sun I sometimes wonder If it's right or wrong The line between the two Blurs so easily With a special friend With whom I connect, Laugh so easily And share openly Desires we hide From the rest Of our world It's my secret life Here in the shadows Far from inquiring eyes Who would judge Without understanding It's my freedom To be someone I can never be To talk and explore Things I would like to do T...

Our Kisses A kiss hello A gentle kiss A momentary linger "How was your day?" All of our cares disappearing Smiling and laughing As we say a lot of nothing About nothing at all Sometimes just a short chat More to catch up and say hello Sometimes more serious talk Because friends are there For each other A kiss of anticipation A longer kiss Building anticipation Clear from the conversation "What are you wearing?" Signals th...

I reached for you In my night The softness Of your skin, Your warmth You pulled me closer In our dance Of mutual arousal But, alas, It was merely Restless slumber As I woke I wondered If you also Reached for me In your night Two smiles Our shared Anticipation Until we touch Once more

I reached for you In my night The softness Of your skin, Your warmth You pulled me closer In our dance Of mutual arousal But, alas, It was merely Restless slumber As I woke I wondered If you also Reached for me In your night Two smiles Our shared Anticipation Until we touch Once more

I miss youThe words that flowSo naturallyThe feelings sharedSo honestlyAnd the little thingsYou say to meThat make me smileI want youAnticipation buildingOf seeing youYour touch, your scent,Your warmth, your tasteWhere there areNo caresExcept each otherI need youWhen I'm with youA feeling buriedWhen I'm awayWe can never Get too closeThe priceWe have to payAnd I respect youFor who you are,Your mind and heartThe intimacy we...

He was just another stranger An online dalliance She didn't think he'd be  Much different She'd seen it all before But his words spoke deeply To her mind and heart Caressing her like no other With tender whispers in her night She felt he saw inside her The sameness and lost romance The desires left unspoken And now not even asked She imagines him beside her His warm breath upon her neck His caring touch Explores her essen...

As a younger man,The object of desire Was a thing Two as one- The moment, The doing, The having, The taking As an older man, The object of desire  Is a feeling Two as one- The being, The you, The me, The we And so I've learned, The passion of doing And the feeling of being Together make us, An object of desire

Sometimes, things just happen. It's not something that you plan or even seriously think about. You find yourself in a situation in which you face a most unexpected choice - one that can have a profound effect on how you view yourself. This is a story about one of those times. It was one that saw my awakening as a much more complete and confident sensual being at a relatively late age. By way of background, I realized on r...