If I can't have you, I'll take the next best thing
Desire gets the best of me
How did I get myself into this, I wondered, sitting on your bed waiting. Even now, despite the feeling of lust and horniness that is taking over, I know I shouldn't be here doing this. This is wrong; you and I have been friends for years. Close friends, even, who shared so many secrets and desires, except the one I needed most. I don't blame you for not wanting me in the same way, but that doesn't change how I feel abou...