Sitting in a cold room agonizing over the exact curvature of his lips, should they be more angular and hard or more giving and soft?   His eyes should be a piercing blue that could cause a woman to lose her very thoughts.   His body should be hard yet soft enough to give when she curled up next to his heat on a cold wintry night like tonight.               Macayla, Mac to all her friends, sat pondering the image in her he...