I have yet to find a distraction to keep my mind occupied while I anxiously wait for her to return home. TV shows, books, and game apps work for a few minutes but nothing takes the edge off completely. Despite doing this over half a dozen times, each instance fills me with the same nervous energy as if it's the first. As I lay naked in our bed and patiently wait, I glance over to the clock on the nightstand and notice it'...

At the time of these events, approximately three years had passed since my mistake of letting go of an amazing woman that provided both intellectual and physical satisfaction like no other woman before or since.  I was in my mid-thirties and still making the same relationship mistakes I had been making in my twenties.  To this day, I can't figure out why I didn't grab hold of her and refuse to let go but I didn't.  I woul...

At the time, I was a single guy in my early thirties enjoying my freedom on the dating scene. Our company had recently hired a new manager to work alongside me. From the moment we were introduced, I was instantly attracted to her. Her name was Nikki.  She was a little over five feet tall, tanned skin, sparkling hazel eyes, with dirty-blonde hair that went just past her shoulders. Although the first day she wore a conserva...