It had been nearly two weeks since Vivian had enjoyed a night of lesbian pleasures with Elena. Since then, they had spoken over the phone, but busy schedules had prevented them from actually getting together. Vivian had told William about her friend, but he had no inkling of Vivian's true feelings about Elena. During that time and since his return from his college exploratory trip, he sensed something was going on with his stepmother, but she insisted nothing was different.
Sex with her had happened, but Vivian seemed to be distant. She still enjoyed their bedroom gymnastics, and she was loving and complimentary to him, but she was more subdued lately and thwarted his lusty advances more than usual.
Returning from some errands, he found Vivian reading in the living room. She was dressed casually, in sweatpants and a too-large men's T-shirt that had belonged to his dad. He was happy to see she wasn't wearing a bra and her prominent nipples jutted proudly through the cotton fabric. She looked up with a smile as he entered the room.
"Hi, Hon. How's your day? Get everything you need?"
William replied with the typical small talk answers and asked about the book she was reading. Then he paused, and sat opposite her on an easy chair, a serious expression on his face.
"Is something wrong lately, Viv? I get the feeling you are bothered by something. I hope it's not me. Remember, we promised to be honest about our relationship. But you've been different lately. Did I do something wrong?"
"Oh, Honey, no. You've done nothing wrong. I've just had a lot on my mind lately. It's just... oh, hell, I'll try to explain."
Vivian set her book down and clasped her hands together on her knees as she leaned forward toward her stepson. She tried to think how to begin, but then just shrugged and started in.
"I told you that I had dinner with my old friend Elena when you were gone." She paused. "But I didn't tell you everything. Elena and I came here after dinner and had more to drink. We probably had a bit too much, and we ended up doing things I'd never done before. Elena ended up spending the night. In my bed. With me. We got carried away, I guess, and I just didn't know how to talk about this with you. I don't think I'm a lesbian or anything, but honestly, it was wonderful. My only regrets are keeping this from you."
William stared at his stepmother, uncertain how to respond to this unexpected revelation. Vivian certainly seemed to enjoy coitus with him so it wasn't like she was a closeted gay woman. She approached sex with him like a teenager in heat half the time. But then it hit him: how would this affect their relationship in the future? Would this mean the end of their torrid sex? A slight panic set in.
"Are you saying you don't want sex with men anymore?" As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he realized how stupid that sounded.
"No, I'm not saying that at all. I'm just saying that I had sex with another woman, and I enjoyed it. Maybe that makes me bisexual. I don't know! This is new territory for me. But I thought I should be honest with you about it. I haven't dared to tell you until now, and I'm sorry about that. I don't think it was a one-night stand. I could do it again--under the right circumstances. But it doesn't mean I don't enjoy having sex with you. It's just different."
Vivian stood suddenly.
"Fuck! I need a drink. Want a glass of wine? I'm buying."
Vivian strode purposefully into the kitchen and after several minutes of rattling around, returned with two glasses of red wine.
"I'm not sure what I'm supposed to say at this point, William, except don't worry. It will all work out in the end. I still love you. Nothing has changed. It's just that now there is another person in the picture so of course that complicates things. And she doesn't know anything about my real relationship with you. We haven't gotten that far yet."
Finally, William spoke.
"I'm sorry if I gave you the wrong impression. You shocked me a bit, I'll admit, but the fact that you found someone you are interested in--I knew it would only be a matter of time. And I could care less if it is a woman or a man--as long as it's someone you love. I knew that sooner or later things would have to change with us as much as I love our relationship the way it is. We talked about that, remember?"
"Yes, but this doesn't mean you and I are done, William. As I said--it's complicated. And it's a new experience for me. I'm not sure how this will develop from here, but again, I need to be honest with you...and myself."
Vivian was now standing again as she spoke to her stepson. She set her wine on the coffee table and bent over to kiss him. The kiss was more for reassurance than anything else.
"And speaking frankly, as wonderful as it was to spend the night with Elena, there's something about a hard phallus that I find irresistible." What Vivian didn't say was that she would love to have it both ways.
"Can I meet her? If you are this way about her, she must be wonderful."
"Of course. I'd love that and we'll do it soon. She's gorgeous, smart, and sexy. But there is one thing you may not like."
William's eyebrows raised. "What's that?"
"She doesn't have big boobs like me. Her breasts are nice, but they are much smaller than these bad boys." Vivian hefted her breasts in her T-shirt. "I know you like big tits."
They both laughed and Vivian winked at her stepson.
"It's not like I think every woman needs to look like you. That would take the fun out of it, don't you think? I doubt I'll look at her quite the same way as I do you. Besides being a wonderful mother, you are sexy as hell."
Vivian filled William in on Elena's backstory: her previous unhappy marriage, how they met, etc. She emphasized the fact that their mutual attraction was sudden and that things were in the fledgling stage.
"This could go in any direction at this point. There is no need to worry about us, either. I'm still your mother and that will never change. Anyway, I'm sure you'll love Elena and I'll get us all together soon."
And she did. Vivian invited Elena for dinner and it turned out to be a wonderful evening. William was gracious and witty, and impressed by Elena's stunning looks as well as her intellect. It appeared to Vivian that he was even a bit smitten with her. But that didn't surprise her. Elena had that effect on most men.
At one point William excused himself to use the boy's room, and Vivian confessed to Elena when they were alone that she had told her stepson about their relationship.
"He knows about us. I told him everything. But it's fine. William is very mature and he isn't bothered by the fact that I am possibly enjoying a lesbian relationship with you. There's more, but it's all good."
So from that point on, Elena was less guarded and kissed Vivian in front of William, motherly pecks for the most part, but affectionate. She also warmed up to William as a result and hugged and kissed him as she prepared to leave.
"Wow, I see why you are attracted to her. She's a knockout, Vivian. I instantly liked her."
Vivian smiled and kissed her stepson."I was pretty sure that you would. I'm happy you two hit it off."
Later, after cleaning up the kitchen, she announced. "I'm going to bed, Honey. I don't suppose you'd care to join me? It's been a while since we've slept together and I bet your hormones are on alert after meeting Elena. She does that to guys--not to mention women."
"You don't have to ask twice. I just need to wash up and I'll be with you in a jiff." William's grin was ear to ear. And in minutes he was in bed with his stepmother doing his best to please her and maintain the status quo of their relationship. But Vivian had a different fantasy that she couldn't get out of her mind.
Elena called Vivian that week and suggested they have lunch and do some shopping together. It was a beautiful afternoon, and they sat outdoors at the restaurant. Each ordered a glass of wine and then another with their lunch. With a slight buzz to loosen her tongue, Vivian leaned over and whispered conspiratorially even though no one was seated near their table.
"I have a secret to divulge but only if you swear you won't tell a soul."
Titillated by such an opening, Elena crossed her heart and leaned forward to hear what she assumed was juicy gossip.
"I have a confession to make and it is something I've never told anyone. I'm worried that you will think horrible things of me, but I have to get it off my chest."
"Oh, Sweetie. I can't imagine anything you could say that would make me think horribly of you. You haven't murdered anyone lately, have you? Depending on who it was, I could even forgive that." Elena smiled and clasped Vivian's hands in her own.
"When Dan died, I was miserable and in a bad place. William and I were on eggshells around each other, and life was generally miserable for both of us. But then we found common bonds and our relationship clicked."
"That's wonderful, Viv. He's a nice young man. And so handsome. I'd have a hard time keeping my hands off him if I were in your shoes. But anyway, go on."
"Well, it is about William. As I said, he and I began to bond, and, well...we literally bonded I guess you could say."
"Wait! What are you saying? You didn't sleep with William!"
"Um, well, that is exactly what I'm saying except it is more accurate to say I'm sleeping with William. But most of the time we are not getting much sleep." Elena stared at Vivian, shocked for a few seconds before a sly smile crossed her face.
"Ok, Viv. I'm listening. Tell me all about it. This is rather exciting news, Darling."
And Vivian did her best to explain how it all came about and the agreement she and William made with each other.
Elena was astounded by this revelation, naturally, but she also was liberally accepting of such things, and after asking Vivian a few follow-up questions for a clearer understanding of the situation, she comforted her friend.
"Look, Vivian. I can see how this could easily happen. Both of you were in mourning, and given the circumstances, I don't think it's weird. As you said, it's not like he is your biological son so those issues are of no real consequence. Yes, it's not something that is widely accepted, but neither is a lesbian relationship. I understand it's not the same thing, but I understand as well how this could happen. And like I said, William is an adult, and a mighty handsome one to boot."
"That means so much to me, Elena. I hoped you would not be too offended by all of this. The problem now is where do we go from here? You and I are just getting to know one another, and I do love William. Not romantically necessarily, but as a son and as a lover. And he is a fantastic lover. By the way, I told him about you and me and he is fine with that. But I'm just not sure what is next. He and I both agree that our sexual relationship has to stop at some point but neither of us has been in a hurry to end it. We enjoy sex with each other too much."
"Well, the only advice I can give you is what you are already doing: be open and honest about everything. No one else has to know any of this and I am flattered that you have confided in me. You know that I think the world of you and want our love to grow as well. Let's just play it by ear, shall we? In the meantime, I would suggest a sit-down with the three of us to just lay the cards on the table and hear each other's thoughts and feelings."
That sounds wonderful, Elena. Why don't you come over Saturday again for dinner? I'll set it up with William in advance. And why don't you plan on spending the night."
"That sounds great. I'll be in touch if you need anything. Now, let's do some shopping."
Before Elena arrived on Saturday, Vivian explained to her stepson that she had confided their story to her. William was at first alarmed at this news, but Vivian assured him there would be no repercussions as a result. She trusted Elena as much as she did him. She also explained that she had invited Elena to spend the night.
"It's not anything to do with you, Sweetie. It's just that she and I have not had an opportunity to be intimate since the time I told you about it. I hope you understand."
"Of course, Viv. No worries. You've been wonderful to me in every way and you deserve to have your wishes fulfilled. I only wish I could do more for you, but anyway, I'm happy that you are happy."
Saturday finally arrived, and despite all her preparations, Vivian was a nervous wreck trying to ensure that everything would be perfect. Elena arrived on time as predicted. She had a small overnight bag with her and when she removed her light jacket, both Vivian and William gave her compliments on her beautiful and expensive dress adorned with a gorgeous pearl necklace.
Elena kissed both of them after a hug. William was surprised that she kissed him on the lips. It was unexpected but wonderfully delightful.
"You look marvelous, Darling, as usual. William, will you take Elena's bag and put it in my bedroom? Hors d'ouvres are ready and dinner is in the oven. I've picked out a special wine for the occasion as well. Make yourself at home while I take care of a few last-minute preparations."