I joined Lush when I was in my middle 60s…much older than the average member. I was settled in my real life…I had no wish to find a real-life relationship on Lush but enjoyed some of the stories and the profiles with their pics of gorgeous girls and ladies. I made no secret of my age but made it clear that I was seeking no real-life meeting – just a bit of online fun and friendship.
In the early days I send friend requests to lots of female members but, predictably, a lot were declined or ignored. Not surprising really - I was hardly the typical object of a nubile young girl’s desires!
One mid-morning early in my membership, I saw a profile picture of a most beguiling bisexual girl named Hannah…pretty, lovely smile and a few revealing (but not porny) photos of her in various topless poses. She was blonde and slim, with sparkling eyes. Her profile revealed that she was bisexual and lived with her partner, another girl of similar age.
Hannah was only in her early 20s so I had little hope of any response, but sent her a friend request. Much to my pleasant surprise I received a response within a few minutes…with a brief but warm message – “As requested, Hun x.”
I could see Hannah was online so opened a chat window, once again with limited optimism of a response. Again, I was pleasantly surprised…I got a response straight away.
“I’m already chatting to someone, Hun. Later?”
I replied, “OK Hannah, look forward to it.” Deep inside I didn’t really expect to hear much more and I turned my mind to other things.
Twenty minutes later my computer alert went off and I saw Hannah had opened a chat window.
“I’m free now, if you are, Hun,” she said.
I quickly responded that I was free and we started to chat. From the outset Hannah was very easy to talk to. She told me she lived-in North-East England, on the coast near Lindisfarne. She worked as a mobile hairdresser and was happy with her bisexual partner, a dental nurse called Alex.
I told her about my life, circumstances and interests – the conversation was easy and flowed well. After a while it became slightly more personal and we talked about our respective histories with other partners, either serious or fleeting. The feel of the conversation had changed subtly…it was quite intimate, suddenly, without ever getting smutty. Suddenly, Hannah took me by surprise.
“Want to play, Hun?”
I was pretty sure what she meant but the switch in subject had me flummoxed.
“Sexually, you mean? “, I replied.
“Yes, if you’d like?
I paused then quickly typed back.
“Hannah, I’d love to, and I really, really like you…but I can’t help thinking we should get to know each other a bit more first?”
“Of course, Hun, that’s fine,” she replied, “Probably a good idea.”
It would be a long time before I discovered what a massive effect my response had made on Hannah and how, as I would find out, she had, at that moment, thought to herself, “A guy who wants to know me rather than just get in my knickers. This is different – and impressive. I like this man.”
We wrapped up not long after that but I’d been left with a warm, rewarding feel about the new acquaintance. I had high hopes that we’d talk again soon.
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From our very first chat, I liked David. He was polite, courteous and respectful. His intelligence combined with an impressive line in chat made him a very charismatic man. Clearly a very confident man that always had something interesting to say, which ticked a box for me. I adore confidence in a man. A man cannot be attractive if he’s not confident. If he doesn’t believe in himself, then who will?
I have to admit he took me completely by surprise when he declined my invitation for an on-line sex session. Most guys would have jumped at the chance to wank themselves silly while I whisper sweet-nothings in their ear. I respected his decision and admired his resolve.
David had a certain mystique, a chemistry that I found irresistible. I found him both liberating and attractive. I was curious and wanted him more than ever.
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Later that evening the chat window opened again and my heart lurched a bit when I saw Hannah’s pretty profile picture.
“Hi Hun,” she said, “Just got home from work. Time to chat?”
I quickly confirmed that I’d love to and we instantly settled into a comfortable, easy chat. We talked more about our lives, interests and so on.
After a while Hannah said, “Hun, it is so, so refreshing to have an actual conversation with someone, without him instantly wanting to fuck.”
I hesitated then said, “I wanted to get to know you a bit – and you me. But…”
“But what, Hun?”
“Well Hannah,” I feel we have done that now, so…”
I could almost sense a softness as Hannah typed, “I like you Hun, very much. I’m ready if you are but I need to do real-life things now. Can you be here tomorrow night, say ten thirty?”
“I can, Hannah. I’ll look forward to it,” I said.
At ten thirty the following evening the window opened again.
Hannah says: Hi hun
David says: At last. I've been waiting for this, Hannah. Too much, maybe.
Hannah says: OK we'll go through a scene slowly. I will tell you what I am doing and the idea is you respond either with what you are doing or a response to what I am doing. If you are not sure what to say just type an "x" and I'll know to keep going. If you want to stop or ask questions please do.
David says: Understand. Go for it.
Hannah says: OK the scene is we are in a hotel bedroom and we have chatted each other up in the bar and have the hots for each other - OK?
Hannah says: I put my arms around you and kiss you softly on the lips
David says: Oh yes. I kiss you back, softly but deeply. I am blissfully surrounded by your fragrance and the feel of your soft body.
Hannah says: Gently pushing my tongue between your lips.
David says: I suck your lower lip and gently bite it. My hand rises to your breast and encompasses the softness of it
Hannah says: Pushing my tongue further, I search for your tongue.
Hannah says: Our tongues entwine, licking and flicking each other.
David says: Mmmmm, Hannah, I moan as I sink down beside you as our kiss continues. My hand goes up inside your top to find your smooth, soft skin and the hardness of your nipple.
Hannah says: I start kissing your neck, gently planting soft kisses on your throat and neck. Laying down on the bed together I lick and kiss your neck while you lay back and begin to moan.
David says: Hmm I like that you're able to turn yourself on talking about what you’re doing to me. I'm in awe of how sexy you are, my cock is throbbing with anticipation. Hannah, I want to kiss you down below.
Hannah says: I turn around to the sixty-nine position and spread my legs wide. Lowering myself onto your face, my pussy is yours.
David says: I inhale the scent of your arousal ...I gently lick your clit, then my tongue frantically explores the length of your most intimate part....your sex lips are wet and soft - they smell and taste divine..... Alternating between your clitty and the moistness of your opening, I dart my tongue deep within you, probing, fucking, wallowing in your juices….. you're just so sexy, so beautiful, my Hannah...
Hannah says: I take your cock and suck it. I feel it swell and twitch between my lips.
David says: I love that, I murmur. suck it wetly and warmly, Hannah...
Hannah says: Flicking my tongue over your silky-smooth cock head.
David says: ….. Oh my God, Hannah, how can I hold myself back if you are going to do that? Oh my God....
Hannah says: I run my tongue around your balls, sucking each one before licking my way back to the head of your cock to lap up your pre-cum.
David says: ….. Oh Hannah, you are going to make me cum...I'd wanted to cum deep inside your hole but this is sooooooooo erotic...
Hannah says: Babe, take your cock in your hand. Pull the foreskin right back hard… Feel good? You're very hard... stroke that cock.
David says: ….. Are you wet Hannah? Are you hot and juicy for me? I know I'm going to cum soon and I want you to do so too...
Hannah says: Rub it hun, long stokes. Force that foreskin right back. Eat my pussy juices, pump that cock.
David says: This feels so good, I’m going to cum soon.
Hannah says: Wiggling my hips I bury your face deeper into my sopping vagina. Wank that cock hun.
David says: .Oh I can't hold back
Hannah says: Cum for me, I want to see your hot sticky spunk.
David says: … You going to cum with me Hannah? Oh God, I'm cumming...
Hannah says: I work my hips faster, grinding my pussy into your face. You arch your back as your cock begins to twitch, sending a thick string of cum flying through the air. A second string covers your belly and gloops down my fingers.
Hannah says: Wow, so much cum. That was gorgeous, my darling.
David says: That was beautiful Hannah, simply beautiful. I really, really feel close to you. I so, so hope you do about me too
Hannah says: I enjoyed myself too. We must do it again soon.
David says: Hannah I would like to meet you and fuck you in real life. Well, make love to you, rather. I know I shouldn't be saying that but...
Hannah says: But what, Hun?
David says: The thing is, Hannah, that I'm sort of, kind of, falling in love with you. I know I shouldn't say that but it's true.
Hannah says: Well I'm sort of, kind of, falling in love with you too.
David says: Really? Oh God, I love you. Good night my love.
Hannah says: I love you too. Good night my darling, sweet dreams x.
David says: Speak again soon x.
Hannah says: OK hun. Night x.
As I got into bed that night, I couldn’t get David out of my head. I saw something special in him that I wanted to take further. He’s much older than me but his aura and energy were contagious. He was the life and sole of the party and I wanted to be at his party.
My girlfriend Alex and I have an open relationship. She’s always told me to follow my heart, seize love with both hands at every opportunity. She told me to never have regrets, but right this second something was weighing heavily on my mind.
I looked out of my bedroom window and gazed at the moonlit view, the light glistening on the ripples in the water…but there was no Lindisfarne in view, nor any Northumberland coast. The ripples I saw are were, in fact, almost 300 miles away from there.
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Hannah and I began to meet online regularly, both first thing in the morning and late at night. Often we cyber-sexed but not every time – we chatted insatiably about every subject under the sun. We had very different tastes in lots of things, as one would expect, but explored the differences together. We were getting very, very close. Occasionally we strayed close to the ‘If we ever met for real...’ scenario but both agreed that just wouldn’t be a good idea. I’m not sure I was fully convinced though – and I wasn’t sure Hannah was, either.
Weekends were not normally easy times for us to chat – we both had things to do in real life, but we still sent each other the occasional message on Kik.
One Saturday I decided to have a wander around West Quay – the large retail and dining complex in Southampton’s city centre. I had a couple of things I needed to get from John Lewis and the weather was nice enough to stay and have a beer in one of the terraces afterwards. I entered John Lewis through the area where pretty girls apply make-up, polish nails and generally pamper their (normally less attractive) customers. As I made my way through the area, I glanced at one chair where the store assistant was suggesting new hair styles to her middle-aged client. The assistant had her back to me, but I caught a glimpse of her in the mirror. My heart lurched and my head seemed to spin… It couldn’t be, but surely it was…
Some other customers were beginning to get annoyed with me blocking their way so I reluctantly moved to one side. I didn’t have as clear view but I still had enough to see the assistant’s efforts to impress her client.
I felt as if I was dreaming, faint with shock. I had to sit down. I made my way to the coffee area just outside, in the mall. I could still see through into the cosmetics area and could catch glimpses of the blonde hair as she tended to her client. I’d been so, so sure it was Hannah, but how could it be? More to the point, how could I tell for sure?
Putting my coffee down, I reached for my phone and, opening Kik, sent a kiss symbol to Hannah. I watched the assistant carefully – she paused, apologised to her client and reached for her phone. She typed a few characters then replaced the phone in her bag and resumed work. A few seconds later my phone buzzed. “Love you, Hun,” said the message.
I slumped back in my chair. So, I was right. My mind wasn’t playing tricks.
After ten minutes the client finished her session, paid and left the store, walking right past me. As she did so I took a chance.
“Hi...I hope you don’t mind but I notice how lovely your hair looks. I would imagine you’ve just had it done?”
The lady smiled at me, pleased with the compliment.
“Well thank you,” she smiled, “Hannah always does such a lovely job. I’ve been coming here to her for two years.”
So, there it was…Hannah had totally misled me about her location. I smiled a goodbye to the client then looked again into the store. Hannah was putting a coat on and appeared to be bidding her colleagues goodnight. I had to think fast. Hannah started to walk towards me. I got up from my chair and walked into the steady flow of the shoppers. When Hannah was a yard away, she sensed me in front of her and looked up.
“Hello, Hannah.”
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I was looking in the shop windows in the mall as I walked towards the exit. Suddenly I sensed someone in front of me, obscuring the way. I looked up and my heart seemed to leapt in shock. We stood facing each other and I found myself totally lost for words as we stood there.