Carol found herself pushing her cart through the aisles of the local supermarket, searching for ingredients that would make up for tonight's dinner. As she reached for a bag of spinach, she felt a familiar presence behind her.
"Mrs. Smith," John called out, his low voice identifying him immediately to her ears. Carol turned around to find him standing there with a basket in hand and Annie nowhere in sight.
Forcing a smile, Carol replied, "John, it's Carol. And I think it's about time you started calling me that.
"Yes, of course," John replied with a sheepish grin. "So, what brings you here today, Carol?" She couldn't help but notice the difference in his voice; he seemed much less shy, calling her by her first name.
Carol raised an eyebrow at his question. "I'm just doing some grocery shopping for the weekend. And where is Annie, anyway? Is she working late this week?"
John answered, looking at her. "Oh, she had to stay back at work tonight. Something came up. I'll be picking her up later."
Their conversation continued as they both walked through the store together. John was getting various items for the meal he was going to cook with Annie at his parent's place.
"So," Carol began hesitantly, "are you planning on cooking something special tonight?" She tried to keep her voice steady and focused on the task at hand, attempting to hide the turmoil in her head.
John chuckled nervously as his eyes searched the shelves. "Just spaghetti and salad–nothing too fancy."
Carol found herself suddenly taking charge as they walked down the aisle filled with pasta and sauces, her years of experience allowing her to put in a few suggestions for the dish he had planned.
"You know, John," she said gently, "if you're making spaghetti, I'd recommend using marinara sauce instead of Alfredo. It just pairs better with the noodles and has a lighter taste overall."
John nodded, appreciating her input. "That's a great idea, Mrs. - Carol," he corrected himself again with an embarrassed smile. "I am not a real good cook, but Annie showed me a few recipes."
As they continued shopping, Carol couldn't help but notice the way John looked at her - a mix of admiration and something else that was difficult to put into words. She felt herself blushing under his gaze.
Finally stopping in front of the meat counter, Carol leaned against the cold glass, watching as the butcher sliced through a slab of beef with precision.
"You know," she began softly, "when it comes to meat, you should always aim for high-quality cuts. It makes all the difference..."
John glanced at her in surprise before nodding appreciatively. "That's a good tip. So, what makes a cut 'high quality' exactly?" He asked curiously as he continued browsing through the selection of meat.
Carol stepped forward, her fingers pointing at one particular piece of beef that caught her eye - marbled with just enough fat for flavor and tenderness without being overly greasy.
"Well, for example, if you want to make a steak," she explained, "a high-quality cut usually has a bright red color, firm to the touch but not hard like bone, and it should have an even distribution of fat throughout."
John seemed to study her closely as she spoke, almost like he admired her. Carol's heart raced as she watched John's eyes linger on her hands before his attention moved back to her eyes. She couldn't deny the subtle arousal that his presence and words were causing her. As he grabbed a pack of ground beef, their hands almost touched. Carol found herself biting her lower lip, an unconscious habit she had long since given up.
She cleared her throat and tried to regain her composure, but the heat in her cheeks betrayed her. John gave her a curious look before she put the meat into her basket.
"Thanks for the tip, Mrs... Carol," he amended again with an embarrassed chuckle.
As they continued shopping, the conversation stayed on less serious topics. Despite the lighthearted banter though, Carol couldn't shake off the feeling that John's gaze held a deeper meaning behind it. Every time she glanced at him out of the corner of her eye, she would catch him looking at her lips or studying the curves of her body subtly.
When they reached the dairy section, Carol decided to take matters into her own hands - quite literally. She picked up a carton of heavy cream and turned towards John with a mischievous grin on her face.
"You know what would really make that spaghetti sauce stand out?" she asked suggestively, raising an eyebrow playfully.
John chuckled nervously but didn't answer right away. His gaze locked onto her eyes as he considered her proposal. Finally, after a long moment of silence, he nodded slowly with a smile that held both excitement and trepidation.
"Yeah," he murmured softly, "that sounds like it could be just what the doctor ordered."
As they reached the checkout counter, John handed over his credit card to pay for their shared purchases.
"Thanks for the shopping lesson. Can't wait for some more," he said with a suggestive wink before heading towards the exit with a wave goodbye.
Carol's mind raced as she stared at John's retreating figure. The way he said it was clearly hinting at her giving Annie that special lesson. Or was it? Her face flushed with a mixture of embarrassment and excitement, making it difficult to breathe properly.
As she stood there, transfixed by what had just occurred, a few customers behind her began shifting their weight impatiently, murmuring discontented remarks amongst themselves. Carol shook herself out of her daze and moved toward the exit, feeling the cool air hit her flushed cheeks as she stepped outside.
Once out of sight from the supermarket windows, Carol leaned against a nearby wall for support. Her mind whirled as memories of her forbidden dream flooded back to her. Her body moved through different stages, weakening her legs by the second.
She took a deep breath, inhaling sharply as she tried to steady her racing heartbeat, and then slowly released it, allowing herself to feel the air filling her lungs once more.
While resting against the wall, Carol's thoughts were interrupted by a familiar voice behind her. It was Frank Kline, a logistics worker who worked under Carol at the furniture factory she was working at.
"Hey there, Carol," he greeted her warmly as he approached. "What brings you here today?"
Carol managed to muster up a smile despite feeling flustered by the encounter with John earlier in the store. "Just picking up some groceries, you know, the usual." She replied, attempting to sound casual.
Frank raised an eyebrow curiously but didn't push further. Instead, he leaned against the wall next to her and struck up a conversation about recent events at work and the latest gossip among their colleagues.
As they chatted, Carol couldn't help but notice how Frank's gaze lingered on her lips occasionally–much like John had done earlier–which only served to heighten her sense of awareness and confusion with all of it.
After a few moments, Frank surprised her by asking. "You know," he said with a mischievous glint in his eye, "we could go for a cup of coffee."
Carol hesitated briefly before shaking her head with a nervous laugh. "I don't think that's such a good idea, Frank." She replied cautiously, keeping her voice low so as not to attract attention from passersby.
Frank didn't seem deterred by her refusal though and continued undaunted. "Alright, maybe another time," he added with a genuine smile.
As Frank prepared to leave, she surprised herself by speaking up once more. "Actually," she said slowly, feeling the heat rise in her cheeks as she met his gaze directly for the first time since their conversation began, "maybe we could have dinner instead."
Frank smiled widely at this unexpected turn of events before nodding eagerly. "That sounds great!" He exclaimed before turning on his heel and walking away towards his car. "I'll text you later. I got just the place in mind."
Carol's eyes followed Frank as he left, her heart pounding in her chest. She couldn't believe she had just agreed to dinner with him. What was she thinking? She shook her head, trying to clear her thoughts. "Carol, what are you doing?" she muttered to herself, her voice barely above a whisper as she got in her car.
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A few hours later, Carol found herself seated across from Frank in a cozy booth at one of their city's nicer restaurants. She had made an effort to dress up for the occasion, wearing a loose-fitting but still alluring black dress that accentuated her curves without being overtly provocative.
As the evening wore on and the wine flowed freely, Carol was loosening up considerably under Frank's flirtatious advances–something she rarely allowed herself to do when it came to men. The tension between them was comfortable as they shared stories about their lives while occasionally locking eyes across the table. They had much in common, being divorced and single for so long.
Once dessert had been cleared away, Carol felt a sudden sense of urgency wash over her as she realized how close she had come to crossing a line she never thought she'd cross. Her heart raced and her palms grew sweaty under the table as she leaned in closer, their faces only inches apart.
With a sudden burst of bravery born from desperation, Carol reached up and pressed her lips against Frank's roughly. It was an impulsive move that shocked them both but served its purpose–momentarily quenching the fire burning within her while simultaneously pushing it back into hiding once more.
Frank stared at her for a long moment before slowly pulling away, his eyes filled with confusion and desire. "Carol," he whispered hoarsely, barely recognizable over the pounding of their own hearts, "what just happened?"
Carol shook her head slowly as she forced herself to meet his gaze once more. "I don't know," she replied honestly, feeling a mixture of relief and guilt wash over her all at once. "But I needed that."