I stripped and sat cross-legged on the bed. My cock was semi-hard, lying against my thigh. I toked on the bong and started feeling so good. I get very horny when I smoke weed, and Cory does too. I wanted tonight to erase all thoughts of her desire to eat pussy, but I had my doubts, so I wanted to test her in my presence.   

I picked up Cory's phone and made a call. 

We are going to get ripped tonight and fuck all night. No lovemaking, just hard raw, animal fucking. It's what we both need. I need to own her again, and for Cory to surrender her body to me in every way. Her punishment will be me taking her ass. The one part of Cory’s incredible body she still holds and has never given away. But tonight, that will change. I will own her ass, and all her completely. I will have any part of her whenever I want her. 

I heard the shower stop and rustling in the bathroom. I had closed the curtains, and the lights were off. The only light was from the scented candles and incense I lit. There was the aroma of weed wafting in the air as well. 

The bathroom door opened. Cory was standing in the doorway, backlit by the bathroom light. 

"My God,” I stammered as I blew out a lung full of smoke.

The backlight showed Cory's beautiful body silhouette as the thin lace baby doll hung daintily on her like a secret veil. Her figure was outlined, and her pussy lips were clearly visible, hanging between her thigh separation. Her breasts swelled, and her nipples were hard and pointed, making the thin lace hanging off them.  

My eyes locked on Cory. My cock sprang to attention as I took another hit off the bong. Cory walked toward me, swaying her hips and cupping her breasts. 

She crawled onto the bed. The look in her eyes was hunger and lust. She licked her lips as she looked at my hardening cock in my hand as I slowly stroked it to attention. She took the bong from me, took a big hit on it, holding the smoke in her lungs, then leaned over and kissed me. She opened her mouth and blew the smoke into my mouth, shot gunning me. 

I welcomed her kiss and the gift she gave me. I reached out and cupped her beautiful breasts. I felt her hard nipples pressing into my palms. She leaned into me, pushing her chest into my hands. I squeezed her full breasts, then let my fingers slip around her taught nipples. I pinched them hard, starting her punishment. 

Cory let out a slow moan, withered, rolling her shoulders forward. I pinched her nipples harder, stretching them and making her squeal. She tried to pull away, but I held each nipple tight, twisting them. "Oh God, Bill, that hurts baby, Ouch…" 

I let them go, and she sat back, grabbing her breasts and rubbing her nipples. "Why are you being so rough?"

I didn't answer and lit the bong. I took a big hit, handing it to Cory. Cory hit the bong hard, pulling in a full breath. She held the smoke in, then kissed me, sharing our breath. I kissed her, then rolled her over on her front. I flipped the lace over her head and ripped off her thong, smelling the wet pouch. She was hot, and her scent was so strong. I tossed her thong on the bed. 

I placed the bong on the bedside table. I rubbed my hands all over Cory's back, down to her sweet bottom, rubbing each cheek, then quickly swatted her right ass cheek hard. An instant red handprint rose on her skin. Whack… was the sound as my other hand landed hard on her other ass cheek with the same result. The actions were so quick they caught Cory by surprise.

She shrieked, "Ouch, stop that, that hurts!" She tried to roll over, but I pressed her into the bed.

"Be still, or there will be more!" 

"Bill, why are you being so mean?"

"You know why. You cheated on me several times while I was gone, and I wonder if there have been more times over our time together."

"No, Bill, no other times, I swear. You said you were, OK?" 

"I am OK, but I want to make sure you will never do it again, so I am going to punish you a little, then I am going to make love to you, and sometime during the night and again tomorrow, I am going to take the one thing you have deprived of me. I am going to fuck your sweet asshole!" I spanked her hard on each cheek at the same time. 

Cory cried out and started to cry. The weed was beginning to get me wound up. My cock was as hard as I could remember. I moved behind her. I leaned down and kissed down her back along her spine, biting and sucking her skin. She started to coo as her crying stopped. I rubbed the burning skin of her bottom. Then kissed all over each cheek, feeling the heat of her glowing red skin.  

Cory cooed more as my tongue bathed her cheeks. She pushed her ass up against my mouth. "Oh baby, lick my ass, love it, then eat me. You have me so hot I need to cum."

"No, not yet my sweet; I have more to do."

I reached under the blanket and pulled out the blindfold I had put there earlier. I leaned forward and slipped it over Cory's head, covering her eyes. 

"Cory, you trust me. So don't fight this. You'll love it tonight, and it will be even more erotic if you can't see!" I ran two fingers down between her warm cheeks. 

Cory moaned, "Mumm," as my finger touched her tight bud. She wiggled her ass at me, rising a little. I pulled a pillow over and slipped it under her hips, setting her bottom up perfectly. She spread her knees apart a few more inches, making her cheeks open, exposing her beautiful asshole and succulent pussy.  

I could see that her tight hole was pulsing. I leaned down, teasing her, running my tongue around her crinkled hole. She moaned and pushed up against my tongue. Cory had never let me lick her ass, so I thought her ass must have been initiated by one of her women lovers when they fucked her, so now it was my turn. 

I licked and nibbled her hold and all around it, then kissed it, working Cory into a frenzy. "Oh God, baby, eat my ass. Put your tongue in me, please?" 

"So, your lady friends taught you to like ass eating. You have deprived me of this pleasure for all our years together. But you let your women lovers take your ass; how could you? I guess I have one thing to thank them for."

I dove back in between her cheeks and bore my tongue into her tight hole, her muscles loosened, and my tongue pushed in as far as I could. I reamed her ass and squeezed her cheeks. 

I moved my mouth, ate her pussy, replaced my tongue with my long middle finger, and pushed it in knuckle deep in her ass. 

"OHHHHHH FUCK!!!" Cory yelled as she started to shake, as her pussy exploded in my mouth.

I moved back up on my knees behind her and gripped her trembling ass cheeks. I put my cockhead against her hole and pushed my raging cock balls deep in one hard thrust. 

“OHHHHHH MYYYYY GOOOOOOD! She groaned loudly as they started pounding her pussy. I was relentless, driving my cock deep into her cunt, on a mission to make her cum harder than ever before. 

As I pounded her, Cory rose on her hands and pushed back onto my cock getting in sync as we fucked. I reached around and pinched her clit hard. Her whole body bucked, and she dropped down again, screaming into the bed sheets. 

“OHHHHH FUUUUCK CUUUUUMMMMIIIINNNNGGGG!! God, I am cumming so fucking hard."

I pulled back and then pushed my cock in slowly as she was cumming. I pushed my middle finger into her asshole at the same time.

Cory bucked, the begged. "OH GOD, BILL, I GIVE YOU, MY ASS. TAKE IT NOW!"

I pulled my finger out and pushed two fingers into her pussy, lubing them up. I quickly shoved them into her asshole, making her gasp. “Ohhh, Gaaawd!” in a low guttural voice.

Just then, I heard a movement. I looked around and saw Lacey standing at the bedroom door as she was stripping off her bra and panties. God she was a beautiful woman. I smiled at Lacey, motioning her to slip on the bed in front of Cory, with her pussy before her. 

Cory froze as she felt the bed move. "Fuck, Bill, what is happening?"

Cory, please do not remove your blindfold; go with it. You are about to have the best fucking night of your life. 

I pushed my fingers deep into her ass several times, opening her up. At the same time, Lacey stroked her hair and fingered her pussy. She got her fingers very wet with her cream and, on my signal, placed them under Cory's nose. 

At that moment, I placed my cockhead against her ass bud and quickly pushed it through her anal ring. As I did, I made her face move between Lacey's legs, and Cory's mouth was pressed into her wet pussy. 

The look on Lacey's face was beautiful as Cory dove right in, eating her pussy as my cock sank balls deep in her ass. I fucked her ass as hard as I could. Her ass was tight and throbbing as my cock slid in and out of her anal tunnel. The feeling was incredible, and my balls started to tingle, partly from me fucking her ass and partly from watching my wife eating this beautiful woman. It was a surreal moment. 

The scene was amazing. Both women were moaning loudly as they were being made love to. Lacey had thrown her head back, her mouth was open, and she was constantly moaning. Her hands were cupping each breast pinching her nipples and pulling on them. Her hips were rolling as Cory ate her, sucking her clit while fingering her pussy.  

My cock was hard fucking her ass. Cory was moaning loudly into Lacey's pussy. 

Cory raised her head. "Baby, finger fuck my pussy; I need to cum."

I leaned over and pushed two fingers into her pussy. It was dripping wet, and I could feel my fingers through the membrane as I started to finger fuck her alternating with my cock strokes into her ass. I fingered her pussy and fucked her ass like no tomorrow. 

Suddenly Cory rose up and pulled off the blindfold. She looked at Lacey and screamed, "Oh Fuck, Lacey, kiss me. I am cumming so fucking hard!"

Lacey slipped under Cory and pulled her body down onto her, wrapping her legs around her, mashing their breasts together, and kissing her hard, holding her as my fingers and cock fucked her holes. 

Cory's body thrashed around as Lacey tried to hold her still. I fucked her ass hard, stroke after stroke. I pulled my fingers out of her pussy and licked her cream off. I looked down seeing Cory’s pussy was pouring cream on Lacey's belly. They never broke their kiss as I relentlessly fucked her ass, catching up on the years of no anal. 

By the time I was ready to cum, Lacey had moved around and was eating Cory in a sixty-nine, and cory was eating her pussy too. My cock was beginning to swell, so I knew I was about to fill her ass with molten hot cum for the first time. 

I wanted it to be memorable, so just as I came, I raised both hands and spanked Cory hard on both cheeks. My balls exploded, and I pumped a gallon of hot cum deep into her ass. 

Cory gave out a shrieking scream into Lacey's pussy. “OHHHH GAAAWD, CUUUMMMIIINNNGGG SO HARD! I feel your cum filling my ass." 

Cory's body started to shake. Lacey was also screaming, cumming with Cory, but her screams were muffled by Cory's pussy pushing down on her face.  

We were all completely done, collapsing into a sweaty heap of quivering flesh. 

I rolled off to the side as the girls stayed together, licking, and kissing each other's pussy. I watched as they ate each other softly, lovingly, it was beautiful. They were into each other now, like I was not even there. 

I lay there for a minute, watching their passion rise like real lovers. I realized that is what I was watching, real lovers! It saddened me. 

I slowly rolled off the bed and went to wash up. Neither of the girls knew I was gone. I peed and showered. I dried and walked naked back into the room, watching them loving each other. They were so into each other I was of no matter. I left the room hearing them moaning and confessing their love for each other. Hearing their loving talk made my heart hurt. I quietly closed the door and walked to the kitchen, confused about the future.

My reason for bringing Lacey into our bed was to see what would happen and how I felt about it. I got an answer, but not the answer I had hoped. It was time to make a few decisions.

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I was in heaven. I was not sure what was happening.

My husband was playing with me, eating my ass and pussy. Then he pushed a finger in my ass, and the feeling was incredible. Marie had played with my ass, licking, and nibbling it, but nothing more. 

Bill started to finger my ass and ate me. He quickly moved up and pushed two fingers into my ass. Then I felt the bed move, and there was another person. From the scent I smelled, it was a woman, and I knew the scent. My God, she smelled like Lacey. What the hell was going on? 

I leaned forward, smelling her pussy. My blindfold kept me from seeing her. I was inches from her, and my senses were exploding. Just then, my husband pushed his cock into my ass. The pain was severe, but it lasted only a second then pleasure raced through me.

Bill pushed his cock into me slowly, pushing my face into the pussy in front of me. I opened my mouth and covered her wet lips. I knew this taste. It was sweet and intoxicating. My God, it was Lacey, but how? What the hell was going on? I was confused, but there was a cock in my ass and a pussy in my mouth, so fuck it.

Bill slapped my ass, and Lacey moved around so that we were eating each other. It was incredible. Suddenly we all started cumming. Bill's cock exploded in my ass for the first time. The feeling of his hot cum filling my ass and Lacey's talented tongue made me cum as hard as ever. I bit Lacey's clit and pushed a finger up her ass as I came. She came hard, "Oh God, Cory, I'm cumming, baby!? She sprayed her sweet cream filling my mouth. 

We collapsed together in a pile. But Lacey and I couldn't stop. We were so into each other we didn't think of anything but ourselves. My feelings for Lacey had grown stronger, and now she was in my bed. I never wanted her to leave. 

Lacey moved to roll me on my front. She propped me up on two pillows, and my ass was high. 

I noticed Bill was gone. Where was he? I wanted to call out for him, but I couldn't. Lacey had moved behind me and kissed my ass cheeks, then down my thighs, teasing me. Her fingers played between my swollen wet lips, sliding just inside and touching my G-spot. I was so close to cumming again, but she stopped and moved, not touching me. I started to shake. 

Lacey leaned over, "Hey baby, good to see you again. I thought this would never happen again, but Bill shocked me when he called me."

I rolled over, looking up at Lacey; she looked so hot. "What, Bill called you? What the fuck?" I don't understand. I cheated on him with you; why would he call you?"  

"He didn't tell me, baby. He said I had to get over here, be quiet, and not say anything. I was also confused, but he said I would be glad that I came. So, I took a shower and shaved my pussy, hoping you would eat me again." 

I looked at Lacey, "OK, let's talk to my man. I need to understand what is going on. 

We walked out of the bedroom naked, holding hands, down the hall to the kitchen. The light was on, but the room was empty. No Bill. 

I looked at Lacey, "Bill," I called out but no answer. "Bill," I called out again. 

"Cory, look at this." Lacey was pointing to a note stuck on the fridge. 

She had a sad look on her face. 

I read the note.

"Cory, 

I love you, but as I saw you and Lacey together, I knew I had lost you. Your desire for women is something I cannot compete with. I will always love you, but you need to be free to pursue your natural desires. 

You will have to convince me if I am wrong, but I am unsure how you can do that.

I am leaving for a few days to let you think about you and us. If you can make a complete commitment, please contact me. Do not call or text me for three days; then, if you are ready, we can talk.

I love you 

Bill"   

I fell back against the island, and lacey grabbed me. "Oh, My God, Cory, I am so sorry. I never wanted this to happen or thought it would. Maybe what happened just now when we continued making love and closing him out was more than Bill expected, which made this happen."

"God, Lacey, I can't lose him. I love him. He is my whole life, my future, my baby daddy. I can't survive without him I need him so much."

I fell into Lacey's arms, sobbing uncontrollably. 

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I had put on some clothes I found clean in the laundry room, slipped into some Crocks, and wrote the note. I was not sure what I was writing. Was I giving Cory away, or was I trying to force her into a decision? I wasn't sure. I was very conflicted.

As I drove off, I wondered what my life would be like. Were Cory and I going to make it, or were we over? I didn't know what was going to happen. 

What I saw an hour ago was genuinely concerning. I saw loving lesbians in my bed. Two women who could have cared less about me and what I was doing. Where I had gone, or anything other than making love to each other. There was passion, lust, and love between them. It seemed to me that Cory's decision was she loved women more than me. 

My experiment had backfired on me, or maybe it had helped me understand my real position in Cory's life. I was the former love of her life, displaced by Lacey now, leaving me out in the cold.

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I turned my phone off and drove around for a while. I ended up in Peachtree City at my brother Thomas's house. He had moved here several years ago to become a partner in an IT firm with a major contract with the Atlanta airport. It was his contract, so he managed this account. He has an excellent job and dabbles in some side jobs in the security world. He knows all kinds of people, and I need him to help me. 

I pulled into his driveway and sat there for a few minutes.

As I pulled in, I saw Caroline, his wife, walking across the front yard. She saw me and ran into the house. A few minutes later, she came out with their two kids talking to someone on her cell. A woman came across the street and took the kids with her.  

Caroline turned and looked at me. She walked toward the SUV. 

Caroline is my wife's best friend. As she approached, I wondered how much she knew about Cory's experiment and what had happened? I would have to find out before I left their house. 

Suddenly my phone buzzed. It was a text from Cory. She hadn't followed my instructions, so I ignored it. Then my phone rang, and I let it go to voice mail. Then my phone buzzed again. This time it was a text from Lacey, and I also ignored it. Then my phone buzzed, and it was another text from Cory. 

I had choices; I could answer one text or call from Cory, or the one from Lacey. I could ignore all of them and turn my phone back off so that is what I did. 

As I sat in my SUV thinking, Caroline walked over and rapped on my window, tap, tap, tap…

Startled, I looked up, rolled down the window, and looked at her. I am sure my face was blank or showed concern.   

"Hi Bill, wow, you look sad. What is going on?"

I just looked at her and went right at her, "Don't give me that bullshit, Caroline, you know everything?"

"What do I know?" Caroline asked with an odd look on her face. 

"Come on, Caroline, you know about Cory's experiment. Damnit, you're her best friend. For God's sake, she tells you everything!"

Caroline turned and took a step, stopped, and turned back, "You better come inside so we can talk."

"I'll be there, but I need to respond to these two texts."

"No Bill, don't, not until we have talked," Caroline said emphatically.

I looked at her, crawled out of my SUV and followed her up to the house. The kids had gone off to a friend’s house, allowing us to talk freely. I stepped through the door and saw Thomas sitting across the room in the kitchen at the table. I thought that was odd. He looked at me. His face showed concern, and that worried me. God Damnit… they both fucking knew!

Thomas stood up and went to the fridge bringing back four beers. He put the two beers for me at a vacant chair and sat down. "Have a seat, little brother."  

I looked around for Caroline, but she had disappeared. Then I heard her talking on her cell as she came back into the room.

"OK, I will try, but Bill seems pretty upset." 

"No, I will not do that. You will have to do that."

"OK, bye!"

She hung up and looked at me.

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I hung up with Caroline. 

"Lacey, I may have lost him. I don't know. How could I let this happen? I should have told Bill about my dilemma and gotten his blessing before I did anything. I was so stupid."

But then he seemed OK once he read the letter. We were going to make love, which would seal the deal for our future. Bill told me I would be punished. Then he spanked my ass hard. Then he fucked my asshole, and I loved it. He owned my ass, the only one to ever play there, well except for what Marie had done to my ass. 

Then he shocked me when he invited you over, and we made love in a threesome. That was incredible. But he finished, and we didn't. I was so into what we were doing that I never heard him leave. Was that what drove him away? We were totally focused on each other as we made each other cum over and over. Did Bill see that as love between us? Oh God No, I was ready to give up my desire for you or other women and devote my love 100% to Bill. We would start our family, and things would return to normal."

"Oh God, Lacey, I have fucked this all up. How can I win him back?"

I fell into her arms again. Lacey held me as I sobbed hard, shaking uncontrollably.

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"Caroline, who were you talking to?" Thomas asked.

She looked at both of us, "Cory, she is a wreck. She thinks she has lost you Bill, has she?"

"I don't know. If you had seen Cory and Lacey making love to each other, you might have a better answer. It clearly looked as though Cory was madly in love with Lacey, and Lacey seemed just as affected. They didn't even know I was gone for over thirty minutes. I had showered, and they never stopped, not for a second. They were in their little sexual world! So, what am I to think?"

I was amazingly calm, trying to reason through the reality of the situation. I looked at Thomas and Caroline. 

"How long have you two known about Cory's experiment?"

Thomas looked at Caroline, "Tell him!"

"Thomas didn't know until today when things went sideways, and I had to tell him because I didn't know what to do. As far as knowing about the rest, Cory told me about her latent desires a few years ago, but she assured me that she had them under control and was never going to act on them." 

"Then last April, when you went to Hedonism II again, Marie was there. Cory never told you she was there since she was leaving in two days. The first night you were there, she told me you guys made love like rabbits. The next day you played golf. While you were gone most of the day, Cory was in Marie's bed making love. As Cory explained her day to me, she had never cum so often and so hard before in her life. The passion Cory felt was like nothing she had ever experienced, and it confused her greatly."

"Cory told me Marie left the next morning. The remainder of the week, you two had an amazing week full of sex and a surprise threesome with another man, a young black Jamaican with a very big black cock. She loved everything about the week with you and the time with Jamal. The whole week was magical to her, but Marie confused her."

"After her day with Marie, Cory told me she never thought about Marie or any other woman until a few months later. Out of nowhere, her curiosity about women and her sexual identity came up again. There was no real reason; it just happened." 

"Cory has always loved you and been very happy with you. She loves your sex life together, so it had nothing to do with you." 

"It became of great concern to Cory, so she talked to me in strictest confidence, under the threat of death, if I told anyone. Cory and I talked a lot, and finally, Cory agreed she needed to see a therapist, and she found a good one recommended through the Mental Health Association." 

"Cory also talked to her gynecologist, asking for her opinion. Dr. Leist agreed that this was the best person for Cory to talk to about her problem. Dr. Elaine Smathers came highly recommended." 

"She went to the doctor for many sessions and made great progress in understanding her feelings. Then it came time for the acid test. The doctor said Cory had to interact with women sexually. About a month earlier, after six sessions with the doctor, Cory told her she knew a lesbian, Marie. Cory told her about Jamaica and what they had done and that you did not know about it. The doctor recommended that Cory contact Marie. Ask Marie to meet and see what happened with her and how she felt about it." 

"Marie frightened her. Cory was afraid of doing that so resisted that idea. Cory felt Marie was an incredible lover, and she could overwhelm her. The doctor convinced Cory to let her call Marie and explain the clinical side to Marie and explain that she could help Cory if she were willing." 

"Marie understood Cory issue and that loves you, Bill. She stated and she would never try to take her away from you, because it would not work, Cory loves only you Bill. So, Marie agreed to be with Cory, talk to her, and see how it went. Your fishing trip was coming up, so that was D-Day for the first part of the acid test." 

"Cory was extremely nervous about Marie and almost canceled out, but the doctor told her it was the only way to determine her real feelings." 

"They arranged for Marie to come the day you left for your trip." 

"Bill, you know what happened, so I am not telling you. Cory can give you the details if you want them. I will say that her feelings when she was with Marie were purely sexual; there was nothing else. When Marie left, they agreed they would not communicate or see each other again. I don't think you knew that did you?"

I was listening to Caroline's explanation and filling in what Cory had told me. I didn't know that Cory and Marie had ended all communication. That was encouraging, and I said nothing, just listened. Caroline continued.

"Once Marie left, Cory came to me and told me what had happened and how she felt. Marie had made beautiful love to her, and Cory had made love to Marie. She thought now that she was just bi-curious and that she was able to control it. Cory went to the doctor again to give her feedback. The doctor was pleased with the Marie experiment, though she was concerned that Cory had been so into making love with Marie. She suggested that phase two of the test would provide final understanding."

"Phase two was sending Cory to a lesbian club to pick up a woman and have sex with her if she could. The doctor told Cory that she would feel like a fish out of water, but she had to do this next part to see how she felt. She needed to experience what being a lesbian is like on the dating side and whether she liked the scene. If she picked up a lover, she needed to see what the one-night stand sex was like and if she was into it and wanted that to be her life from now on."

I thought the doctor was doing an excellent job helping Cory through this crazy thing. I had my doubts about all of it. After what I had seen between Cory and Lacey, I was concerned wondering how we would survive. Caroline continues.

"Bill, you know the rest, so I am not telling you any more about what happened at the club and after. It is not my place to discuss anything else that Cory and I have talked about or want the doctor to tell her after that night. Cory will have to share that with you if she wants to."

"Thank you, Caroline, for telling me. I am concerned about Cory and me. Cory has this hidden desire that has now resurfaced, and she may never be able to suppress it. She will always want to be with women and, most likely, Lacey. I don't know how I can deal with that, and we remain married. I am not the sharing kind of person. I want Cory for only me and anyone else. How could we ever build a family with her desires always hanging in the air? It will never work."

"Bill, I can tell you two things I know for certain. Cory loves you and only you. And you love Cory with your whole body and soul. You are attached and will survive if you let it happen. Cory's bisexual desires are only physical. I can say that Cory will commit to you for life that she will never seek out or respond to a woman for the rest of her life. She only wants you and your babies. Please do not throw this all away. It will kill you both."

I sat thinking as we all looked at each other. I milked the last drops from the beer can and sighed. "I need to go home and sort this out. Do not tell Cory I am coming; we will talk and see what happens."

Thomas stood, "Brother, Cory is a good woman. She loves you. Please do not be bullheaded; you can work this out." He pulled me into a man hug. 

Caroline did the same, kissing me hard on the cheek., whispering, "Cory is waiting for you. She loves only you, Bill. Lacey is gone forever. Go to her, work this out and make some babies together." 

I moved back away from them to think of what they both had said. Was I so blind that I could not see what they saw? I questioned whether my anger, confusion, and ego were muddying my vision and thinking. Those were simple questions with no answers. The big question was, 

"After over ten years of being madly in love with this woman, could I live without her?" 

I thanked Thomas and Caroline, walked out, and got in my SUV. I had about a forty-minute drive to work out what I would do. I knew I was not letting Cory go; it would kill both of us, so what was the answer?

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Caroline's text: "Cory, Bill has left, and I believe he is coming home. I hope this all works out. He didn't talk much, just listened, and I don't know what he is thinking."

God, what have I done? I opened the door to the destruction of my marriage and to losing the only person I have ever loved in my life. I can't lose Bill. It would kill me, and I would never be happy again for the rest of my miserable life. Have I destroyed two lives? God, I hope not. 

If he was coming home, and God I prayed he was. I had time to shower and look beautiful for him. I owed him that and much, much more. 

As I showered, my life with Bill played through my mind like a video on fast-forward. I played back every moment, from when we first met, when we first made love, when we moved apart, then came back together. Our wedding, our move to Atlanta, our Hedonism II trips, and all the amazing love we had made with each other. As the scenes raced through my head, clarity came to me.

I loved Bill, I lusted for Bill, I needed Bill, and he needed me. But I also lusted for Lacey. There was no love there, and there never would be. My heart was attached to Bill's heart, and they could never be separated, But I needed Lacey's lust in my life too. It was not like I wanted other women, not even Marie or others I could meet at Hedonism II or Rachel's House, the lesbian club. There is something about Lacey that I cannot explain. She has captured my lustful bi side. It is different from my love and lust for Bill, which drives me crazy when he touches, kisses, and makes love to me. 

With Lacey, it is soft and sweet-loving, sex in its purest form. There was no love, just a desire to fulfill a female carnal need inside me that a man can not satisfy. It is not better or worse than a man, simply different, satisfying a totally different sexual need that is not present with a man. Only another woman could feel this desire, just as a gay man would feel this for his male partner. 

I finished my shower, dried my horny, sexy body, and put on a sheer black negligée that Bill loved. I was naked underneath, not wanting anything between his hands and my skin.

Looking at myself in the steamed mirror, I saw a beautiful bisexual woman with love in her heart for Bill, her man, and lust in her soul for her lover, Lacey. I wondered how we could resolve this conflicting need I have. 

I put on light makeup to fix my eyes from all the crying and brushed out my hair. I pinched my cheeks and smiled. I looked eatable, and that was what I wanted, to be consumed by Bill.      

I walked into the kitchen and fetched a bottle of wine. It was midnight, and I wanted Bill in my bed. I knew we had some talking to do, so I filled two glasses and took them into the bedroom. I lay on the bed and waited, praying I would hear the door open soon.

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As I drove home, I wondered what I could accept in my new life with Cory. Was there room for her lesbian lover? How could I accept that, and how could we live with Lacey in our lives? How could we bring babies into our unorthodox family? It was all so confusing. 

I took a deep breath as I turned down our street, parking across the street from our house. No lights were on, and it was after midnight, so Cory may be in bed. I didn't know if Caroline called Cory, but I felt sure she did. Did she expect me home? 

I sat looking at our house with a sadness I had never felt. It was like a cloak of doom descended on me, and I started to weep. 

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I heard a vehicle outside, so I went to the window. I could see Bill's SUV parked across the street. He was sitting inside. I saw his head in his hands, and it looked like he might be crying. My heart sank. God, I have done this to him. I have destroyed my strong loving husband. How could I have been so selfish?

I went down the stairs and out the front door, walking barefoot to his SUV. I tapped on the window. 

Bill's head jerked up with shock on his face and tears streaming down his cheeks. I have never seen Bill react this way. He was a broken man, and it was all my fault. I almost crumbled to the ground, but I knew now I must be the strong one. 

"Open the door, Bill. Come into the house." I grabbed the handle, trying to open the door. 

"Bill, please come inside. We need to work this out. I love you, please?" I begged.

He wiped his eyes and looked at me with a sadness that would break anyone's heart.  

"Please unlock the door and come into the house with me. It is cold out here."

I realized I was wearing an almost invisible black negligée. My nipples were rock hard, and I had goosebumps all over my skin.   

Bill unlocked the door, and I pulled it open. He stepped out, looking at me, scanning my body.

"Are you crazy? Get in the house!" He commanded.

I quickly ran back across the street, with Bill slowly following me. I stepped inside, holding the door open for him. He came up the steps and stepped inside. I closed the door.

We looked at each other. Our faces were tear-stained, and I was still shivering. Bill had a solemn look on his face with no real expression showing.  

I broke the thick ice between us, "Bill, I am glad you are home."  

Bill still said nothing as he turned and walked into the kitchen. He stopped at the liquor cabinet, pouring himself a tall glass of Jim Beam. Bill turned and leaned against the counter, looking at me standing ten feet away. He took a big gulp and grimaced as the burn rolled down his throat.

"What have you done to us Cory? Why have you done this? I thought you loved me as I love you. I thought we had an agreement, but you have blatantly violated it. You have cheated on me not once but several times behind my back. You have given yourself to women, shared love with them, and forsaken us, our union, or marriage, all for what. A little sexual pleasure?"

Bill paused and took another big gulp.

"I hope you are happy now, satisfied with your lover, and can't wait to be with her again once I am out of your life. I will make that easy for you. I will file for divorce on Monday and move out so you can have Lacey move in with you. From what I saw earlier, I know that is what you want. As I watched the two of you, it was clear that you are in love with her. I cannot survive in a relationship with competition for your love, so I have to leave." 

I bit my lip and held my breath as I heard Bill's words. My head almost exploded. No, NO, that is not what I wanted, and I had to keep it under control and explain things to Bill. 

I walked across the room, took Bill by the hand, and led him down the hall to our bedroom. The candles flickered, and the incense wafted through the air. 

"Sit on the bed, Bill."

He sat down, drinking his JB, looking confused.

I pulled a single chair over right in front of him. I sat, letting the negligée fall open naturally. I knew Bill could see my nakedness.

"Bill, you have everything all confused in your head. I want to try clarifying things for you, so please let me talk and ask questions later, OK?"

"OK, but I don't see how that will change anything."

"Please just listen with an open mind, and I think you will understand."

"OK, I'll listen."

"Thank you."

"Bill, I love you more than anything in the world, and I always will. Every day when I open my eyes and see you lying beside me, I am grateful to God that you are my man, my husband, my rock, my everything. My life revolves around you and only you, and that will never change. All the plans we have made, and the hard work we have put in to get us where we are, just the two of us living out our dreams. The babies we want to make will be our babies, no one else's. I need you to believe all of what I have said. They are not just words; they are my true feelings. Do you understand? Are you listening to me?" 

I stopped and waited for Bill's response.

I waited, not saying more.

"Cory, I hear you. I believe what you are saying, but I have seen actions that conflict with your words."

I knew he would react like this.

"Bill, yes, I have cheated and gone behind your back having sex with Marie and Lacey. I am sorry I did that without talking to you about it. We have discussed my sexual identity question before, and you know my conflict. I was trying to solve my question and acted irresponsibly by not trusting you and asking permission to move forward. I never told you I was seeing a therapist, which was wrong."

Bill sat listening as he sipped his drink.

"My sexual curiosity has lingered for years, but for some reason, it surfaced in the spring when I saw Marie again. I acted then when I should not have, and the bisexual flame began burning again. Once I was with the therapist, she explained what was happening to me. I would like you to hear it from her, not me, so I have set up an appointment on Wednesday for us to meet with her."

"Dr. Smathers controlled therapy was that I had to experience lesbian sex in two ways. One with a known lesbian that could enlighten me about lesbian love and experience it with someone safe. That is why I called Marie. We met and had an experience. Once that was completed, I needed to go to a lesbian bar to experience the lifestyle and pick up a stranger, a woman to make love with. Then I could see what that all felt like and if it were an avenue I wanted to pursue." 

"Bill, as you know, I did all of that. To be honest, both experiences were incredible. Except for the butch woman almost assaulting me, I enjoyed it all."

"Finding Lacey that night, or actually Lacey saving me was totally unexpected. Once again, being honest, I was ready to run out of the door, get in my car and come home, never to venture into the lesbian world again, when Lacey swooped in, and that changed instantly."

Let me be clear, Bill, Lacey, and I have no romantic love for each other we are only fuck buddies. Lacey and I understand that our relationship is 100% lesbian sex, satisfying a carnal desire and need that can only be satisfied by another woman, specifically Lacey or me. I have no desire to pursue other women and will never contact Marie again."

"My love belongs 100% to you, Bill, and will never be given to another human other than our children. There will never be romantic love between Lacey and me, only lust and sex. And that will only happen if you agree 100% that I can be with her. If you say NO, the NO, it is, and Lacey will be out of our lives, and I will never see her again. I will swear I will never pursue any lesbian or bisexual activity again. I know that is hard to believe, but it is true. The only woman I want is Lacey; if you say NO, it is over forever. Lacey understands that is how it will be, and she could never pursue me again."

I sat back and looked at Bill. I could see his brain calculating and thinking of the ramifications of what I had said. 

"Cory, I love you and want you to remain my wife. I want you to be the mother of our children, and I also want you to be happy and sexually fulfilled. If I deprive you of a part of your life that you need to be happy, that you know you cannot control, I am putting us on the road heading down a dead-end that will end with us all falling into the abyss and destroying us all."

Bill stopped and took another drink. 

"Cory, I need you to think over two things and give me an answer to each. I will hear your answer and then tell you how I see things working as we go forward. First, do you honestly think you could suppress your bisexual desires for the rest of your life? Second, how do you see things working out if you were to maintain a relationship with Lacey? How often would you get together, how long would it last, would you ever leave me for Lacey? Please tell me what you want.” 

“I am going to take a shower and let you think. My brain is fried, I must go to sleep. If you want to be alone, I will sleep in the guest room."

Before I could speak, Bill stood up and stripped, walking naked into the bathroom. My body twitched seeing him naked, and I wanted Bill in my bed badly, not in the other room. 

He left me to think, to answer his questions.

The shower came on, and he shut the door and locked it.

Part 4 Coming Soon

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