A month had passed and Jordan tried to push back the longing and lingering feelings he had for Drew Haynes but they kept on coming back. He tried to concentrate on his relationship with Hayley but it wasn't working out. So he made the decision and ended things with her. It was the hardest decision he ever had to make but the right one.
One morning, Jordan was dreaming of Drew Haynes naked in a shower with the water running down over his toned torso. He let out a soft moan just as the alarm clock went off.
Jordan opened his eyes and slammed his hand on it. He rolled over with a smile on his face but then it faded when he noticed what the dream had done to his manhood.
I'm not gay! he thought. Why am I having sex dreams of Drew? I can't go to college with a boner.
He imagined Drew's perfect physique in the shower in the dream as he self pleasured himself until orgasm. Jordan jumped out of bed and into the shower to clean himself off.
Jordan slid down the wall of the shower, crying.
I'm not gay! I can't be! he thought.
When Jordan arrived at college, he was shocked to find the word 'GAY' spray-painted across Drew Haynes' locker.
Jordan decided to walk over when Drew walked over to his locker, shaking his head. "Hey," he said, after the police had gone a few hours later.
He glanced up. "Hey, I can't believe these people at this college," he shook his head.
"I know, complete idiots. What did the police say?"
"The police couldn't do anything as there were no witnesses to the vandalism."
"Would you like a hand cleaning this off?"
Drew grinned. "Sure," he said.
Jordan smiled back.
After school, Jordan was helping Drew clean the graffiti off with a bucket of water and a sponge.
"So, how are things between you and Hayley?" Drew asked, making conversation.
"We broke up," Jordan told him.
He looked at him. "Sorry, man."
"It's OK; we haven't been connecting for ages so it was bound to happen."
"Relationships are hard, man. Before I knew I liked men more than women, I had a girlfriend for like ages. But I had to be true to myself, except who I truly am."
Jordan nodded, taking on board what Drew was trying to tell him. Maybe that's what he had to do. Be true to himself to the true fact that he liked men as well as women.
He couldn't help but look at Drew and lustful thoughts began to race through his mind.
Drew noticed him watching him. "What?" he asked.
Jordan splashed him with water.
"If you wanted me to take my vest off, you should've just asked," he grinned. Drew took it off.
Jordan couldn't take it anymore so he kissed him, cupping his hands around his face. His eyes were closed.
"Are you sure?" Drew asked.
He nodded and kissed him again, hungrily.
Over the next few weeks, Jordan had been secretly meeting up with Drew when no one was around. They'd just kiss passionately.
One rainy night, Jordan and Drew were in an abandoned car park, kissing passionately in his car.
Drew's hands went to the belt of Jordan's jeans and began to unbuckle it.
"Wait," Jordan said through kisses.
"Would you like me to stop?" he asked.
He was panicking in case anyone he knew saw him in a car with a guy.
"Jordan, just relax, no one's gonna see us," Drew said in a soothing voice.
Jordan nodded his head but his heart was pounding. He watched as his jeans were being pulled down slowly. He closed his eyes as he felt Drew's lips gently kissing down his stomach but then immediately opened them as he felt his manhood being pleasured.