I was the most shy girl in college. Brought up in the countryside, I never did get to interact with boys, not to talk of men, mature men, with pecks and glorious beards. And here I was, in the middle of it all. It was hard for me to live in fantasy anymore. I wanted to feel the actual touch of a man. A real man. Not what I had in my head or what I read in books. This day I was sitting in the cafeteria. Wondering if all hi...