I believe that if you really enjoy it, then you are probably a true cuckold. True cuckold meaning that you really get excited by the fact that your wife is having a relationship outside of their marriage. This is what turns you on. I said this on another thread but the cuckold gets off on the compersion (the opposite of jealously. Being turned on by her sexual trysts.) Which happens when his wife or girlfriend is with another man. She is non-monogamous and he is faithful to her. She gets off on the fact that her husband or boyfriend is trusting her and giving her the freedom of non-monogamy which is his gift to her. Her gift to him is giving him what he wants sexually. There needs to be honest communication and in this type of relationship cheating is taken out of the equation. Which is why I think a real cuckold marriage is the the most successful of marriages. One more note: cuckolds do have sex with their cuckoldress (wives). Denial is a game of teasing.