This is a continuation of "My Shrink Hears My Sordid Story". It is recommended that you read that chapter before reading this chapter. After my appointment with Dr. Samantha Johns, I wrestled with my emotional ups and down. I felt I had become jaded by my past sexual activities and could no longer have a sexual relationship unless it was taboo or kinky. Actually, I had no control over my sexual desires. My wife controlled...

"What seems to be troubling you, Mr. Patten?" she asked. She sat across from me in a short dress. One leg draped over the other. She was attractive- maybe 40 - with a good figure, Her name was Dr. Samantha Johns. "Please call me 'Bill', Dr. Johns. I am reluctant to tell you the reason I'm here, but I made the appointment so here goes. For some years now, I have been unable to have, or want to have sex, unless it is taboo,...