You're probably wondering where we went from here. I did. Eva was amazing; super sexy, smart, and I wanted her. The endless encounters we had merged together into what would turn out to be the most intense period of my life. Stories of her huge capacity to both give and receive sexual pleasure would fill a volume of it's own. I could tell you about her impending wedding - how I was installed as the best man and belittled...

It was a lazy Saturday morning a few weeks later. We'd seen a lot of each other in the intervening period, and I regularly stayed over in their gorgeous flat, enjoying the place Ian had once occupied in Eva's bed. "And then, Gabby said..." Eva paused, she was laughing so hard, she couldn't speak. "Gabby said, 'I think Ian's having an affair!'" "All because Dan had said he'd been acting funny at work?" I asked. "Yes!" She...

While I had become more accustomed to my situation with the delicious Eva, I still didn't really know why or how I was in this position. And my understanding of Ian's was non-existent. Whatever childhood trauma or Freudian shit he was subject to remained completely opaque to me. He was no more a man in my mind than my favourite shoes were. That changed at our next meeting. It was like Eva turned on a light and I could see...

At first, I had no conception that humiliation could be sexy. It simply hadn't occurred to me that being taken for a mug or intimidated might be a turn-on. But that changed on my next meeting with Eva. I'm pretty open-minded, and in hindsight, I'm surprised that I hadn't thought that someone would get off on it. I'd had lovers who, for want of a better phrase, did get off on being treated badly in the bedroom, or at least...

From the outside, I look like a bull. I'm good-looking, fit, guns like tree trunks, I dress well, I wear a sports watch and look after myself. I talk confidently and with authority, I interrupt people in mid-sentence, and if I take a woman out, the staff at the restaurant, club, or event know I'll turn up with another one next time. I'm the kind of guy some people would call arrogant or an arsehole. But they're just jealo...