"Be happy," he said.Like it's that simple.Like I haven't been trying. Like saying "be happy" erases that I'm being put on the back-burner againbeing used as a back-up plana last-resort when there's nothing better to doSaying "be happy" is supposed to change that he pissed me off again. "Be happy." I want to be happy. So desperately that I push too hard, ask for too much, move forward when I should hold back. I dive in whe...